I can't.

Okay sweetie. I should be fast asleep, but I'm too wide awake. Just hope I don't fall asleep on the way to/from uni today x

*runs to the corner, sits there and cries openly*

*hugs Helen* i would miss you incredibly you arent allowed to go!

*Hugs YodaBearInteruppted and hands over the box of tissues*

*hugs back*

Well, guess who wanted to make all her lectures this week? Me. Guess who's managed to oversleep all day and missed a lecture & tutorial? Me.

Grrrrrrrrr >.<

*hugs Helen*
Hon, I've survived 4 suicides. Of those, the first that passed away and the second were best friends. I'm still trying to cope with the first (and the others). I will never forget. And neither have/will the families and friends of any of them.

I'd really miss you Helen. Please don't go ....:crying:. I hope you get somewhere with the counselling ... I hope she is able to go through those initial views you've picked up and be helpful to you.

*thinking of you and sending "you can ge through this" vibes*

*hugs Kahlia*

I'm sorry to hear about your best friends and the two people :(

I have to go.

Thanks for thinking of me & your vibes.

*hugs Kahlia*

*hugs Helen* tommorow is a brand new day, get to all your lectures starting from then

I.can't.do.this.anymore.I.just.CAN'T

*Hugs Manda* whats wrong honey?

Oh I will do :)

Cus tomorrow could very well be decision day =\

*hugs tight*

I miss my mum :(

*hugs zowie loads*

*hugs zowie Helen and Manda*

*hugs some more*

Scarrrrrrred :(

*gives Helen a massive squeeze* whats wrong honey?

Scared about tomorrow.
Scared about being caught.
Scared about how much people are going to hurt.
Scared that I will go out on wedsnesday night (its a possibility) having put my plan into action and being an utter fool of myself (like I dont already?)

Pathetic.

Ignore me if you want :)

*hugs tight*

*sits in her corner -hey it's still here!- with a box of tissues and some orange juice*
A month without one of my meds, a cold, AND I'm hormonal :pinch:. Miss me? lol

*sets a box of germ-free hugs in the middle of the room*

Sorry guys, no time to catch up now :-( Love you all

*hugs u loads*

*hugs Helen loads* Don't do anything i wouldnt approve of you hear :P