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Doikers 12-08-2010 01:20 PM

Sorry , I didn't mean to ignore the rest of you post Helen, I'd not long been up and I was fuzzed from bed and a little overwhelmed by the number of nighttime posts I'd read.:(

MammaMia 12-08-2010 01:21 PM

I'm sorry too, I'm just all stressed out and everything. Shouldn't take it out on anyone else. >_<

*cuddles everyone*

Scarletdreamer 12-08-2010 01:24 PM

*cuddles Hels with big bear cuddles* So sorry about the stuff with your bestie, sweet, and also about how you're feeling. But glad that the job center stuff went better. :) That's a positive in the midst of negatives; hold on to that. <3

*cuddles Mark* How are you doing, love?

*cuddles Kahlia* Sounds like a pretty busy day. I hope you feel better soon; sorry my reply isn't more in-depth. :(

*cuddles Jill* Sorry for the thoughts, sweetie. Wish I could help you more but all I can do is listen if you want to PM me. Try & take care of yourself... even if it means going into the bathroom at work to have a cry.

MammaMia 12-08-2010 01:37 PM

*clings to April then hides* I can't handle this. Not on top of everything else which I was barely handling anyway. My other bestie will be online in an hour & half (well less than that) which will help...but til then...I'm pretty much on my own dealing with this. It just brings back memories of last year & her sister, who on two occasions, said she was dead & wasn't. Second time was worse, but I'm not going to go into that here right now. I'm going to explode.

I really am sorry to Mark (and everyone else really) :(

Doikers 12-08-2010 01:44 PM

*Hugs Helen* It's okay , I know that you are under a LOT of stress and worry .

*Hugs April* I'm just numb , sorry I always say that . I'm going to my parents house from tommorow until Sunday, it's my Grandma's 96th birthday , I've got to be at the Dr's tommorow morning for Lithium bloods then I meet my nurse(Sharron) 40 minutes later for some " lifestyle Model" that is appently CBT based hmmm. Then my Dad is picking me up at 12.30pm.

~Kaytee~ 12-08-2010 01:54 PM

*peeks in*

MammaMia 12-08-2010 01:55 PM

*cuddles Mark*

*jumps on Katie* HIIIIIIIYA

Doikers 12-08-2010 01:58 PM

Hi Eeyore :) I'm Mark

~Kaytee~ 12-08-2010 02:00 PM

HIIII! Glad someone is happy to see me XD *cuddles tight*

*waves to everyone else and hugs to everyone who wants them*

~Kaytee~ 12-08-2010 02:01 PM

Oops, didn't see your post Mark, Hi! I'm Katie :) I used to come on here alooot a long time ago, hehe.

MammaMia 12-08-2010 02:07 PM

You sure did *sniggers*

Doikers 12-08-2010 02:07 PM

Hi Katie :)

hidingme 12-08-2010 02:19 PM

thanks voiceof reason but i cant believe anyone cares much about me..afterall im a bitch.. a super bitch..
we are triggered right now by our hubby probably unintentionally on his part but still (i explained in all in the ranting thread)
anyhow time for work..joy..

misskitty112 12-08-2010 02:35 PM

*huggles everyone*
I'll do individuals later, but I have to be out the door in like 5 minutes for therapy. ugh.

But I've decided, I think I'll make a random video for you guys and post it when I get back.
Love you all!
*runs out hurriedly and leaves care packages on the way out*

Louise 12-08-2010 02:37 PM

I hope your threapy goes ok *hugs*

SoMuchMore 12-08-2010 04:34 PM

*hugs helen* how r u things with your friend now? Hope you are okay hun.

*hugs louise, felicia, jill, april, hiding, and kahlia* how are all of you?

*waves to katie* Hi! I'm Laura.

*hugs mark* i'm sorry you've been so numb lately. Hope that the doctors appointment goes okay tomorrow

Will try to reply better later. Just wanted to check in before running out to get a haircut. If i like it maybe i'll post some pics of it later.

MammaMia 12-08-2010 04:37 PM

Still no word or anything. Sent a another text but hey. This is making me ill. Hope you enjoy your new hair cut ^_^ Definitely take pictures. xxx

SoMuchMore 12-08-2010 04:41 PM

aw im sorry you havent heard from her :-/ I hope that she texts back soon. I know this must be really hard for you. *extra cuddles*

MammaMia 12-08-2010 04:57 PM

Really hard doesn't seem to cover it. It's really ****ing me up big style. She's fine, I bet. Doesn't make any sense or any easier.

