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BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 11:36 PM


Originally Posted by Kuwairo (Post 983654)
bound by thoughts (really sorry i forgot your name-heads mush) i think the same about myself...it doesn't make it true *hugs*

Well that IS true about me... not you... but me... I AM a lame excuse for a human. (My name is Amanda btw... but don't worry about forgetting it... I'm bad with names too)

Kuwairo 06-08-2008 11:38 PM

Sorry Amanda =)
And I may not know you well, but I get the impression you're far from the lame human being you think you are.

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 11:39 PM


Originally Posted by Kuwairo (Post 983673)
And I may not know you well, but I get the impression you're far from the lame human being you think you are.

*attempts to smile... a weak... half smile is all that can be mustered* thanks Ku. That means a lot.

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 11:40 PM

you are NOT a lame excuse for a human being manda! you're NOT! *cuddles lots*

and Ku, you're lovely too!

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 11:41 PM

*starts to cry on Jess' shoulder, but makes herself stop*

Kuwairo 06-08-2008 11:43 PM

A half smile is better than no smile at all :)
We're both right hun, you'll see that one day.
Don't stop yourself crying if you need to cry...
And Jess...thank you.

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 11:45 PM

*cuddles amanda and pets lots* you can cry on me sweetheart, i'm good for that :)

Ku honey... i'll keep telling you till you don't need to hear it anymore *cuddles*

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 11:46 PM


Originally Posted by Kuwairo (Post 983688)
Don't stop yourself crying if you need to cry...

but I don't know why I am crying... almost crying for no reason... I shouldn't be crying, I should be happy... this is so stupid!!!!

Kuwairo 06-08-2008 11:49 PM

^ everyone should be happy hun. sadly it doesn't work like that, and everyone's allowed to cry, whether there's a reason or not. it's a good release *cuddles*
*cuddles jess* you're ace, thank you. i keep saying that, but i mean it =)

BoundNoMore 06-08-2008 11:51 PM

Jess is AWESOME!!!

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 11:51 PM

crying is okay! you don't need a reason!

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 11:52 PM

ha... or not >.<

Ku, you're lovely. You really and truly are! *pets lots*

*cuddles amanda* cry away sweetheart

Kuwairo 06-08-2008 11:55 PM

you are!
*hugs to both*

Casper_Fading 06-08-2008 11:57 PM

uhh... no. Anyways.

*hugs back*

risenfromperdition 07-08-2008 02:19 AM

jess IS awesome *nod*
she give me kitties :)

Casper_Fading 07-08-2008 02:24 AM


i'm nto aweome. i'm just me *nods*

*hugs everyone*

BoundNoMore 07-08-2008 02:25 AM

You are right Jess... you are you

blondiebear 07-08-2008 02:29 AM

I'm learning that it is okay to need others. It isn't easy though, esp since I raised my mom and my sis.

Got up early cause the guys to fix our bathroom ceiling were due early. They got here an hour late. Ceiling is fixed and the paint is a good match.

*hugs everyone*

risenfromperdition 07-08-2008 03:20 AM

*hugs jess back*
me likey hugs.

~*forever_broken*~ 07-08-2008 05:28 AM

*pokes head out of her corner*
Still here, still alive, still feeling awful... Trying to decide between an OD and cutting... Think the cutting wins 'cause when it's been a while since I've ODd... Well it doesn't feel all that great, I can't even describe it...
*ignores the OTC pain reliever and looks for her blades*

risenfromperdition 07-08-2008 05:46 AM

*snuggles* take care lovie?
pm if you want

risenfromperdition 07-08-2008 05:48 AM

*curls up in corner and pokes stomach*

effervescence 07-08-2008 06:08 AM

hmm. cut or OD. cut or OD. hmmm.
i don't know either.
it's tricky.
cutting is actually probably the safest for me right now. so. do i want to be safe? hmmm. tricky indeed.

BoundNoMore 07-08-2008 06:21 AM

it... consumes... my... every... thought

Please make it stop!!!!!!!!!

effervescence 07-08-2008 10:29 AM

i dont think i'm safe.
why do they give me all these pills at once. they should know they're just tempting me

blue_cloud 07-08-2008 10:31 AM

do you have somone who could take you pills for you? please don't OD hunny take care (as much as you can)

Casper_Fading 07-08-2008 12:46 PM

I KNOW! DOn't do EITHER! Guys... you know that cutting and/or oding wont make you feel better... ultimately you'll just feel worse and then you'll do it again. It's a vicious cycle. Please... be safe all of you. *gathers everyone together and gives you all a big hug* you guys are all so wonderful. *hugs lots and pets lots* you CAN do this! you CAN!

