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MammaMia 24-05-2010 09:09 PM

*offers cuddles to all*

I feel so low, it's unreal, today's been really awful :( Thankfully my best friend is coming online at 9, need her so ,uch

Doikers 24-05-2010 09:10 PM

*Lets go of Aprils hands long enough to HUG Helen and re-holds Aprils hands*

Pnuemonia[Blue] 24-05-2010 09:11 PM

Tried to phone my bestfriend but her phone is off, really need to speak to her. Need her voice of reason and then how she turns the situation around to her - need my head to be focused on someone else.

Kitkat :) 24-05-2010 09:31 PM

Still in pain. This is ridiculous now.

Doikers 24-05-2010 09:37 PM

*Hugs for Emma and Kitkat if ok?*

Kitkat :) 24-05-2010 09:39 PM

Yeah that's fine (:
It's just my stomach is still hurting after those pills went missing... But its okay to hug me (:

MammaMia 24-05-2010 09:42 PM

Kat, I really think you should seek medical advice sweetheart =( Even if you did overdose on the pills, they will have long left your body now.

Kitkat :) 24-05-2010 09:44 PM

I don't know what to say though... Yeah, they would've left my system now, think it was on Wednesday or Tuesday that it happened but I'm still getting stomach pain...

MammaMia 24-05-2010 09:44 PM

Just explain that you think you may have taken an od & your stomach's been hurting since it happened?

Kitkat :) 24-05-2010 09:46 PM

Yeah... But I can't go without my Mum knowing, and she doesn't know that I may have taken them... She'd go nuts.

MammaMia 24-05-2010 09:46 PM

#You need to go swertie, even if's a nurse at college.

Kitkat :) 24-05-2010 09:51 PM

... I'll go after my exam tomorrow... Don't know if I'd need an appointment though.

Scarletdreamer 24-05-2010 09:53 PM

*is hurting, mentally/emotionally and physically* But so is everyone else...

*cuddles KitKat* I think you should seek medical advice as well... sorry I've not supported you throughout this, but just did not know what to say.

*cuddles Mark and keeps holding his hands so he can't SI* Feeling any better? or still triggered? (I'm still triggered :'( this whole business with my best friend is really messing with me...)

*cuddles Crimson* Grats on Lurial getting to 21!! That rocks. :D She's almost high enough level for my mage to play with her (my mage is level 30 :D). Hehe. WoW is such a good distraction - maybe we can play together on some server or another next weekend? or sometime soon anyway...

*cuddles Emma* I wish that I could help you feel better, love. :( Keep posting in here if you can... or maybe start an r/v thread if you don't already have one?

Damnit, itchy SI place... :(

Tried to take a nap but it didn't work. I don't know what I'll do now. I think I'm going to end up telling my supervisor that in all honesty I can't count today as a workday, as I haven't done and don't feel up to doing any work. :'( Stupid stupid me.

I need to make some phonecalls - to res and to that therapist - but I'm scared. :'( Terrified actually........... pathetically. :'(

*hides in a hole*

katnovia 24-05-2010 10:03 PM

*sneaks on, lurks reading and then buries self deeply in a hole, pulling a concrete slab over the top*

I wish I could help.

Kitkat :) 24-05-2010 10:05 PM

I'm going to go and see the college nurse tomorrow.
Don't worry about it, it's okay you have your own stuff you need to deal with too (:
*crawls into hole with you*
I'm terrified too about seeing the nurse... The only reason I can now remember looking at the bottle of pills and seeing how many there were inside is because Blue told me that I did that... I honestly don't remember doing it... Is that what I say to the nurse? She's going to think I'm nuts... She's only a college nurse.
*hugs*

katnovia 24-05-2010 10:14 PM

*makes huge multispace hole as everyone feels like being down holes* Now we have a warren..

Doikers 24-05-2010 10:16 PM

I'm not so bad .
Sorry April I feel like I've let you down ....... I S.I'ed .
Not badly but the urge ( here comes my trying to justify it ) , the urge just kep coming and woulden't go away .
It hasn't worked as well as it has in the past , I've gotten to the point that I think I need to SI. worse for it to help , make sense , I hope this isn't triggering , I'll stop rambling about it .

* Finds Kat in her hole and HUGS *

I'm hot , so is everyone else around here right? I want to sleep , I'm all numb now hmmmmmm sorry

Kitkat :) 24-05-2010 10:17 PM

I take it we're rabbits now?
:)

Scarletdreamer 24-05-2010 10:24 PM

Lol rabbits, down a warren... :)

Mark, love, you didn't let me down. *curls up next to* I - of course - wish that you hadn't harmed, but I understand why. You ARE strong enough to go without it though, you've just got to get yourself to believe that!! :) *cuddles*

*cuddles KitKat* I don't think the nurse will think you're crazy... especially at a college, I mean, if she doesn't know about your alts, which I'm assuming she doesn't, she'll probably assume you were drinking and can't remember. Heh. Maybe not the best of assumptions to make, but hey... it works. Dunno if she'll think that though, of course, as even though I'm a psych major I can't read minds. ;)

*cuddles Kat* What's up, love? feeling any better than yesterday? Hope so... :( Things seem to be so rough for you - all of us, really - right now, wish I could do something more to help. :(

I tried playing WoW but couldn't really focus, am too anxious... AHA I figured it out, my meds are 20 minutes late. Gonna go take those before I get much more anxious...

...there. Meds taken. Whew. :)

My bestie still isn't responding to texts. Or three phonecalls - one to her cell, one to her parents' landline (she still lives there), and one to her cell again. Jarrod went after a few groceries and was going to see if he could spot her and see if she could call me (she works for a bread company and stocks bread at Walmart), since she was purportedly at work when I called the landline. :-S I'm getting worried about this situation. :'( I don't want to lose her as a friend, she's the only close female friend I've got.

*hides in the warren beneath the psych ward* :crying:

Kitkat :) 24-05-2010 10:33 PM

No she doesn't. And she probably will suspect I was drinking, good grief haha.
I'm sure you won't lose her as a friend, maybe she's just busy at the moment and can't talk to you right now?


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