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PoisonedApple 27-04-2010 07:30 PM

kind of. I found it on accident one time online lol.
It's a way to give away books and see where they go. You register your book that you want to give away on the website. Then put its information in the front of the book. You can give it to someone or just leave it somewhere (like a coffee shop - where I leave mine- or a hotel room or airport or what not) and when someone picks it up they have its information and can go online and make an entry for where the took it when they got it or when they left it for someone else. In a way it's like geocaching for books.

MammaMia 27-04-2010 07:35 PM

*cuddles everyone lots*

Soooo anxious :'( *hides*

nicole94 27-04-2010 07:51 PM

urgh, ive gotta cook at school tomorrow. *curls up*

PoisonedApple 27-04-2010 07:53 PM

Do you at least get to eat what you cook?

nicole94 27-04-2010 07:59 PM

uhuh. but i have to take my jumper off.

PoisonedApple 27-04-2010 08:08 PM

i suppose arm warmers aren't a possibility?

nicole94 27-04-2010 08:12 PM

nope, i mean it's just gonna be me and the teacher, and she knows about my self harm. but i still dont want her to see it! :( *hides*

Doikers 27-04-2010 08:47 PM

*Hugs Nicole* I can relate , yesterday I had to roll up my sleeve for a nurse , I know your teacher isn't a medical professional who has probably seen it all so it must be all the more anxiety making :S

Doikers 27-04-2010 09:18 PM

I spot an April :) , How are you ?

xxjuliexx 27-04-2010 09:19 PM

i no the feeling to hun i have to get a blood test once and i was so worried that she's make me take my arm band off (am i allowed to say that?) *hugs nicole94 tight* can u tell her that? That ur not comfortable with her seeing it

PoisonedApple 27-04-2010 09:41 PM

Julie has a good point Nicole. But I also find that people make less fuss or take less notice the less of a fuss I make of it.

Mark update on the library thing in my r/v thread if you're interested.

xxjuliexx 27-04-2010 09:43 PM

*taps angelic_monster's shoulder* um wats ur name

PoisonedApple 27-04-2010 09:59 PM

*smiles at Julie* My name is Crimson. *extends hand* Sorry I don't put it on my caption but after my mother in law joined the site I made several changes to buffer myself and make me harder to locate :)

MammaMia 27-04-2010 10:29 PM

I can't stop crying. This hurts soooo much :'(

PoisonedApple 27-04-2010 10:32 PM

Aww Helen *cuddles* What happened?

frenchhorn 27-04-2010 10:48 PM

*cuddles helen* whats up?

*hugs Crimson, Julie, April, Mark, Nicole, Laura, Kahlia, Hayley and anyone else he had forgotten*

Played football tonight at lgbt youth group, which i loved as have really missed it for the past year, although I am a very dedicated goalkeeoer and so throw myself all over the place, which isn't good on tarmac and have an injured hand.

I'm going to be staying around for a while, but doing my reading and note taking for tutorial tomorrow which I have had a week to do, eeek oh well, there was other stuff going on which was more important.
although my tutor wants to have it in the canteen again, she cant be bothered to walk to the room, lol, I did it last time but its quite busy and my social anxiety is getting worse again and I just hate having to sit in there, plus its hard to hear and its meant to be a class.

*finds a quiet spot to do his work*

MammaMia 27-04-2010 11:07 PM

*cuddles both*

Had a nightmare as I mentioned earlier. About telling someone about the abuse and stuff that was happening at the time (I didn't tell anyone). Got really anxious & kept thinking about it. Just wouldn't go away. Been crying about the whole nightmare & the things that happened. It just hurts so much :'( I should have told. I should have known :'(

Scarletdreamer 27-04-2010 11:28 PM

*holds Hels gently and rocks back and forth* It'll be okay, sweetie... sorry, no other comforting words at the mo, am in a bad spot mentally myself, but I'm here if you need to talk.

