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MammaMia 15-02-2010 12:41 PM

*cuddles April*

Am very very cold & struggling, our heating has broke :( My dad came over and fixed ti but it's broken again. :(

Scarletdreamer 15-02-2010 12:49 PM

Oooh Mark I love "Cassie" too. :) It's just that it's been awhile since I've listened to that album (I know, shame on me, but it's not on my iPod yet & that's where my music comes from, so yeh. Need to put it on there!!). But that's a lovely - and sad - song. :) How're you doing today? *hugs back* I see that you like Paramore as well. :D

*cuddles Helen* Awh Hels, I'm sorry to hear that!! It must be miserably cold... bundle up in hoodies and lots of warm socks and get under the covers!! Lol - maybe overkill but maybe not, as being cold is very nasty. :(


MammaMia 15-02-2010 01:13 PM

It is very nasty. Am wrapping up mostly in pjs, dressing gown & duvet LOL.

Scarletdreamer 15-02-2010 01:35 PM

Lol @ Helen... but at least you are keeping warm!!!

I am trying to put together this stupid psych portfolio... I am so tired & need to drink more diet Mtn Dew but I'm afraid that I'll get too anxious. I have a ton of stuff to print once I get to campus... feel like crap and I really don't want to do this... just want to lose myself in a book or WoW. I am such a freaking loser. :'(


Still listening to Flyleaf. I think I'll turn on Nickelback in a few minutes... or maybe Anonymous 4... yeah, I think Anonymous 4. They are a very calming group. :)

*hides in darkest corner* :(

MammaMia 15-02-2010 03:09 PM

I feel like I'm in a big ocean riding really big waves today, more than ever these last few days, but I'm holding on, trying to anyway.

I can't stop crying :'(

Scarletdreamer 15-02-2010 03:18 PM

Awh, love *big, gentle cuddles* Do you know what you're crying about? what exactly is going on, if you don't mind me asking? and I'm VERY proud of you for holding on - well done, if I may say so myself. :) Keep on fighting & holding on for dear life, sweetie... the storm WILL pass. *more cuddles*

Lol, the cat just jumped up on a pile of boxes to look out a window that's about 4 feet off the ground. He's so funny. :)

Don't feel very good mentally myself. But I did just get up from a nap, which was a good thing (the nap I mean), because I was utterly exhausted - and at least now I have a little "oomph" to run on for my portfolio. I am such an effing stupid procrastinator!!! About this, anyway. Everything else I don't usually leave off til THIS last minute. :(


frenchhorn 15-02-2010 04:18 PM

*cuddles everyone*
sorry no individual replies but thinking of you all and sends lots of cuddles

I feel really strange, cant explain it but its not a nice feeling I know that, I'm trying to make plans for the week, as its uni recess week so no lectures or rehearsals or anything, but I dont want to waste the time, but all I want to do is curl up and sleep so I dont have to think about all the hard stuff, I wish it would just go away even for a few hours.
*finds a corner and occupies it and gets his book out, to hope it takes his mind of stuff*

Ambs(: 15-02-2010 04:23 PM

*cuddles back*
i dont know, im just out of it.. i i dont know who to tak t who to ask for help. anything

Scarletdreamer 15-02-2010 04:29 PM

*cuddles Oliver* I'm glad that you have a week off; that must be nice. What reason? Spring break for us is coming up in about 3 weeks... I can't wait... I need the time to myself!! I feel so overwhelmed with uni this term... I hate it. :( But anyway... take care of yourself, try & feel good about yourself, & remember, we care about you. :) ♥

*cuddles am-bear* (sorry, don't know your first name) Do you have any close friends you can chat with? or maybe a family member, pastor, etc.? What is going on? is there anything that we can help with? ♥

I'm feeling really rubbishy about this whole psychology portfolio thing. :( I have to go on campus to print off a bunch of stuff & I REALLY DO NOT WANT TO GO. :( I wish that I actually liked uni but I don't, I hate it, I really do. *sighs*

