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Scarletdreamer 12-07-2010 12:05 AM

*cuddles Jill* I'm sorry that you're in a bad place tonight... don't worry about PMing me if you aren't up to it... just want to be able to support you when I can, is all.

Updated my r/v... again... sorry to be so damn self-absorbed. :-X

Scarletdreamer 12-07-2010 12:08 AM

*spies Tineke and glomps* How are you, sweetie? Have missed you!!

MammaMia 12-07-2010 12:09 AM

*hugs April & Jill*

Scarletdreamer 12-07-2010 12:18 AM

*cuddles Hels* How are you doing, sweetie? any better than earlier?

MammaMia 12-07-2010 12:21 AM

Well I'm not crying and the urges aren't as strong?? *cuddles April*

Scarletdreamer 12-07-2010 12:30 AM

That's always good to hear... *extra special cuddles* Why were you crying earlier, if you don't mind me asking? Stay strong and PM me if you need me. I should be about for awhile yet... and that wasn't intended to come across as me blowing you off, just in case it sounds/sounded a little abrupt. ♥

MammaMia 12-07-2010 12:38 AM

Thanks for the special hugs :D I was crying earlier because my best friend went offline, to give me 'peace' to watch TV (which I didn't want), because she was a mess, didn't want to drag me down further (she couldn't have) and how she'll make it up to me and stuff. We're both really struggling. I really needed her today. Still do. She came on this afternoon as she was supposed to be spending special time with her hubby ;) Just didn't want to be all alone for rest of the day aswell as the evening and stuff.

Meh, pathetic I know.

Scarletdreamer 12-07-2010 12:45 AM

Not really pathetic at all, hon. I'd be upset if my bestie left me - even online - if I needed her badly. If she needed me badly, too, it would be even worse. I'm sorry to hear that you're both struggling... wish there were something I could do to help. Hate feeling so damn helpless. :( Please keep hanging in there... you ARE worth fighting for. Try & believe that... and you are not pathetic, useless, or any of those lies you tell yourself. You're a lovely, sweet, kind, and beautiful person, inside & out. I know, hard to believe that... but it's true.

MammaMia 12-07-2010 12:48 AM

Thanks sweetheart. That helps a lot. I just wish I could believe all that stuff you know?

Scarletdreamer 12-07-2010 01:00 AM

I totally understand... *cuddles some more*

I spy Oliver!! *glomps* :D

MammaMia 12-07-2010 01:09 AM

*cuddles April* :(

I also see Lia, Jess & Oliver *glomps all*

Scarletdreamer 12-07-2010 01:13 AM

*spies Lia and glomps her too* Jess must be wearing her invisibility cloak... heehee... Hels, did you loan yours to her? ;)

I'mJustMe 12-07-2010 01:14 AM

Damn, I have been spotted! Was going to poke my head around the corner, but may as well stay and chat now. Composing individual replies as you read this!


wolfos3d 12-07-2010 01:15 AM

I'm here. I did manage to get to sleep which was beyond awesome. I've missed my first class now though. Oops.

*hugs for everyone*

MammaMia 12-07-2010 01:20 AM


Originally Posted by Scarletdreamer (Post 2397317)
*spies Lia and glomps her too* Jess must be wearing her invisibility cloak... heehee... Hels, did you loan yours to her? ;)

Looks like it ;)


Originally Posted by I'mJustMe (Post 2397319)
Damn, I have been spotted! Was going to poke my head around the corner, but may as well stay and chat now. Composing individual replies as you read this!

Haha, sorry my dear, hope you're okay x


Originally Posted by wolfos3d (Post 2397322)
I'm here. I did manage to get to sleep which was beyond awesome. I've missed my first class now though. Oops.

*hugs for everyone*

*hugs Jess* Glad you got to sleep. Opps at missing class. Are you going to go in for your next one? :)

wolfos3d 12-07-2010 01:27 AM

Yeah, I'll be going in shortly for my next one. I'm gonna leave at 10 since it starts at 11. That'll give me plenty of time to get there. I've only missed English so no huge loss from not getting up in time.

I'mJustMe 12-07-2010 01:44 AM

Hugs Helen- Are you feeling any better sweeite? Sorry you felt so bad earlier and I wasn't here, instead lapping up sun on the beach/mocking 'Eclipse' in the cinema. Totally team Lupin. Anyway.

