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*Hugs Sarah* I hope you're OK.
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*Hugs Sarah*
*Hugs Lia* I know you have your mask but it's scary (To me) that it's taking over , I'm worried about you hun :S |
I am going for a early night lie down , put some music on and try to think non-triggering thoughts.
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Hugs Mark* I hope you're OK. Sorry for my rant.
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*cuddles Lia* I really hope you're okay, I'm worried for you x
*snuggles Mark* Nighty night *tucks in* |
*HUGS Lia* i @m just triggered . not your doing . just AM . It'sperfectly okay to rant here Lia , Don't be sorry :)
*Hugs Sarah , Am back up :P. |
Not coping so well the devil keeps telling me to OD
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*hugs Mark* my friends don't want to talk to me and my Fiance is ill and in bed, so I'm all lonely here. As I signed into MSN everyone changed their status and 3 people went offline. I think its because I had such a rough time recently its become a burden more than anything. They all have their own worries, they don't need mine too. Even my fiance is getting fed up of how down I am all the time, I mean I can't help it and I'm trying to make it go away but it won't. My mood won't lift and he's annoyed that there's something wrong every day. Real life sucks.
*hugs RYUU* Please don't listen. You shouldn't OD, you're strong, you can beat it. Is there anywhere you can go to be away from the pills? |
*Hugs Ryuu* Please try not to OD , Can you talk to your hubby? Or Music , Music is so good for diverting attention .
*Hugs Sarah*I'm sorry you're lonely , I know its not the same as IRL friends / Fiance but I'll listen to you :) I'll be on here for about an hour |
Thanks Mark :) you're amazing, I love it in here. I feel safe and calm and like everyone cares. Feels lovely.
Edit: He just said its too difficult to have fun around me now because of how I'm down all the time. Feels like that was a bit harsh. I mean I've been a pain because I've not been happy and I've attempted to OD a few times. I've been really bad and this isn't helping. :( |
It's okay Sarah , that's what's so great about this place , everyone cares :) Thanks for calling me amazing , Made me smile :-)
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Thanks Mark. Just so fed up. I don't know what to do. I've tried, I'm heavily medicated and I'm seeing people and keeping a diary and talking to anyone who will listen and asking for advice... I just feel lost. :(
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I know the feeling of being heavily medicated up and talking to pretty much anyone , you're not alone . I'm sorry you feel lost , could you talk to a Dr perhaps about changing your meds , they clearly don't seem to be working out for you .
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I have an appointment Friday. I feel so terrible. Its just not fair.
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*Cuddles Sarah* It isn't fair no but it WILL get better for you , ask your Dr to switch you onto a different med/s
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I will do, thanks Mark *cuddles*
Been so rough recently, I'm not sure if its because things are getting worse or if its the meds... So run down too, bones are achy and stiff :( |
Could you look up the side effects of the meds on the leaflet that came with them? , Aches and stiffness could be in the list.
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Is alas from my previous joint problems, they just act up even more when I'm miserable
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I have a feeling I've asked this before but can you take any pain meds for the pain? sorry If you've already told me that.
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Yeah, paracetamol. Been applying heat on the sore bits too. Got an appointment with rheumatology in 2 weeks time for a review.
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