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~*forever_broken*~ 17-09-2007 01:46 AM

*sits in her corner, knees to chest and clutches stuffed lamb*
I can't do this...I'm no good to anyone right now, I'm sorry.
University health and counseling center opens tomorrow...I should call and make a counseling appointment, and a meds appointment...but I can't. I've been a wee bit suicidal that past week...I feel awful...but I can't be honest with them about that...at least not about having been suicidal. See, I know I won't do anything...I haven't yet, you know? It's been really harfd at times but I haven't. But they won't believe me...I came really close to being locked up twice this summer and I won't risk it again...then everyone would know...my family, my friends...work, instructors...
I hate this...

MammaMia 17-09-2007 03:11 AM

I can't do this.

I keep slipping.

****ing make it stop going so bad.



YodaBearInterrupted 17-09-2007 06:00 AM

*hugs dancedance4eva, Ally83, and Newlife*

MammaMia 17-09-2007 08:44 AM

Still feeling down, normally when summat would upset me on the friday...I'd be over it by saturday...but not this time :(

Don't want to go college today and same time do.

My chest hurts bad =[

l.e.g.o 17-09-2007 10:14 AM

*hugs others and comes out of corner*

maybe life can get better

or not

MammaMia 17-09-2007 09:58 PM

Still have pain in my chest, but also have it in my stomach && ribs :(

College was...odd >.<

You say you wanna talk to me? WHEN THE **** ARE WE GONNA? SAYING HELLO TWICE DOESN'T COUNT.


It's my nephew's bday tomorrow & highly unlikely gonna have anythin off me *sobs*

MammaMia 18-09-2007 01:51 AM

What's happening?

*hugs for everyone*

I'm feeling bit more cheerful even if unwell & bit confused lol :D

Pomegranate 18-09-2007 11:04 AM

*Checks in* finds corner to sit and rock in. I just feel really alone and scared.

Hope everyone else is doing ok x

MammaMia 18-09-2007 12:41 PM

Awwwww hunni, I think everyone is bit nervous, some more than others but it'll be finnnnnnnnne I'm sure :D

I'm in well proper good mood :D

Johanna80 18-09-2007 03:18 PM

I wish i could go to uni, just one more essay and one more term then I'll have my masters. But since I'm on disability leave I can't do this, I can't even read a ordinary book without being stressed. and I have allways loved to read...
*sits in corner and looks though comics*

l.e.g.o 18-09-2007 09:48 PM


tooo many memories

i hate that place

the people who told me i should die are associated with it

cant do this

MammaMia 19-09-2007 01:02 AM

Why did things have to go wrong, the first day it starts good.

**** **** ****!

shadowedseraph 19-09-2007 04:40 PM

*hugsDance!Dance!* what happened?

l.e.g.o 19-09-2007 04:51 PM

*hugs all and then retreats*

life hurts and so does love-why do i bother to love him when he cant see it-why do i love him when it feels like he doesnt love me back whatever he says why do i love him when he can barely find time for me

love hurts

MammaMia 19-09-2007 09:33 PM


Originally Posted by shadowedseraph (Post 279794)
*hugsDance!Dance!* what happened?

Just a few things pissed me off which don't matter. Then I was upset about some stuff but it's sorted out. I'm feeling proud of myself. Things are finally beginning to smooth out I think :thumbup:

shadowedseraph 20-09-2007 12:04 AM

^^ well done you

xXOpheliaXx 20-09-2007 12:15 AM

can i join u?

MammaMia 20-09-2007 02:12 AM


Originally Posted by shadowedseraph (Post 280563)
^^ well done you

Thanks :hop:

YodaBearInterrupted 20-09-2007 08:20 AM

*sits in a corner with a pillow and curls up*

I hate myself... I really do...

MammaMia 20-09-2007 08:47 AM

I know how that feels.

*leaves some hugs*

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