*cuddles everyone else* ♥

So in advanced counseling today, we talked about BPD (borderline personality disorder) and in the lecture the prof mentioned SI, and went into detail about it, with me sitting in the front row with a fresh scab on my arm. :'( It felt AWFUL, and then she mentioned about having a traumatic childhood, and I felt awful AGAIN, because, well, yeah. :-X The abuse... *rocks back and forth* In teenage years, but early on... :'( Not by an immediate family member, thank God, but still, it was scary and brought back memories that I'd rather forget. I don't have BPD, just PDNOS (with borderline traits among others), but still... *wants to cry*

At least I got my health psych stuff done, although I've got to score it before tomorrow. :( Gonna take awhile... and my hubby is in a dungeon on WoW and I'm not, because I hate them (for the most part), and so his toon is going to be higher level than mine - AGAIN, for like the 203847234th time - because he does dungeons and I don't. Sorry, I know that most people won't understand that but Hayley will and Mark might.

I don't know. I just feel like ****. :'(

*hides in the cubby under the floorboards*

Kahlia1981 27-04-2010 11:39 PM

*hugs everyone*

Sorry for the lack of individual replies ...

*cuddles everyone then sits down in a corner and cries*

Scarletdreamer 27-04-2010 11:53 PM

*cuddles Kahlia* What's up, sweetie?

I spy a Hels!! :)

Kahlia1981 27-04-2010 11:55 PM

*cuddles April back* The champix just dropped me right back into the depression and I can't stop crying. I can't seem to get out of the dangerous thoughts cycle. :'( I feel like such a failure. I can't do anything. Everything I touch turns to sh*t. I am just a waste of space.

Sorry i'll stop complaining.

MammaMia 27-04-2010 11:56 PM

*hugs April & Kahlia and then cries too*

You're not complaining Kahlia sweetheart. You'll get out of the cycle darling. *cuddles*

PoisonedApple 27-04-2010 11:58 PM

April~ I hate dungeons too. And *cuddles* sorry you had to sit through that but you're almost all the way through :)

*cuddles Kahlia*

PoisonedApple 27-04-2010 11:59 PM

I missed your earlier post previously Helen, sorry, I have no words to help. *cuddles Helen*

frenchhorn 28-04-2010 12:09 AM

*cuddles Helen, April, Kahli and Crimson*
Sorry I've not got any words at the moment, my hand is painful, my chest in agony and can hardly breathe and desperatly trying to do my work, although my concentration is **** at the moment. Plus I'm stressing, tommorw got to ring someone up to say I can do this orchestral course for them, firstly hate using the phone and secondly got to come out to them.
also concert tomorrow evening and more classes and rehearsals.

PoisonedApple 28-04-2010 01:05 AM

Oliver~ if the pain and labored breathing are from your binder have you considered one that's slightly larger? *huggles* What are you going to be playing in the concert tomorrow?

xxjuliexx 28-04-2010 01:07 AM


frenchhorn 28-04-2010 01:09 AM

yeah its my binder, a size bigger wouldnt work, I'm right in the middle of this size, it sucks but cant do much about it.
I'm playing a couple of pieces from composers at my music college, one of them based on wurthering heights.
*cuddles* you ok?
*hugs Julie* you ok?

xxjuliexx 28-04-2010 01:11 AM

*shakes head* i fine

frenchhorn 28-04-2010 01:13 AM

you sure your fine julie? its ok to talk about stuff if you want. would you like anything *hot drink, hug, blanket?*

PoisonedApple 28-04-2010 01:15 AM

*nods* I see... I hate being between sizes of things...

I'm doing ok. working on being a better me but stuck on the question of why i deserve to be my top priority... Part of a form to sign up for a health challenge thing. I have my goals and motivation down but this question I have no answer to. *shrug* I have till the 3rd to think of an answer though.

xxjuliexx 28-04-2010 01:20 AM

*shakes head* i fine
fine is easy and nice and wont screw stuff up
so i is fine
*sits in a corner* see ----> :-)

PoisonedApple 28-04-2010 01:32 AM

le sigh... time to head home... lets see how stressed out everyone can make me today...

