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SoMuchMore 18-07-2011 06:08 PM

*walks in and sits down*

So my internet went back out right a few hours after it came back a few days ago... but its back again... so hopefully it stays this time lol.

Mark - Super proud of you for being 2 weeks free!!!! *huggles*

*hugs everyone else* (sorry, there are so many posts from the last few days not doing individuals right now. Will try to get some on later)

one_step_closer 18-07-2011 06:26 PM

How are you, Laura?

Doikers 18-07-2011 06:27 PM

*Huggles Laura*

I'm worried as I was Skyping Allison (A mutual Friend) and texting Felicia , and said to Allison " I'd rather Skype Felicia and Text Allison" and she broke down in tears and hung up .........I am horrible.

PoisonedApple 18-07-2011 06:36 PM

Mark, You are not horrible. It is not horrible to prefer seeing and hearing your fiance and texting your friend rather than the other way around! Could you text your friend and explain what you meant by it?

PoisonedApple 18-07-2011 06:39 PM

Speaking of you and your fiance, Mark, I demand pictures of you two! :D
(FB or RYL either way... I'm not picky just demanding!)

Hurricane 18-07-2011 06:46 PM

I suppose this is me checking in... hey all.

Today is a rough day. I'm not even sure what I'm so upset about to be honest with you. I can feel another panic attack coming on and it makes me angry with myself. I just want to get through today in hopes of tomorrow being better.

Doikers 18-07-2011 06:49 PM

Crimson , there will be pictures :) 11 days :D :D

I can't Text Allison , we are sepourated (sp) but an oceon . She is in the U.S.A.

Doikers 18-07-2011 06:50 PM

Hi Hurricane , I'm Mark *Hugs if okay?*

Hurricane 18-07-2011 06:51 PM

*hugs* hugs are good. sometimes they say what words can't. Nice to meet you.

PoisonedApple 18-07-2011 06:56 PM

Email then perhaps? *hugs*

*hugs Hurricane and offers tea*

one_step_closer 18-07-2011 07:21 PM

Mark, do you have facebook? Add me! PM or text me if you do and i'll let you know my name.

Hurricane, do you know why you feel panicky? I hope you feel better soon.

I've just cut myself a little. I'm not counting it as a slip up because it's not to the right extent. I don't really feel able to cut as deep as I want to for some reason. I'm not bothered about wasting the 10 months i've been through, I just want some relief. I wish I had enough medication to overdose on.

Laura2.0 18-07-2011 07:35 PM

*hugs all*

frenchhorn 18-07-2011 08:15 PM

*hugs all*

Mark well done on 2 weeks :) really proud of you.

Hi to the new people I'm Oliver *waves*

I managed to go to asda today and not buy pills, that is a really big thing for me.

Doikers 18-07-2011 08:17 PM

*Hugs Oliver* Thats Amazing mate ! So cool!

one_step_closer 18-07-2011 08:19 PM

Well done, Oliver!

PoisonedApple 18-07-2011 08:51 PM

*hugs Oliver* Well done! Proud of you!
*hugs Laura, Mark, Lindsay*

frenchhorn 18-07-2011 09:01 PM

*hugs Lindsay, Crimson and Mark* thanks guys. how are you all doing?

one_step_closer 18-07-2011 09:08 PM

I've got my phone next to me trying to call the crisis team but i'm scared. They will probably be out on a visit and i'll disturb them, plus, they have just done my review which means they think i'm ok now.

Doikers 18-07-2011 09:45 PM

Is it wrong that I brushed my teeth then tasted my blood and liked it , I am sick I swear.

frenchhorn 19-07-2011 01:16 AM

I'm becoming really obsessed with death again, my suicide plan is all in place, it has been for a few months now and the date is getting closer. I feel a sort of calmness that it is coming, I keep listening to sad music and looking up funeral stuff which keeps me calm, I can't wait for this pain of life to be over.

Hurricane 19-07-2011 03:30 AM

*hugs poisonedapple and enjoys the tea* Thanks lovely.

one_step_closer, Not really sure why I feel the panic. I got through the day without any major incidences though, so I'm considering it a success.

Also, you all can call me either hurricane or Heidi. Either way is fine.

aklx 19-07-2011 05:02 AM

I love how people just ignore other peoples posts.... :/

Oliver, you need to reach out for real help. Death is not the only option

Mark, I don't think you're sick.

