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MammaMia 14-03-2008 08:25 PM

*hugs everyone*

I feel soooooo poey, I don't know what it's gonna take for me to be truely happy again. Retail threapy hasn't worked, comfort food really hasn't....today with Jane knowing, just made me realise good things.

I know I have to think postively and eventually I will be happy, but the thing is, a lot of negative thoughts come after it. I don't want to pretend to the people that truly care that I'm happy cus that would be going around in a circle. I'm sick of pretending, I don't know sometimes how I pretend I'm okay, when deep down I'm not and hate myself for lying and then I seem so happy to people...when I'm not.

Arrrrrrgh =[

My task for Emma :]

1. Jane's email :]

2. Chat with Jane today and her reaction =]

3. Chat with Neil.

4. Spending time with my mum and enjoying most of it =]

5. Odering two more sim expansion packs yay!

6. The fact my sister is stopping another night.

7. Buying ice cream.


(So from those 7 postives, shouldn't I be happy? Yet I'm not)

MammaMia 14-03-2008 08:49 PM

*rolls eyes*

Yes.

MammaMia 14-03-2008 09:06 PM

Maybe I am, but after your convo with me the other day, is it any wonder? Also it's rather convient you did it, right after my post....and esp as what I said...makes it look like you're aiming it at me.

But if I'm wrong, then my apolgies, but you've haven't been very nice lately have you?

>.<

*hides in the tent before I do/say something I regret*

Pomegranate 14-03-2008 09:13 PM

hey lets cool it! Carole there really wasn't any need to be sarcastic when Helen posted. We support you when you are upset and even if you are not willing to do it to others, there is no need to be nasty.

If Helen has legitimately upset you PM her or a moderator. Flaming on the forums is not allowed.

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 09:19 PM

*peeps out of blanket*
Has you stopped shouting? :(
*hugs Helen coz she's frightened...*

MammaMia 14-03-2008 09:27 PM

*deletes what she wrote to Carole*

*hugs Alex* its ok.....

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 09:30 PM

Mmmm :/
Helen I'm waaaay scared...
I dont wanna feel this wayyy

MammaMia 14-03-2008 09:33 PM

(If I'm honest, me too)

Let us (you and me), go back into the tent and for me to cool off and help you calm down hun.

I'm sorry Alex, I shouldn't have reacted to her post :]

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 09:35 PM

*tries to pull herself up*
*changes her mind and crawls instead*
Its ok hun *hugs*

MammaMia 14-03-2008 09:51 PM

*mutters to self*

*hugs Alex*, if you wanna talk on myspace or anything, don't forget you can :]

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 09:58 PM

Thankies :]
*rubs her poorly ankles*

MammaMia 14-03-2008 10:01 PM

What happened to them hun?? xx

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 10:12 PM

I had little dolly shoes on today...and coz they are flat...and have no support...theyve hurt my ankles.
Its stupid...
I tried to look really nice today...
to impress someone....
but the stupid f*cking marks on my arm ><
GAH!!
He should understand though...
I still feel like i let everyone down...

Pomegranate 14-03-2008 10:13 PM

*hugs Alexx* you haven't let anyone down hun. Hope your ankles feel better *passes you soothing gel*

*hugs Helen* Hope you are alright hun

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 10:15 PM

Feels that way....
Its sooo hard ><

MammaMia 14-03-2008 10:19 PM

You haven't let anyone down Alex. I know it feels like you have tough. Ouch about the shoes, I hate when that happens. I hope they feel better soon.

Em, not really, might call you.

~*forever_broken*~ 14-03-2008 10:20 PM

*hugs Emma, Alexx, Helen, Callie, Kit, and anyone else that needs it*
Kit I'm sorry about your sister sweetie.

Helen, I am so glad your meeting went well.

Callie *slaps self on forehead*, duh, I should have known to go look at your thread *rolls eyes at self*. I am glad it went well and that you are seeing him again. And remember, scarry things can still be good, and often helpful.

Alexx, hunni, sounds like you're having a rough time of it sweetie...
*extra snuggles*

I just drove four hours to my moms for spring break. I'm tired and sore and I just found out my little cousin was huffing last night and ODd. Now I know I shouldn't talk (as I've ODd a few times myself, not by doing that) but what in the world was the child doing huffing?! She's in the hospital and she'll be ok...

My session went well today,woo-hoo. But I'm feeling pretty crap, triggered and the like. *sigh* Maybe I need a nap.

*Curls up in the denial tent with her blanket and stuffed lamb and stares vacantly until she falls asleep*

MammaMia 14-03-2008 10:25 PM

*hugs* Ally.

I hope your cousin recovers well and quickly.

Can I ask what's huffing? (Maybe PM a explanation to me?)

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 10:29 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ~*forever_lost*~ (Post 627665)

Alexx, hunni, sounds like you're having a rough time of it sweetie...
*extra snuggles*

*big huggles back*

This...is gonna sound really stupid...but..huffing?:ermm:
I'm..an ickle bit slow and confused tonight

~*forever_broken*~ 14-03-2008 10:41 PM

lol Alexx, no it doesn't sound stupid... I think it might be an american expression... basically she got high off some inhalents... but there's a specific way to do it that gives it its name...


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