Hugs Julie Why do you say your dad hates you sweet? You certainly don't deserve anything he might have said, although living with my mum, I know how hard that is to believe. So much easier it is to trust the things you have been told all of your life. I can see in everyone else's cases that the things totally aren't true, just not in my own. So I'll tell you know, the thing aren't true. You are who you are and you shouldn't change that for anyone. Least of all someone who puts you down. Perhaps he was just angry? I don't even know what happened, but there's the chance he didn't really mean it and was lashing out. My mum does that. Every day. Perhaps she has issues.

Hey Heather, how are you? Hope things are OK for you at the moment. Anything you want to talk about? Hugs gently.

Jess- You're a strong and beautiful person and love being you for those reasons alone. I don't know how the triggering thoughts ended up as the post was a while ago. A later post may inform me and I will add if it does, but if you did fight continue to do so because you're strong and can do it. :) Anything in particular that brought on the triggering? We are all here to listen if you want us to.

Jill- Sorry you felt so bad this morning. How did the day go in the end? It's gone midnight now. Do you know what it was that made you feel so low, or was it a random mood? I hate those, they make you feel so pathetic because you can't even target what's wrong so there's very little you can do about it. I'm here if you want me to be though :) How has the night been so far? Are you coping?

Haley- I agree we should ban those words, and then I can come up with some more gangster alternatives such as 'I'm such a waste gash' and 'so pang'. How you feeling?

Kahlia- I'm sorry about your anxiety that it doesn't seem to be getting any better. Are you on any meds? If you are, maybe they could be increased. I hope you can get some extra help, don't take this in the wrong way because I know I would, but you clearly need it. I care about you and don't like to see you struggling so much. X

Crawls into warren with April (if she's still there)- Hey sweet. How are you now? You got into the warren a while ago, feel any better since? It's good that you see something exiting in the air force thing, it's always nice to summon some enthusiasm and try and look on the bright side in situations you hate. I am actually going to do a touch of opening up here, even if it is so you don't feel so alone. I know how you feel, I know what it's like to have the one you love torn away from you. The one person I love more than anyone else in the world, the one person who could make me feel better with just a simple smile, the only one I feel I could have talked to is moving to Dorset. I won't see her before she goes so I will see her once more in my life, and then never again. She's my everything and I don't know what I will do without her, we can't stay in touch. Long story. I'm going to stop talking about her now because it just hurts, but just so you know, I do know and I do understand.

Nicole- what's up honey? Anything we can help you with? I will have a look at that thread in a tick and try to help you best as I can. Hugs hard.

Mark- How are you today? Hugs if you want them. How come my replies always turn into some sort of mass ward hug?

Anyone else who wants to may as well join the pile :)

Being driven slightly insane. My best mate keeps telling me I have depression. She's not in my mind, she doesn't know anything, yet I'm scared she's right. She doesn't understand though, I don't want her to be there but I can't tell her that because it is personal and I don't want to upset her. Grr, I wish she would get off my case.


MammaMia 12-07-2010 01:46 AM

Lia, don't worry about not being here earlier sweet :) Glad you got out for a bit, that's good. I'm better in the sense I'm not crying (haven't for a few hours) and the urges have settled. Feeling really low still meh. Over it >_>

Scarletdreamer 12-07-2010 01:54 AM

Lia, love, that was an epic response!! *cuddles* And if your posts turn into a mass ward hug, mine turn into a mass ward cuddle, lol... Thanks for opening up a bit, I'm glad that you did. *extra special cuddles* Things will be okay... they will work out in the end. I won't say more because I don't want to upset you or anything but I'm sorry that your friend is annoying/upsetting you. :(

Hels, I'm sorry you're still feeling low... *extra special cuddles too* :)

Jess, sorry you missed your first class but hopefully it won't matter too much!! *cuddles gently* Did you sleep okay? i.e., did you get some sleep? I forget if you said anything, sorry, brain like a sieve. :-S

I'm so exhausted, and so low, and just want to cut. But I'm not going to. Guhhh. :'(

*hides in the warren again* :crying:

shadowedsoul 12-07-2010 02:21 AM

Hugs April I'm sorry i didn't mean for it to sound that I didn't want your support. Sorry hmm hope that made sence.

Hugs lia of course I want your support. Hmm the day went from bad to argh shoot me now. Lot of shot things happened that I wad warned what would happen if I did it again. It just couldn't be helped, urgh don't care my ass I going to get kicked again my own fault so I will take my punishment without complant. Tonights going hmm stuiped thoughts going around my head still somehow it's always bad at night when I'm alone and it's all quiet then I start thinking stuff. Meh

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