Hope all are okay.

risenfromperdition 19-07-2011 06:16 AM

proud of you mark <3

risenfromperdition 19-07-2011 06:17 AM

*cuddles oliver* love you <3 take care

Doikers 19-07-2011 09:31 AM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heidi*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Heather*

Doikers 19-07-2011 04:30 PM

I miss Felicia . we are constantly texting , but I miss her voice , I'm almost in tears ..... 10 more days and we'll be together Friday-Monday , it's just not enough time , I want to spend 99 bajillian years with her.


How is everyone?

PoisonedApple 19-07-2011 04:53 PM

*walks in groggily*
*hugs Heidi* you can call me Crimson.
*hugs Lindsay* Did you call the crisis team?
*hugs Oliver* Have you talked to your doc or anyone?
*hugs Mark, Mrs Pan, Heather*
*goes out to the garden to nap in the sun*

Doikers 19-07-2011 04:58 PM

*Hugs Crimson*

Laura2.0 19-07-2011 05:44 PM

*hugs all*
sorry I'm not doing individuals again. Just wanted to let you all know that I'm fine and I've got a goal.
My goal is that I don't harm this week.
We are going to watch Harry Potter tonight :D

How are you all?

Hurricane 19-07-2011 05:46 PM

*hugs everyone*

Today is a better day. I don't feel quite as stressed out, though I have a few hours at both jobs so we'll see if that holds. Today is day number 99 of no SI. I feel really tired but I seem to be unable to sleep. At some point I think I want some Chinese food.

How are you all doing today?

Doikers 19-07-2011 05:59 PM

*Hugs Laura* Thats a great goal Hun:)

*Hugs Heidi* 99 days!!!!!!!!!! Go you!!! . Yum , chinese!

Hurricane 19-07-2011 06:03 PM

*Hugs Doikers* Thanks. Tomorrow is a BIG day for me. Hitting 100 seems like it's taken forever... mostly it feels really good!

PoisonedApple 19-07-2011 06:08 PM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Laura* You can do it!
*hugs Heidi* Awesome job!

Doikers 19-07-2011 07:33 PM

Is anyone about......?

risenfromperdition 19-07-2011 07:50 PM

*cuddles mark* im sorry =[ but just think- 10 days is just a little over a week =] ie im wicked jealous =p <3 hope you guys have an AMAZING time. oh and i miiiight get to meet you too in jan or w/e lol

Doikers 19-07-2011 07:54 PM

*Hugs Heather* That would be so cool!

I am feeling Lonely right now , I'm texting Felicia , But still feel lonely , I could use company should anyone be about.

one_step_closer 19-07-2011 08:02 PM

I'm here, Mark. Sorry if i'm late.

Doikers 19-07-2011 08:03 PM

Hey Lindsay *Hugs* How are you hun?

Louise 19-07-2011 08:05 PM

i am here as well

one_step_closer 19-07-2011 08:08 PM

I'm not sure how I am. Planning on self harming soon but i'll keep it superficial if I can.

How has your day been?

Doikers 19-07-2011 08:17 PM

I've been tired all day , I think a large part of it is emotional , I'm having an early night 9pm-ish , I took two Diaz so I hope to get a decent sleep tonight *Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

one_step_closer 19-07-2011 08:20 PM

I know that feeling, Mark. I hope you have a decent sleep and wake up tomorrow feeling refreshed.

Doikers 19-07-2011 08:24 PM

Lindsay , what is your sig quote from? I like it .

risenfromperdition 19-07-2011 08:25 PM

*hugs mark*

one_step_closer 19-07-2011 08:25 PM

It's lyrics from a Muse song - Starlight.

Doikers 19-07-2011 08:34 PM

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Lindsay* A quick inspection of my CD collection reveals that I have that song :P

one_step_closer 19-07-2011 08:39 PM

Do you have the Muse song Invincible? I always find that to be very positive.

Doikers 19-07-2011 08:41 PM

Yes I have that song to , they are on the same album but I haven't listened to it in a while,.............

one_step_closer 19-07-2011 08:48 PM

I'm almost constantly listening to Muse and Linkin Park! What bands do you listen to?

Doikers 19-07-2011 09:03 PM

Linkin Park , A thousand Suns , EVERY Moring , Today I've also listen to Taylor Swift , Avenue Q Soundtrack ,Within Temptation, Flyeaf , I think that is it :P

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