MammaMia 28-04-2010 02:34 AM

*cuddles everyone*

Should be excited about today. As I'm seeing an online friend. Hm. Instead I'm crying again, got a twitchy eye & just really low. Joy to the world. I just want to die if I'm going to keep feeling low. *sighs*

I'll be hiding in anyone wants me or cares..

Kahlia1981 28-04-2010 02:37 AM

*sneaks in to where Helen is hiding and hugs her*

*hugs everyone*

*tries to find a nice place to hide and have a cry herself*

xxjuliexx 28-04-2010 02:37 AM

*gives MammaMia and Kahlia little pocket size boxes filled with hugs*

Kahlia1981 28-04-2010 04:59 AM

Thanks Julie *offers you a hug*

xxjuliexx 28-04-2010 08:55 AM

*curls up *

jonikd 28-04-2010 08:56 AM

*wanders in looking for hugs & sighing*

*cuddles Helen, Laura, April and Kahlia tightly and wonders how you all are now*

*hugs Mark, Crimson, Hayley & Oliver*
Mark, how was your rockmelon? I'm just off to have some too nom nom.....

*hugs wee Nicole & Julie*

*leaves hugs for those I don't know so well yet* this ward is simply humming!

*settles down with rockmelon, a tuppa and sighs again*

MammaMia 28-04-2010 09:12 AM

Well I've been to sleep & woken up again haha!!!

*cuddles everyone* Hope we're all feeling better today.

Beginning to get hyper wooop woop ^_^

Doikers 28-04-2010 09:57 AM

*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorta glad you have gotten the whole library fiasco sorted out :)

JK , I really liked my rockmelon once I got past the messy bit of scooping out the seeds , it was reduced in the shop too so it's super ripe :)

*Hugs wardies*
My Housing support worker should be here in 2 minutes , I hope he can sort this energy company out *Crosses fingers*

jonikd 28-04-2010 09:57 AM

*hugs Helen* how you today? Did you see your friend, or are you about to which could explain the woop wooping. x

xxjuliexx 28-04-2010 09:59 AM

*sits in the corner and scratches*

jonikd 28-04-2010 10:01 AM

ooh Mark you were very quiet sneaking in. I just this minute finished mine, and it wasn't quite ripe enough! Glad you enjoyed it, its the one thing that I allow myself as a treat sometimes if I need something special. They cost about NZ$7 over here, and don't last long!

My flatmate's daughter just talked me out of half of it - its almost like a currency in this house :D

How you doing?

*helps Mark clean up all the suqishy seed mess*

MammaMia 28-04-2010 10:05 AM

About to go see them JK :) It's 10.06am here!!! Got to love time differences hey ;)

*cuddles for all* I'll be back in a few hours, don't miss me too much LOL!

katnovia 28-04-2010 10:46 AM

*slinks in yawning and cuddles everyone she can find* wow busy ward, caught up though and have brought in buckets of fat-free icecream in so many different flavours i cant list them all.

Doikers 28-04-2010 10:55 AM

JK I don't know the exchage rates between NZ$ and but my rockmelon cost me 1 reduced so I reckon I got a bargain .

My housing support worker rang the energy company and the woman on the phone was addamant that I owe them the money !!! Last time he rang them we were told that it wasn't my bill .
ARRGG Stressing me out !yuh7 <<Smashed head on keyboard
I'm going to go out now , by the canal and get some paracetemal , I slept funny or something and my lower back hurts *sigh* Back in a bit ward mates :)
*Tries to be positive*

xxjuliexx 28-04-2010 11:09 AM

*sits in a big box in the corner and tapes in shut from the inside*

one_step_closer 28-04-2010 11:15 AM

*cuts hole in the box* What's up?

katnovia 28-04-2010 11:18 AM

*offers icecream to julie through the hole one step closer made*

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