*Hugs Helen*
*Hugs April * I REALLY think the short one will suit you:)

The bills I paid are not the "Problem bills" I have been having trouble with , still stressing over them , I really don't know what to do with them and with being sent for a benefit medical , my SW said he would come with me to the medical and answer the questions for me , which is good , but I'm like not wanting to take off my clothes so everyone can look at my scars , hmmmmm

Been threatened to be kicked out

Why Helen ? Whats happened ? *Hugs*

*slips in tightly hugging her hubby's childhood cuddly lion*

*hides*

*Hugs Nicole*

*crawls under a pile of duvets and hides*

*Finds Kat and Hugs her a little*

*sniffles* thanks for coming to find me.

It's alright , you ok?

hi i havent been in here before...but im not feeling like im coping very well

not really. I'm feeling really low today. Ended up emailing the samaritans. No reply makes me feel crap. Missed church this morning and sunday dinner, so pissed off about that, especially as hubby has missed church for weeks running. My parents have taken Hazel for a couple of hours, praying she behaves so i can go have a kip. I'm so tired it's silly. Been hunting for some IRL help, but can't find anything right now. Counselling is looking at being £30 a session, and I dont think i can afford it, what with the debt management plan we're on and stuff. I'm beginning to regret having gone to the police about things that happened back when I was 15/16, I just wish the case was over and done with, that he was safely locked up. I hate knowing he's out there somewhere, running. Sorry, complaining.

*sits in a corner hugging a pillow*
I'm really anxious at the moment. I don't know why, I can just feel my heart beating really fast and really heavily.

*Hugs Kat* you're not complaining , thats what we are here for , to empathise and offer support when we can :)
*Waves at wannabfree* welcome to the ward
*Waves at Kitkat too* Can you try something to relax yourself . A hot bath or some camomille tea? , try and breath deeply .

thanks for listening mark. Hubby's asleep and baby's out, so have the time to myself to feel.

I want to tell the police I lied. I made it all up. they wont believe me. will they?

*hugs all who want to be hugged*

Sorry I've just popped in because I can't sleep and it's approximately 2:20 in the morning.

I've just read everyone's posts and I'm really sorry that everyone is struggling so much right now. I wish there was something I could do.

I guess that all I really can do is offer my shoulder for you to cry on, my ear to listen to what's happening and my arms to hug you if you can handle being touched.

*leaves some hugs in packages on the table*

Hey Kahlia*Hugs* I'm sorry you can't sleep , have you any idea as to why ?. Do you have any Cammomille tea you could make yourself that may help you relax enough to sleep?

*hugs Mark* - To be honest, I have absolutely no idea why I can't sleep. I don't have any chamomile at the moment actually. I'm just trying to do some calm-abiding meditation ... well not while I'm typing lol.

*huggles kahlia*

^^That sounds like a good idea , I'll be quiet and let you meditate:)