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Detour. Derail 31-07-2008 02:10 AM

Jess we arent going to give up...
Please let us help you...

Casper_Fading 31-07-2008 02:12 AM

*gives soph small cuddle*

i dunno what i've done to make u guys want to help me. but thank you.

*goes to corner and curls up*

All I'm Living For 31-07-2008 02:16 AM

*sits next to Jess in her corner and gives pillows to make it comfortable and wraps Jess in a blanket and cuddles lots*

what have you done to make me want to help you? you've been here for me and done so much for me. you've kept me alive and have generally been a fantastic person. and you're my RYL sis, i'd do anything to help you, its part of being a sis *cuddles*

blondiebear 31-07-2008 02:31 AM

Help? Please?

raining_inmyhead 31-07-2008 02:32 AM

hugs blondiebear tight...

meh... cries... hugs more x

All I'm Living For 31-07-2008 02:34 AM

*huggles you both* whats happened?

Casper_Fading 31-07-2008 02:37 AM

i havetn dne antyhign. u did that for urself.

what's wrong susan?

All I'm Living For 31-07-2008 02:38 AM

Jess you've been a wonderful support and i want to help you. please let me?

Casper_Fading 31-07-2008 02:49 AM

i dont deserve it. look how mnay times ive' hrurt u soph!

All I'm Living For 31-07-2008 02:52 AM

you do deserve it! you're not the first person to hurt me and you wont be the last. it happens. we get up and move on.
now stop complaining and let me help! *squishes you with huggles and cuddles* i hope you feel loved because you are!

Casper_Fading 31-07-2008 02:57 AM

i'm hosribs.

Casper_Fading 31-07-2008 02:57 AM

gogn hme nw.

effervescence 31-07-2008 02:58 AM

stupid meds making me insomniac and sick. cant see dr till tues. stupid everything.
feel icky.
want to die.
make it all go away.

All I'm Living For 31-07-2008 03:01 AM

you're not horrible Jess.

*cuddles effervescence*

Mango 31-07-2008 03:14 AM

*checks herself back in*
Had therapy today...2nd appt with this person. Lots of questions...talked about "bad" things, sex and girl stuff. I was okay when we had the conversation but now I'm not. Not supposed to talk about that stuff, its dirty. I'm dirty for talking about it, bad, deserve to be punished for talking about bad things.
*finds a pillow, pulls it over head*

BoundNoMore 31-07-2008 03:30 AM

*lays on the floor and reels in pain*
OWWWWWWW my head!!!!

*thinks to self I could slit my wrist
or down a bottle of pills and nobody would
know... I seem to be alone in the psych ward
tonight*

blondiebear 31-07-2008 04:05 AM

*hugs jess, sophie, chloe and mango*

BoundNoMore 31-07-2008 04:12 AM

*hugs jess, sophie, chloe, mango, AND susan*

blondiebear 31-07-2008 04:18 AM

*sits in her nest and mopes*

Mango 31-07-2008 04:19 AM

*hugs all*
*scoots over next to Bound by Thoughts* Not alone

BoundNoMore 31-07-2008 05:05 AM

the ward seems unusually quiet tonight...
not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing...
*curls up and rocks alone in corner and sucks thumb*

blondiebear 31-07-2008 05:22 AM

curls up around her stuffed pig Fred-fred and looks sadly out into the ward

BoundNoMore 31-07-2008 05:35 AM

*offers Susan a snuggle*

~*forever_broken*~ 31-07-2008 05:49 AM

*sits in her corner, knees to chest, arms wrapped around knees, head on knees and stares vacantly at the wall*

Guys, we all seem to be doing so awful and it worries me... And makes me sad... Especially since I see all of you saying how useless or bad or whatever you are, when I can see how lovely and kind, and caring you are... Love you guys.

BoundNoMore 31-07-2008 05:50 AM

Love you too God mommy

Casper_Fading 31-07-2008 05:57 AM

you guys are wonderufl,. all of u. reaching out to help eah toehr when feeling bad. *hugs*

~*forever_broken*~ 31-07-2008 05:58 AM

Jess I see you... And dear heart, I love you and truely believe that you are valuable and helpful and kind...

And I'm going to stop posting because I am SO out of it for whatever reason I don't know...
:crying:
Damn

Casper_Fading 31-07-2008 06:06 AM

*swamsp allyw ith hugs* ur wonderifl. lov u ltos.


