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Doikers 16-07-2011 07:28 PM

I just spoke breifly with Felicia , she brings a smile to my face :)

Laura2.0 16-07-2011 08:24 PM

*hugs all*

I'm not ill anymore. yaay.

Doikers 16-07-2011 08:36 PM

*Hugs Laura* Yey!

Laura2.0 16-07-2011 08:47 PM

*hugs mark* how are you?

Doikers 16-07-2011 08:56 PM

Getting royally confused over train timetables.....

frenchhorn 16-07-2011 10:10 PM

*hugs Mark* yay for getting some reservations done :) sorry your feeling like harming though, have you got some distraction coping things you can do. and yeah train timetables are silly.

*hugs Laura* I'm glad your not ill anymore :)

*hugs Lindsay* how are you?

risenfromperdition 17-07-2011 07:46 AM

you two are silly <3
you'll like her and she'll like you.
end offffff.
*tickles*

i jealous of you two *sulks* :P

Doikers 17-07-2011 10:00 AM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heather* :) Hehe tickles!

one_step_closer 17-07-2011 11:56 AM

*hugs everyone*

I'm feeling really low today. Want to self harm badly enough to need stitches. The crisis team are coming round at 3 to do a review because they think that my crisis is over. It's only just getting started. :(

Doikers 17-07-2011 12:07 PM

*Squishes Lindsay Tightly*

one_step_closer 17-07-2011 03:50 PM

Thanks, Mark.

I saw the crisis team but didn't manage to tell them how i'm feeling because they were so focused on doing the review.

Doikers 17-07-2011 04:36 PM

PM box always open for you Lindsay hun , Or If you would like I'mm PM you my personal e-mail?

one_step_closer 17-07-2011 04:38 PM

That's ok, Mark. I probably wouldn't bother you but thank you very much for the offer.

How are you doing?

Doikers 17-07-2011 04:59 PM

I'm.........here Lindsay *Hugs*

one_step_closer 17-07-2011 05:02 PM

*hugs back*

I wish there was more I could do to support you all. I wish we didn't have to go through so much pain.

frenchhorn 17-07-2011 06:12 PM

*hugs Lindsay Mark and Heather*

one_step_closer 17-07-2011 06:19 PM

*hugs Oliver* How are you today?

Doikers 17-07-2011 06:32 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

one_step_closer 17-07-2011 06:57 PM

I don't think I want to live any more. If only my brother wasn't around.

I'm starting my volunteering tomorrow and i'm not sure if i'll be able to keep my face on for the whole time i'm there.

risenfromperdition 17-07-2011 07:01 PM

*cuddles everyone who wants*

but yush. you and felicia both is silly peoples mark *tickles more* you'll both love each other loads. and both of you better go on skype with meeeeee :P

<3

Doikers 17-07-2011 07:47 PM

*Hugs Heather*

risenfromperdition 17-07-2011 07:48 PM

*hugs back*

risenfromperdition 17-07-2011 07:50 PM

how you doin

frenchhorn 17-07-2011 07:59 PM

*hugs Mark, Heather and Lindsay*

Laura2.0 17-07-2011 08:49 PM

*hugs all*

I'm at Monis this week, so I probably wont be posting much.

Doikers 17-07-2011 08:56 PM

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura* what's monis

one_step_closer 17-07-2011 09:11 PM

*hugs everyone*

I'm sorry to keep complaining but i'm feeling really low. My life means nothing to me. I want to be in a constant state of overdose where it takes me to a world where nothing is real and nothing hurts. I am currently in some sort of limbo between life and death and I have no idea how to start living. I know how to die. I just wish I could do it. If my brother wasn't around I have no doubt that I would be dead by now.

frenchhorn 17-07-2011 09:16 PM

*squishes Lindsay lots* I'm so sorry your feeling so low, I wish I knew what to say to make it better, trouble is I feel pretty much the same.

one_step_closer 17-07-2011 09:27 PM

*hugs Oliver* I'm sorry you're feeling bad too.

Doikers 17-07-2011 10:10 PM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Lindsay*

frenchhorn 17-07-2011 10:15 PM

*hugs Mark* how are you?

one_step_closer 18-07-2011 10:24 AM

There are no buses running today because it's Glasgow fair Monday so i'm starting my voluntary work tomorrow. I wish I wasn't starting it at all. All I want to do is cut and cut and cut and OD and die.

Doikers 18-07-2011 11:20 AM

*Squishes Lindsay*

*Huggles Oliver*

Leerdamer 18-07-2011 11:48 AM

Lindsay, I'm new here so don't know you at all but wanted to add something so you know you're not alone with your feelings. I know it's a vicarious pleasure but I do feel better about myself when I help others so I hope your voluntary work does the same for you.

As you don't know me either, or think I'm just spouting platitudes, I won't be offended if you don't reply :)

Garry

Laura2.0 18-07-2011 11:53 AM

*hugs Mark* Moni is a friend who I visit a lot.
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Oliver*
*hello Garry*

Doikers 18-07-2011 12:12 PM

*Hugs Laura*

*Waves to Leerdamer* I'm Mark , are hugs okay ?

one_step_closer 18-07-2011 12:23 PM

*hugs everyone*

Thanks for your input, Garry. How are you today?

Antebellum 18-07-2011 01:11 PM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Oliver*
*waves to Garry* :)

I'm here if anyway wants to talk

Doikers 18-07-2011 01:20 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Rhi*

How are you both this afternoon?

Antebellum 18-07-2011 01:32 PM

How are you Mark?

I'm alright, getting nervous about my graduation thursday :/

one_step_closer 18-07-2011 02:12 PM

Ooh Rhi, that's exciting! I know the feeling though. What's making you nervous?

Doikers 18-07-2011 03:26 PM

I'm feeling okay Thanks Rhi *Hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay*

Today is officially 2 weeks S.I. free for me :)

one_step_closer 18-07-2011 03:59 PM

Well done, Mark!

Louise 18-07-2011 04:54 PM

well done mark

one_step_closer 18-07-2011 05:15 PM

How are you, Louise?

Antebellum 18-07-2011 05:22 PM

Well Done Mark :)

I'm just nervous about the whole day Lindsey :/
I think most of it is the anxiety about having to walk up in front of hundreds of people... even typing that made my heart race, it just scares me that I might start panicking and not be able to stop.

Doikers 18-07-2011 05:29 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Rhi*

PoisonedApple 18-07-2011 05:58 PM

Quote:

Today is officially 2 weeks S.I. free for me :)
YAY! Soooooooooooo proud of you Mark!

*hugs everyone*
*waves at Garry* I'm Crimson :)

How is everyone today?

Doikers 18-07-2011 06:00 PM

*Squishes Crimson*

one_step_closer 18-07-2011 06:08 PM

*hugs everyone*

I'm trying to stay safe so that I can go to my voluntary work tomorrow, just to see what it's like, but i'm finding it really difficult. I just want to SI and OD.


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