Oh well. I'll survive. I always do. *rolls eyes* :(

MammaMia 15-02-2010 04:31 PM

*cuddles so much* I'm crying about recent ****, including stuff with my best friend and boyfriend. Aswell as bad events in the last few years. More the bigger ones, if that makes sense? Just allowing myself to hurt about them today, think just having a down day about it all. I will pm you to fill you on something, if that's okay? I'm trying to fight & hold on for dear life. I know in the end that the storm WILL pass. *cuddles more*

How cute about your cat, he certain sounds funny :D

I don't feel very good mentally either, glad you managed a nap, that can help keep you fighting *cuddles* Procanisation is such a bitch isn't it? :P

*cuddles to all*

Scarletdreamer 15-02-2010 04:35 PM

*cuddles Helen* Of course you can PM me, love. My inbox is open to you, & ALL of you, all of the time. :) I understand what you mean, kind of - you're sort of letting yourself FEEL for the first time in awhile. Just letting yourself feel the feelings... does that make sense? :-/ But I'm glad that you know that you will make it through. :) ♥

Yeh, procrastination sucks. :( I wish I were a better student... I feel so ****ing lousy right now about that. I hate myself. I hate uni. I hate life. I want to die but I can't. ARGH!!!! :'(

*hides some more*

MammaMia 15-02-2010 04:36 PM

That makes so much sense *cuddles*

Have pm'd you sweet, thank you

You're a good student, don't put yourself down *squishes*

Ambs(: 15-02-2010 06:33 PM

nope, not at all.i dotn have anyone where i live,
its amber :) you can call me ambs though ^_^
ill live ill have to *cuddles and goes to sleep*

Scarletdreamer 15-02-2010 06:38 PM

*cuddles Helen* Responded to your PM... feel free - any of you - to PM me anytime. 'Kay? :)

*cuddles Ambs* My ex-best friend name's Amber... and I called her Ambz. Lol. Funny coincedence. How are you doing right now?

I finished my portfolio!! I know it's not as good as it could be, but oh well. I need to do more in the APA style (American Psychological Association), like headings and everything, but at least it's a start, right? So I do have something I can turn in. It's 1:40pm now and I came in to campus at noon and worked until just now getting stuff done. I'm pretty happy that it turned out okay!! :D I just hope that my peers don't think I'm stuck up & stupid for what I said in my foreward. :(

I wish I were at home playing WoW. Boo hiss. My avatar is from WoW - that's a Draenei (race). I don't know what class. How I love that game... lol. I am such a loser nerd.

Anyway. I should go read & relax or something, I dunno. *sigh*

*needs cuddles* :(

Doikers 15-02-2010 07:07 PM

*Cuddles Scarletdreamer*
I had a horrible Diazapam hangover , my arms and legs are still tired from it , had to try and nap . Still I didn't S.I. and I so easily could of done.

I went round all the shops earlier looking at the booze , didn't buy any though , I guess thats a little victory for me :)

Imaginary_friend 15-02-2010 07:12 PM

i want to not exist please.

Sefka 15-02-2010 07:32 PM

Will hug you later but at the moment I am radioactive and may infect you.

Ambs(: 15-02-2010 07:49 PM

cant find anyone to talk to, my confidence to ask for help has like, gone:/
haha :) amberrI dont like my namee, its boring :L

MammaMia 15-02-2010 08:07 PM

*cuddles everyone*

Crying again. Great :/

April, thank you for the pm, helped more than you could ever know xxx

quiet1 15-02-2010 09:50 PM

*hugs Doikers* yes. you made sense and helped a bit. i cut today. as planned. i don't think i even care anymore. hell...handbasket....me.

*cuddles scarlet* i am not really ok. but better than i could be i guess. so thank you for asking. your cat sounds cute. my cat right now is sitting on the keyboard of my bf's laptop cleaning his paws. he's getting very sleepy. then waking up cuz he hits a button or two and the chime dings.

i made the appointment to be evaluated for intensive outpatient program. i am terrified. i don't know if i'll go through with it but at least i made the appt.

*hugs to all* i'm going to my mom's house to deliver her a valentine. i like to pretend that i am nice.

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