*goes back in cupbaord and locks selfin gain*

BoundNoMore 31-07-2008 06:38 AM

Where is everyone tonight?
the ward is virtually empty...
*cries* I'm all alone...

BoundNoMore 31-07-2008 06:52 AM

*runs to hug her daddy*
I am not alone!!! Being alone is scary :-(

blue_cloud 31-07-2008 10:13 AM

*puts blankets, pillows and breakfast down for everyone*
sorry everyone had a tough night *hugs* if anyone needs them

Casper_Fading 31-07-2008 12:32 PM

heh. teling pepls i'm okay. i am. fine. great.

*padlcok cupboard *

effervescence 31-07-2008 12:51 PM

*curls up next to jess*
am going to sleep in your cupboard next to you. like harry potter. safe?
night night

Casper_Fading 31-07-2008 12:54 PM

friend jsut todl me she tried to kill her self. cant breathe. cnt do this. cnt.

Casper_Fading 31-07-2008 01:24 PM

gta go bed. night. b saef.

blue_cloud 31-07-2008 01:54 PM

awww hun *wraps jess up and holds her in arms till she falls asleep*

1ofmany 31-07-2008 02:41 PM

Hey all, prepear for somthing strange that might not happen for again for a while

*BIG HUGS FOR ALL*

weird huh? Stay safe everyone!

blue_cloud 31-07-2008 02:42 PM

ooooh! *bags some hugs in case anyone wants on for later*
thanks hun xx

1ofmany 31-07-2008 02:57 PM

:D Its a werid mood when I can hug...but better then being really low.
Hooray for sparkles!

~*forever_broken*~ 31-07-2008 03:06 PM

*pokes head out from under blanket*
I've been awake for two hours and I feel absolutely awful... And nothing I do helps, not clutching my stuffed bear, not atempting to become one with the wall, not curling up in as tight a ball as I can manage, nothing... :crying:
I.Hate.This.
*burrows back under her blanket*

horizon_surfer 31-07-2008 03:23 PM

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*wakes up, cuts herself to bits, goes back to sleep.* if only i could. im having a **** day which is about to get worse and worse as is tomorrow and the weekend. i cant escape :-(

~*forever_broken*~ 31-07-2008 03:36 PM

*hugs Caela*
I'm sorry hun :-( I've got nothing for you. Please take care.

*returns to her corner taking her misery with her*

horizon_surfer 31-07-2008 04:07 PM

*hugs forever lost* sorry, ill be ok. *hands over a new blanket if you want it*

blondiebear 31-07-2008 04:10 PM

I totally slept throught the alarm. Didn't actually wake until the radio stopped playing. No worries though.

*hugs amanda, jess and ally*
Mark, thank you for the hugs. I'll stow one away for later also, for about 3 in the afternoon my time.

Brother dear, you hanging in there? *reaches up to hug Jeff*

MammaMia 31-07-2008 04:28 PM

*fnally checks back in*

Sorry I didn't check in yesterday, been trying to catch up with over two weeks woth of posts, it's hard work!!!

*leaves hugs for you all*

Welcome to all the new peeps here :)

Call me Helen or Hells (my nickname), whichever you prefer is fine with me :]

I've missed you all so damm much :(

blondiebear 31-07-2008 05:32 PM

*hugs jeff*

You do not bring negativity. You do not drain the energy. You are giving all of us strength. You are sheltering us.

I have a resentment and am furious. I'm ready to start throwing punches and pulling hair and kick shins. I hate this service committment on Thursday mornings. I'm tired of being the responsible one.

Instead I will send the suv down the interstate and unlock a meeting and listen to someone note that there was something that I didn't put out, like the sugar. Or like last week, that we need more matches.

Jeff, if drawing you into my chaos helps, come on in. Let me help you by asking you to help me. *hugs Jeff*

Again, the strength of my back.

blue_cloud 31-07-2008 06:47 PM

*holds big brother jeff soooooo tight, cries a tear that seems to run forever*

Auburn Shadow 31-07-2008 06:55 PM

*wanders in quietly, finds a corner, curls up and cries*

BoundNoMore 31-07-2008 06:58 PM

Helen's back yay!!!!
*squishes*

*hugs Auburn and then collapses on the floor in a heep and moans*
I am having a shitty ass day though...
and it just keeps getting worse :-/
All I want to do is lay in bed and sleep the freakin day away!!!

1ofmany 31-07-2008 07:42 PM

Feeling more ok then normal today (hugs indicate that maybe?) But i can feel pure rage just below my surface i just hope that my dad doesnt set it off.


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