PoisonedApple 12-08-2010 04:59 PM

*waves at Alex and Katie* Hi I'm Crimson.
*cuddles Helen* Sorry I'm not able to form my thought into an understandable sentence... I'll try again later.
*hugs everyone*

MammaMia 12-08-2010 05:16 PM

My best friend is alive. So it would seem someone else has been onto her facebook somehow via a mobile. Her Gran hasn't been to visit her yet today...

EDIT: I believe I know exactly who did it, shouldn't surprise me, they've pulled this stunt twice.

Doikers 12-08-2010 05:29 PM

Oh , Well I'm glad your friend is okay Helen:)

MammaMia 12-08-2010 05:30 PM

Well she's not okay mentally but I agree with you, if that even makes sense :)

PoisonedApple 12-08-2010 05:31 PM

Glad your bestie is alive Hels.

MammaMia 12-08-2010 05:34 PM

Me too honey :)

Detour. Derail 12-08-2010 05:39 PM


Originally Posted by hidingme (Post 2443047)
thanks voiceof reason but i cant believe anyone cares much about me..afterall im a bitch.. a super bitch..
we are triggered right now by our hubby probably unintentionally on his part but still (i explained in all in the ranting thread)
anyhow time for work..joy..

I know its hard to believe but I believe that one day you'll see its true, please take care sweetheart and stay safe. if you ever need a chat my inbox is always open!

SoMuchMore 12-08-2010 08:43 PM

*hugs helen* im glad that your friend is okay!

*hugs lex, mark, and crimson* how r u all doing?

*tackles april* b/c i spy you!

Here's a pic of my new haircut
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Doikers 12-08-2010 08:49 PM

I like your new haircut Laura , you're Gorgeous :)

MammaMia 12-08-2010 08:54 PM

Love your new hair cut, you look stunning as always Laura <3

SoMuchMore 12-08-2010 09:17 PM

*hugs mark and helen* thanks so much! I really like it right now. Its never been this short.. ever lol.

How r u two doing?

Scarletdreamer 12-08-2010 09:20 PM

*glomps Laura & Mark 'cause I spy you!!*

Good to see you back in the ward, Laura. :)

Sorry no individuals, am just popping in to say that even though I've not posted much today I'm still here, still about to bother you all. :P

*cuddles all*

Am not in the best head-space at the moment, so will post more later. <3 Laura, love your haircut!!!! You are so beautiful. :)

PoisonedApple 12-08-2010 09:23 PM

awwwww *pouts* it won't let me see the pic... maybe i'll remember to come in and check after i get to my home comp.
*hugs everyone*

SoMuchMore 12-08-2010 09:32 PM

*hugs april* Thanks! and.. i left the ward? i know i slowed down for a bit there but i could never really leave i dont think :-P You okay? im sorry your not in a good head space.

*hugs crimson* sorry you can't see the picture :-/ i would try to fix it but i dunno what is wrong... its ok if you dont remember though lol.

Dunno whats happening with this hyper/goofy thing ive got going last night and today but eh.. whatever i guess. 3 days until i'm out of this town.

Doikers 12-08-2010 09:41 PM

*Hugs April* I'm sorry you're not in a good headspace :(

nicole94 12-08-2010 10:08 PM

*hugs everyone* just to let you know im going camping for the weekend so wont be on. hope your all ok. im feeling very nervous and triggerd right now but have a friend round. feeling majorly upset and just wanna curl up and cry :(

shadowedsoul 12-08-2010 10:26 PM

Cuddles all. Hmm that was a heartbreaking and sad ending to a really **** day. Hmm nearly end up in a car crash because some muppet doesn't know how to use wing mirrors. Feeling triggered after someone put a stuiped thought into my mind in rl. And now I can't get the image to stop. Stuiped thoughts are still there sence this morning. just feel very numb, when I should be happy. Argh I had enough, feel like saying Fu*k it all.

misskitty112 12-08-2010 11:07 PM

*hugs everyone*

I am so angry, I'm shaking. That is all.

Oh, and also, I didn't get a chance to make the video for you all, I shall do it in a bit and post it maybe tomorrow.

MammaMia 12-08-2010 11:19 PM

What a ****ing day dude.
Want to run away & maybe even die would be good...

hidingme 12-08-2010 11:42 PM

thanks voice of reason..

Kahlia1981 13-08-2010 12:10 AM

*huggles everyone*

I'll apologise first for the lack of individual replies.