Auburn Shadow 07-08-2008 02:26 PM

*gives everyone a big hug*

Sorry I haven't been around much recently guys, all in all I've been pretty useless, so I kept away for a bit. I'm sorry you're all struggling at the moment, and I wish I could help but I've really really got too much going on at the moment to be of much use to anyone right now, so I think I'll just stay and lurk until everything's either passed over or I can actually consider dealing with it all properly.

Sorry again guys.

*goes back to hiding*

blondiebear 07-08-2008 03:16 PM

Jeff wanted me to let you know that he is still among the living. He needs some time to himself to sort some stuff out.

I'm off to get showered and dressed etc. To subdue my beauty so I don't intimidate anyone else.

~*forever_broken*~ 07-08-2008 03:52 PM

Blank. Absolutely blank. I just read my copy of the formal complaint I made to the Uni in regards to my ass of a 2nd year ASL teacher and felt... Absolutely nothing. Found I'd actually forgotten some of the details of the incident, which kind of suprised me...
Hmm, don't know... I'll stop now as I seem to be unable to put a coherent sentence together...

Ugh, I feel so stupid...

zowie 07-08-2008 04:20 PM

*Hugs everyone who wants one*
Feeling terribly suicidal.

~*forever_broken*~ 07-08-2008 04:32 PM

*cuddles Zowie*
I'm sorry luv, please try to stay safe... (sorry am not of much use atm)

Um..... Have any of you found that Jeffs posts are gone from your thread(s)? :-(

*curls up in her corner for a nap*

~*forever_broken*~ 07-08-2008 05:11 PM

*sits in her corner, knees drawn to chest, arms wrapped around knees, and crys*

blondiebear 07-08-2008 05:12 PM

I hadn't noticed about Jeff's posts. He sent me a little message letting me know he is alive and has asked me to let you know. Please, give him the time and space he needs.

Me, i'm back to the caffeine gum.

Hugs all around.

~*forever_broken*~ 07-08-2008 06:30 PM

*rocks ever so slightly in her corner, still crying*
Where is everyone..?

Auburn Shadow 07-08-2008 07:34 PM

*hugs you* sorry sweetie, don't know where anyone else is, and I'm pretty useless at the moment, but I'm around if you need.

risenfromperdition 07-08-2008 07:39 PM


Auburn Shadow 07-08-2008 07:42 PM

*hugs* sup horseridinbbe?

risenfromperdition 07-08-2008 07:50 PM

i dont feel well but i barely had anything/have to go out for dinner, yuckage.
how be you

Auburn Shadow 07-08-2008 07:54 PM

I'm... not quite sure how I am to be honest, kind of ill, and my head's kind of messed up... 'swhy I've been lurking for a bit, but feeling better tonight than I have for a while.

risenfromperdition 07-08-2008 07:55 PM

hope you feels better x

~*forever_broken*~ 07-08-2008 07:59 PM

Not useless dear...
And thankyou, but there's nothing to do about it...

BoundNoMore 07-08-2008 08:32 PM

*just checkin in*

blue_cloud 07-08-2008 09:22 PM

i hate myself

BoundNoMore 07-08-2008 09:23 PM

*hugs LJ*
what's up hun?

~*forever_broken*~ 07-08-2008 09:31 PM

*hugs for everyone*

Sorry y'all, I'm shut for support today, but I love you guys.

*sits in her corner and crys*

Auburn Shadow 07-08-2008 09:34 PM

**************** I can't do this anymore *cries* I can't help him. Hell I can't help myself right now. damn.

blue_cloud 07-08-2008 09:38 PM

i just can't do it anymore, i fight and fight and screw up anyway, i cant stop SI its not even hurting anymore i am screwed up everything is screwed up can i let go yet?

BoundNoMore 07-08-2008 09:42 PM

I feel so.... strange....
everything is going in slow motion around me...
my heart and breathing feels really slow...
even my thoughts ... are... going... in.... slow.... motion....

blue_cloud 07-08-2008 10:02 PM

i have *hugs* thats all ihave right now i am so sorry

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