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chinahorse 01-04-2019 09:40 PM

Ypu have to be referred to the home treatment team. They're the only ones that operate out of hours.

I'm on the bus now. Just realised how short my dress is.

chinahorse 02-04-2019 05:52 AM

Nearly 8 hours in A and E. The dr didn't see the point in sending me to talk to psyche again.

I wish someone could help. How am I going to do a full shift at work on about 3 hours sleep last night and none tonight?

I feel so dreadful and alone and awful.

Stellata 02-04-2019 08:24 AM

Maybe you need some time off work, and some intensive support?

chinahorse 02-04-2019 08:28 AM

Wouldn't be able to afford to live. And the offer for intensive support isn't there.

Juella 02-04-2019 05:39 PM

I can't really say anything to make it better, but I hear you, I understand, and I'm sorry it sucks so much. It must be horrible to have to constantly pull yourself out on your own. I think it is really unfair that you aren't offered more support, you absolutely need it.

Is there anyone in your life outside of professional circles that you could turn to for support?

chinahorse 02-04-2019 05:41 PM

I called the duty phone and followed instructions to leave a message and no one returned my call within 2 hours like the message said. I feel numb. Tried to reach out for support and nothing.

Sorry I haven't replied properly. I don't know what to say. I can't keep coping.

Stellata 02-04-2019 06:45 PM

I hope they phone back soon.

What usually helps keep you safe?

one_step_closer 03-04-2019 02:23 PM

I'm sorry everyone is still being so unsupportive. How are you today?

chinahorse 03-04-2019 05:53 PM

So I called duty again. And then got a message from old cpn who I said I didn't want to see that I wanted to speak to her. No I didn't. That's why I called duty not her. And now she's not even in tomorrow so I can't even call her. I just want some help. I feel horrendous.

one_step_closer 03-04-2019 06:25 PM

Will you be able to leave a message for duty explaining that you need to see them rather than your old CPN or that you need to see them at least soon before you talk to the CPN? I'm sad that you are having to do all this reaching out with no one really doing much about it.

nonperson 03-04-2019 06:31 PM

Wish I had something useful to say that would help but just want you to know I'm thinking of you and hope you're staying safe. <3

Stellata 03-04-2019 07:17 PM

I'm leaving some gentleness here for you.

Sleepless123 03-04-2019 07:52 PM

This is terrible. So sorry to hear. Thinking of you.

chinahorse 03-04-2019 08:14 PM

I don't know what to do anymore.

I need to go to a and e again but I want to stay at home and cuddle my kitten. I'm a bad cat mum

Stellata 03-04-2019 08:20 PM

Your kitty would want you to take care of yourself and be ok.

chinahorse 03-04-2019 08:44 PM

I messaged a friend. And am on the bus. Friend is going to call mh team tomorrow. I'm scared I will loose friend for being shit.

I'm so tired. It's hard to keep going. Hard to keep working
Hard to live.

Stellata 03-04-2019 08:52 PM

Your friend clearly cares. As we do. I hope A&E help.

I hear how desperately hard it is. Keep going one moment at a time.

nonperson 03-04-2019 11:19 PM

Your friend wouldn't offer to call if you were about to lose them. I'm really glad you reached out and messaged them. Hope you're getting on ok.

chinahorse 03-04-2019 11:25 PM

Thank you everyone. I suppose that is rational about my friend.

I'm still waiting to be seen by triage at a and e. Been here over 2 hours now.

nonperson 03-04-2019 11:43 PM

Do they know how long it might be?

Did you managed to get much sleep yesterday? You must be absolutely shattered.

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