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frenchhorn 10-09-2010 07:48 PM

wish i could cry and yell and throw things and shout, but I can't

risenfromperdition 10-09-2010 07:51 PM

awh how come :( message me if you want and will try to reply [not allowed on at home til october >.<] but yus, message <3

frenchhorn 10-09-2010 07:59 PM

thanks Heather, everthing is just messed up in my head, all my feeling and thoughts just one massive bundle and its all scary and I just feel so much hatred and depression at the moment, its scary I'm having to use all my energy just to get myself out of bed and stopping myself from taking an OD

MammaMia 10-09-2010 08:00 PM

*hides in her blanket* Thanks for the support.

MammaMia 10-09-2010 08:01 PM


Originally Posted by frenchhorn (Post 2483647)
thanks Heather, everthing is just messed up in my head, all my feeling and thoughts just one massive bundle and its all scary and I just feel so much hatred and depression at the moment, its scary I'm having to use all my energy just to get myself out of bed and stopping myself from taking an OD

Please don't OD Oliver. It's not worth it. I'm sorry you're going through so much & I hope it improves soon. It won't always be this bad, I promise x

SoMuchMore 10-09-2010 08:12 PM

*cuddles helen* i hope that it clears up for you soon.. and i dunno why people are so annoying sometimes.. i wish i had the answer for that, it would make life a lot easier heh.

*hugs oliver* helen is right, ODing is not worth it. Things will get better eventually. I'm sorry that you are feeling so badly. Keep talking to us here if it will help, we are always around to listen.

*hugs mark* how r u doing?

*hugs heather* o hun, im so sorry that your family is doing this to you. we understand the lack of individuals, no worries. Hope you are alright. I'm around if you need to talk.

*hugs jill* whats going on hun? you alright?

*hugs sarah* i'm glad that your fiance is there to help support you. Sorry things have been so rough lately.

*hugs felicia* i see that uni work is keeping you very busy as well. I totally understand. Hope that it is going well for you though!

*hugs kahlia* are you and your flatmate okay?

*cuddles julie* hey hun! its been awhile since i've seen you around. glad to hear from you! How r things going?

*hugs taz, nicole, april, hayley, lindsay, and everyone else* hope everyone is okay.

Well i finally completed one of my web design projects. One more website up and another thing to add to my resume. I hate being this busy but i guess its good, worth it for future stuff i suppose.

Doikers 10-09-2010 08:23 PM

*Hugs Laura* I'm struggling to not harm in my parents house whilst alone but I'll keep trying at it.

*Hugs Oliver* Try not to OD , you will get through this.

*Hugs Helen*

SoMuchMore 10-09-2010 08:24 PM

*hugs mark* you can do this! I'm glad to hear that you are trying at it, that is really good! Here if you need to talk.

PoisonedApple 10-09-2010 08:30 PM

i dunno just in the rent type mood i guess...

one_step_closer 10-09-2010 08:35 PM

Jill, what's happening?

Felicia, stay strong.

Mark, I believe in you.

Helen, are you ok?

*hugs Sarah*

Oliver, i'm sorry to hear that you're struggling. Have you spoken to anyone about how you're feeling?

Laura, well done with completing the project. Can you do something nice to congratulate yourself?

misskitty112 10-09-2010 08:37 PM

Figured out my essay topic. Woot! Now, the research... but I'm gonna take a break and work on some News Reporting.

*hugs Helen*
*hugs Oliver* try not to OD, lovely.
*hugs Mark* please stay safe. I'm proud of you for trying. We can do this! :)
*hugs Laura* I'm sorry you're so busy. All this work really sucks, eh?
Crimson, I LOVE RENT! *hugs*

Doikers 10-09-2010 08:41 PM

I feel guilty for even considering considering harming in someone elses home , although I did when I lived here it's different now.

RYUU 10-09-2010 08:52 PM

* hug everyone *
I am not feeling safe Voices are back there talking about me to each other
calling me names saying that i need to die maybe there right

frenchhorn 10-09-2010 08:55 PM

I havnt spoken to anyone about how i feel, my counsellor has left the service I use and i am on the waiting list to see another, but it could take weeks. I missed my dr's appt this week because I didn't get to sleep until about 6am and it was at 9. meh I feel awful, just want to sleep all the time, but at night when I actually want to sleep I can't

one_step_closer 10-09-2010 09:01 PM

Reaper, they aren't right. No one NEEDS to die.

Oliver, can you get another appointment.

I feel so low that I can see myself taking some pills right now. I hate this.

Doikers 10-09-2010 09:05 PM

*Hugs Reaper* Try not to listen to the voices Reaper , Try and focus on Music or something . The voices are wrong and lying and you really really don't need to die .

*Hugs Oliver* I hope you get to sleep when you want to and get to meet a counsellor soon :)

Doikers 10-09-2010 09:07 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* Please don't take those pills :S You can get through this .

shadowedsoul 10-09-2010 09:08 PM

Erm mark and the people that asked if I'm okay. Yes and no, I just want to die, but I be dammed if it's at the hand of a muppet that drives to fast. Would rather it happened at my hand my way. Sorry not really explaining but I'm a bit of pain right now. Curls up into a ball.

misskitty112 10-09-2010 09:08 PM

*hugs everyone*
I hate that we're all having such a hard time.
I have spent the past few days going to class, doing all my tasks, and spending my free time hoarding tools and pills and such. I can't really tell anyone in real life. I'm everyone's poster girl for recovery around here. They all think I'm doing so well.

