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shadowedsoul 01-10-2010 12:11 AM

nevermind. all is good. =]

FlyingNy 01-10-2010 12:13 AM

I have a sore foot if that's any comfort. It might just be me, but whatever my sister does to me, she's still my sister and I would do pretty much anything. That might be pathetic and make me a massive mug, but hey. How's college going?

*Hugs Kahlia* Don't be sorry, I'm sorry you're in not such a great place right now, but you're right, you've come so far since then and I know you can get through this.

nicole94 01-10-2010 12:16 AM

i know, i'm the same, i love my sister so much! and my nose is my own fault XD i got it peirced today, the finger and arm are her fault though XD

FlyingNy 01-10-2010 12:28 AM

My foot just hurts. It does most of the time. Cool, do you like it? My friend has her nipple pierced. Are you feeling any better now?

RYUU 01-10-2010 12:29 AM

i cut again that's twice in one day the devil is winning i have lost control

FlyingNy 01-10-2010 12:54 AM

*Hugs RYUU* The devil isn't winning. You can beat this. There's no shame in slipping. We all do it and you've been so strong in the past. I know you can do this.

shadowedsoul 01-10-2010 01:10 AM

hahahaha hahahaha there is no point to anything anymore, just another load of ****. dont care. hahahahahahaha.

Scarletdreamer 01-10-2010 01:16 AM

I have my nose pierced too, Nicole. :) Which side did you choose? and is it a ring or a stud? Mine's a tiny stud (on the right side)... perfect for me as I didn't want anything huge. :) I was going to have a ring but then thought... meh... studs look nice. I got mine in December and my bestie went with me and said that it was the scariest looking thing ever. ;) Which made me "lol" at the time... :P And I'm sorry about the broken finger - have you been to a doctor's to get a split for it or anything? because down the road fingers that were broken that healed improperly can cause problems. Jarrod knows about that one. :( *hugs*

Lia, how're you doing tonight? *cuddles* Thinking of you!! You're so kind/patient with all of us here on the ward, as are most all of the rest of you. <3

Jill, what's up, hon? *hugs gently*

Ryuu... you CAN keep doing this; Lia's right, all of us slip, but that does NOT mean that the devil is winning. You can keep fighting, you HAVE BEEN fighting and doing so very well. Just keep at it, okay? No giving up allowed. ;) Slips, yes, but no giving up. *gentle hugs*

I am so effing exhausted!!! :( And I'm a little worried for a silly reason - the guild I'm a member of on the Bronzebeard-US server in WoW (it's an all female guild, very nice, I love it) is having what they call "little sister voting" up now. You start out in the guild as a "little sister" which basically means you're a "newbie/noob" in the guild. Then you can be promoted to being a sister if there's enough people voting for you/saying positive things about you. And I'm one of the people that's up for being voted to go up to "sister" now. So I'm a little scared... like... well, a lot of "what ifs" are going through my mind right now. Like... "what if they don't know me?" or "what if they don't like me?" or "what if I haven't been on enough lately?" or... yeah, you get the idea. Maybe. :-X So I'll shut up now... about that at least!!

Umm, what else... ugh. I just... am... I don't know. Exhausted & anxious best fits, I guess. I HATE anxiety. :'( And I'm still depressed, too. Just want to sleep for the rest of forever. Plus, I will probably be getting up at 6am tomorrow instead of 7am... when I'm already super exhausted. Oh well. At least it'll get me up in time to go hear one of my favorite authors speak. :)

*cuddles everyone I didn't mention before*

shadowedsoul 01-10-2010 01:36 AM

erm need some help. curls up

SoMuchMore 01-10-2010 07:48 AM

*hides in the corner*

Sorry everyone... really struggling + extremely busy= no individual replies.

*shuffles out trying not to cry*

MammaMia 01-10-2010 11:40 AM

Wow, ward's been bit dead last few hours.

I'm sorry we all seem to be struggling (or most anyway) so much *cuddles tight* Things WILL get better. You can beat all these urges etc xxx

Scarletdreamer 01-10-2010 12:15 PM

Whoa, only 3 posts since I last posted last night?! O.o

That's unusual. And where's Mark? He's usually on wayyy before I am. :-/ Hope he's okay.

Hels *hugs* Hope you're doing okay as well. :)

Meh. Don't want to be up this early. :( It's 6:15am so not that early, but still, want to sleeeeeeep. Was warm and comfy under my uni blanket. Heh. :-/ *yawns* Oh well. I'll just put up with it. :P

*cuddles everyone*

Kahlia1981 01-10-2010 12:20 PM

hello ward.
it looks like we may be able to save my computer by replacing one part instead of the whole core which means it may be up and running by the end of next week at the latest.
today i've been breaking down in tears at the drop of a hat but at least my assignment is almost finished ... two paragraphs to write and 500 words to remove. le sigh

Doikers 01-10-2010 12:28 PM

*Hugs April* Here I am , I just got online , well I just heaved myself out of bed , NO energy or motivation this morning , Grr Depression and Numbing Meds , I'm just a bit blah!

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Nicole* I'm sorry you're family are being so mean and that I went to bed early last night :S

*Hugs Kahlia* Thats better news about your computer :)

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Ryuu*

Doikers 01-10-2010 12:31 PM

April , April!! It's October! Don't you start your new job this month?

Scarletdreamer 01-10-2010 12:57 PM

EEEP October, totally forgot that it was the "new month" ... ughhh... yes, I do, and training is in 11 days (it starts on Jarrod's & my 2nd anniversary, grrrr). I AM TERRIFIED!!!!!!!! :'(

I should be excited... but... what if I'm a fail at my job? what if they don't like me? what if I "do it wrong"?! I'M SO SCARED!!! (and I'm not even kidding or exaggerating either, I am [almost] literally scared to death about that... :-/ ...sigh)

Mehhh. Scared scared scared... :(

Sorry, heh. :-/

Kahlia *cuddles* Glad that you may have your comp back soon(ish)!! That's good news... also good news that you've gotten so much done on your uni assignment, yey, go you!! :) I take it that you're still feeling quite like crap though, because of the crying? *extra cuddles* Wish I could help you feel better. :(

Mark, glad you got online, was getting worried. *cuddles* Sorry for the above ^^ freakout about my job, it's just that it is very very scary, probably something like your first shift at the cyber cafe except maybe even a little scarier? I dunno about that but still... eehg. :( Okay, I'll stop now, lol. >_< Any plans for the day??

Doikers 01-10-2010 01:15 PM

*Hugs April* It is TOTALLY understandable that you are scared about starting your training but I bet you will do great :) I was freaked out before my first "shift" at the cyber cafe but I survived and you will too, they will like you , you are very likeable :) You will be the best "paid Friend" North America has ever seen :D Sorry I forgot the right word for your job so put paid friend .

I am visiting my "Paid Friend" at 2pm she is nice still getting to know her though , I'm going to get wet if the rain doesn't stop in time hmmm.

Sorry to worry you :S

RYUU 01-10-2010 01:19 PM

Just back from my cpn he says that should try and not get stressed by everyday things that the voices are nothing but my own inward thoughts
how the **** would he know looks like am getting no help from him

Doikers 01-10-2010 01:36 PM

*Hugs Ryuu*Thats sucks, Can you make an emergency appointment with your Psych Dr?

RYUU 01-10-2010 01:46 PM

I think she feels the same i have no one i can turn to about this feeling like i only have one option

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