Helen: I just wanted to say that I'm glad your bestie is alive and doing okay - I know she's not brilliant, but at least she's alive and kicking. I seem to remember the last time this happened. If it was the same person and they keep playing this trick they really need a kick up the arse. It really plays with peoples emotions and heads (in general) when they think someone close to them is or might be dead. Sorry to bring that back to your head, just wanted to let you know I'm glad to hear it isn't true. *cuddles you*

It is freaking cold (for us) here at the moment. We had 7C here this morning. Anyone in the northern hemispere who is feeling hot/warm and want me to send them some of this cold/cool weather?

MammaMia 13-08-2010 12:46 AM

Kahlia, I agree with least she's alive comment. I wonder if the last time you're thinking of is when I was told Stef committed suicide and believed it for a whole week before they were caught out? However you could mean my bestie, because this happened twice before last year. First time wasn't THAT bad, second time was worse and really playing with my head/emotions. Same person as before >_< Really does play with your emotions/head.

I have a migraine coming on, really adds to all this ****. Spent another night confining in Jane again. Haha, going to put her right off me. She wants me to make an appointment & for her to come. I promised myself I wouldn't put myself through all that again for my mental health. Looks like I may have no choice. Good luck to her (if she can come) :P Well I think it's more to do with counselling, but going to see what she says to me later. Plus I feel bit awful about it because she & my dad had a long talk about what I'd texted last night (meaning Weds night) and he was really sad about it :( But they keep telling me they're here for me.....I'm not used to opening up to them. Obviously I am with my besties, one in particular. But I mean like...family people. She may not be related to me, but she is sorta part of my family (well mine and my dad's)....

misskitty112 13-08-2010 01:22 AM

Sorry I've been so self centered today
Hels, I'm very glad your friend is alive. I bet that really does play with your emotions a lot. And I'm super super sorry about the migraine. I get frequent ones, and quite frankly, they suck ass *hugs* I hope you feel better soon...

Laura, I love your new haircut. You're so gorgeous, I'm jealous. *hugs*

Soo.. to take my mind off of all my ****, I made you all's video. Tah dah! Posting the linkage:

I'm sorry about my disheveled appearance, frequent use of ummm, no makeup, and mess in the background. I was sitting on my bed lol. Anywho, hope you at least dont hate it.

Kahlia1981 13-08-2010 01:51 AM

Helen: I remember the Stef episode, but also remember one of the of the ones with your bestie - which is pretty good for me. My freakish memory is starting to work properly again. But seriously I think that the people doing that kind of thing are sick and need help. It really hurts a lot of people, puts them through a wringer - an entire emotional and psychological roller-coaster. I have to say that I wish I could open up to my family that way you have to Jane and your father. I always find it way too hard to talk to my family about what is happening. Probably because I've had such bad responses in the past. They've also started some stuff, but not bothered to see it through to the end when it would have benefited me to see it through to the end. *cuddles*

Felecia: I'll have to wait until a bit later to take a look at the video but I hope that you are doing okay. I bet the video is brilliant! *huggles*

It's been weird here. I'm struggling and I can't stop myself from acting when my housemate is around. Occassionally sentences slip past but I'm tending to cover them with a "just joking". *sigh*

Detour. Derail 13-08-2010 02:13 AM

Im in a big big mess

Kahlia1981 13-08-2010 03:24 AM

What's up Alex? Anything I/we can help with? My PM inbox is available if you can't use the forum or feel it would be more suitable.

Detour. Derail 13-08-2010 05:41 AM

I was talking to my ex....he started the convo. Its been a year....I thought Id moved on...but I still love him....except he is engaged now and possibly expecting a baby....but he said he misses me...and now im confused

Kahlia1981 13-08-2010 06:10 AM

Alex: I can understand where you are coming from, I really can. All relationships leave what I call "echos" - feelings and emotions, whether they be that you still love the person, or have feelings for the person but the time, situation or whatever else isn't right. It can be quite hard to deal with. I guess that all I can offer at the moment is *hugs* if you are able to accept them and my warmest wishes that the pain eases for you.

Detour. Derail 13-08-2010 06:20 AM

thanks kahlia. I wish it didnt hurt so bad. I was just really really happy with him...i was stupid to believe all the promises he made
*curls up in a huge pile of beanbags and cushions to cry quietly*

Detour. Derail 13-08-2010 06:48 AM

I am a bad bad person.
I need to disappear now.
It'd all be better.

SoMuchMore 13-08-2010 07:17 AM

*hugs lex* you are not a bad person. Don't disappear hun.

felicia- thanks! i liked your video.

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