* hugs everyone *
Voices are really loud right now telling me to cut
i dont feel safe

*hugs Helen* I'm sorry you're feeling low.
*hugs Reaper* I hope you feel safe again soon.

I... aced my Chaucer/Middle English quiz. I feel accomplished. I hope this good feeling lasts today.

*Hugs Reaper* I hope the voices calm soon , try not to cut .

*Hugs Felicia* Way to go you !!!

As for me , well, I'm back at my flat and didn't harm at my parents :)
But
Since my Lithium has been increased I've been having what the leaflet that comes with the pills descibes as "Difficulty in speaking or slurred speech" . For me I'd describe it as knowing in my brain what I want to say but not being able to make the words come out ,it's embarrasing when I just stop talking to someone and I end up apologising , it sais it could be a symtom of Lithium toxicity but I don't want to go back down to my previous dose as this one is help a bit with my depression .hmmm:S

*hugs mark, reaper and felicia*
ugh, i should really stop the conversation with leon right now.....

*leaves care packs on the table and hides in a hidey hole under the window box*

*Hugs Crimson*:D

*glomps Crimson, Mark, & Hels, as I spy them!!*

So exhausted. I have therapy in a bit. Worried about that... :( I don't know if it's a full appt or not, may just be a "check-in" appt that isn't really all that long, but SO much has happened since last Monday that I need to talk about. :( So... I don't know what's gonna happen.

I'm also ****ing terrified about my nutritionist appt. It's tomorrow. And tomorrow is getting closer all of the time. :( I hate how quickly this morning has whizzed away... :'(

I'm sorry for whinging all of the time. :crying:

*Huggles April* You're NOT whinging . We are all here to get support and empathy and to support and empathise with each other. No-one whinges .

Cuddles all. I feel really unsafe right now, really want to do somthing stuiped, need to be punshed. Bad Jill, curls up and hides away.

*Hugs Jill*

*hugs Mark, April and Jill*

*hugs everyone*

*cuddles everyone*
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Lol, turning into a hug thread again. :P

Thanks for the support, Mark. How are you?

Therapy sucked. Well no, it was ****ing hard. That's all. She had me do the "two chair exercise" and I pretended to talk with my parents, letting out a lot that I've never said (out loud or to her before)... it was really really difficult. And I really really hate doing that type of thing. Ugh.

Just want to escape, get out of here. Feel too constrained, too confined. Ugh ugh ugh...

:crying:

Oh & forgot...

*cuddles all*

And Crimson, how are you, hon? Seems like we passed over you earlier. :(

ok **** I must not let him win, but I am, stupid stupid me, if I want to go to my support group pride party then I shall, but god I'm anxious about him being there, shaking and m,y heart is pounding and keep leaving it later and later until I leave, should have left 5 mins ago

Good luck at your support group pride party Oliver *Hugs*

*hugs everybody tight*

How are you, Hels? *cuddles*

Good luck at the pride party, Oliver. I hope that you do manage to go. *hugs*

Mark, how are things going?

*cuddles everyone*

*hugs everybody*

*crawls under her invisibility cloak*