Doikers 10-09-2010 09:13 PM

*Hugs Jill* PLEASE PLEASE stay safe.

*Hugs Felicia* Stockpiling of meds and tools isn't good , especially meds , please try and get rid of the pills if you can .

Doikers 10-09-2010 09:24 PM

I took a bath , no bubbles or anything but I feel warmer and wetter and I THINK it left me slightly relaxed , I know I have a tool , Stupid habit of carrying one in my wallet , for emergencys, If I do make it through tonight it will be the 2nd consecutive day though so I guess thats something.I'm thinking I'll be in bed by 10pm.

MammaMia 10-09-2010 09:24 PM

Thanks for all the hugs etc :)

Lindsay, I will be okay, just people getting to me and I shouldn't let them grrrrr!

shadowedsoul 10-09-2010 09:26 PM

Thanks mark, I'm okay erm well right now I'm lying on my bed and it hurts to move. So erm really thinking about sleeping my cloths tonight. Kind off hoping it dies down a bit so I can sleep. Sorry

MammaMia 10-09-2010 09:28 PM

Oh & everyone, please stay safe, all of you.
*cuddles everyone*

SparkleKitten 10-09-2010 10:12 PM

*cuddles all* stay safe everyone, sorry I've not been in much :(

taz35 10-09-2010 11:16 PM

*hugs everyone*

First hockey game of the season tonight :D Finally something to lift my mood, here's hoping it goes well :)

*extra squishy hugs for everyone who's struggling* Stay safe, you're all strong <3

PoisonedApple 10-09-2010 11:36 PM

*sighs and wanders off having decided what i'm gonna say should be in my r/v thread*
*Hugs everyone*

PoisonedApple 10-09-2010 11:47 PM


SparkleKitten 11-09-2010 12:26 AM

Night night wardies, I drank and my meds don't like it, so sleep time for me. *cuddles* won't be here tomorrow or much of Sunday really, out with the fiance, so stay safe over the weekend my lovelies :) xx

taz35 11-09-2010 04:30 AM

*hugs Crimson* I lol'ed after reading your most recent post. That's extremely frustrating... but some people are plain stupid.

*hugs Sarah* Have a good weekend :)

xxjuliexx 11-09-2010 08:10 AM

*sits in a corner*

Doikers 11-09-2010 09:47 AM

*Hugs Julie*

*Hugs Taz* I hope you win/won your (Ice?) Hockey game :)

*Hugs Sarah* Enjoy your time with your fiance:)

*Hugs Crimson* I'll go read your R/V thread shortly.

*Hugs Helen*

xxjuliexx 11-09-2010 09:48 AM

*points at self* amy

shadowedsoul 11-09-2010 10:18 AM

Cuddles all.hmm today sucks already one mess up allready. Just want to die.

Doikers 11-09-2010 10:29 AM

*Waves* Hi Amy :) How are you?

*Hugs Jill*I wish you didn't want to die, please take good care okay

one_step_closer 11-09-2010 11:04 AM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 11-09-2010 11:16 AM

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you this morning?

one_step_closer 11-09-2010 11:31 AM

I'm really low and lonely, but i'll survive.

How are you, Mark?

MammaMia 11-09-2010 11:32 AM

*cuddles everybody*

Scarletdreamer 11-09-2010 11:36 AM

Urf. Sorry I've not been about much, my fault of course. :-/ It's just that I'm still pretty low and, well, guess I've been avoiding people? I don't know, it sounds kind of weird to be saying that online when the people I've been avoiding are online... but hey, that's how I roll apparently. :-X

*cuddles all* Sorry, for the third time, no individuals, except:
JULIE (or Amy in this case) - so glad to see you back & okayish. :) *hugs*

Blah. I'm just... tired of life. :( It bites right now (but when does it not??). *sigh*

one_step_closer 11-09-2010 11:36 AM

How are you doing, Helen?

one_step_closer 11-09-2010 11:39 AM

*hugs April*

MammaMia 11-09-2010 11:39 AM

I'm bit low and tired Lindsay, how are you?

*glomps April* I avoid people sometimes when I'm low or certain people hehe.

Doikers 11-09-2010 12:00 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry you're lonely and low , I'm still on the whole "not cutting in other peoples homes" kick and my concentration is shot , I bought films on DVD to watch from my flat to my parents house and I can't face watching anything more than a few minutes long :S I'm thankful for music videos on youtube

*Hugs Helen* I'm sorry you are low too:(

*Hugs April*Wow everyones low , I'm sorry that you are low too "That's how I roll" what a cool expression :)

Scarletdreamer 11-09-2010 12:01 PM

*hugs Lindsay & Hels* How are you doing, Lindsay? and Hels, I'm sorry you're low/tired but maybe later in the day it'll look up a bit?

*glomps Mark because I spy him!!!* :) How are you?

MammaMia 11-09-2010 12:04 PM

I'm sorry we're all feeling so low =[ Please stay safe everybody xx

shadowedsoul 11-09-2010 12:16 PM

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!!!! Really want to do this in my reall life can't.=(

Doikers 11-09-2010 12:27 PM

*Hugs Jill* Are you okay hun?

SoMuchMore 11-09-2010 02:01 PM

Morning everyone,

sorry to hear that we all seem to be low this morning. I just feel tired. Off to tailgate again though. Hopefully that will help wake me up.

Stay safe.


Doikers 11-09-2010 03:15 PM

*Hugs Laura* Enjoy tailgating again , is there another american football match on today?

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