Ashley from the meet....hope she's ok now :)

If someone finds my memory, can they return it please? :3nod:

I kinda miss it, lol

Sick.
As.
A.
Dog...

*hugs all*

*Teddies for everyone*

Good news :)
Five months free today, and I threw away my tools.

Good job Zowie! *throws confetti*
hahaha


“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” ~Maryanne Williamson

I must remember this quote. I think it applies for us all, and I think it is just amazing. :)

^^ That really is an amazing quote, thank you. :).

*Hugs to all*

Hope everybody's ok!

Good one, you <3

Zowie WELL DONE, you must be so proud of yourself

:::::::::::::::::: hugs to everyone ::::::::::::::::::::

How is everyone tonite ???????

Sending you squishy hugs

Jade xxx

Congratulations Arwen, I hope one day I can be five months & more again. *squishes*

*squishes for all*

I wish I was okay. Would like to skip tomorrow. Poetional doctors appointment, really can't do it. My sister is forcing me to go and to come with me, if she can get one. Then I've got uni (or possibly not, depending on the time of appointment). Can't face everyone again. I was supossed to be gone. Tuesday...got counselling, going into the past, haven't done it (the work involved to start this off), I wonder if I could ust show the letter (orginally for mum) like I have done with someone else who was awesome about it. Well two/three people were.

Helen honey

I know you are dreading the doctors but finally they may listen and actually be able to help you this time, keeping my fingers crossed for you.

Also I think showing your Counsellor is a great idea. A real great place to start from.

You are one brave lady and you CAN do this.

Love ya
Jade xxx

I hope you're right Jade.

I'm not brave though, well I don't feel it anymore.

I feel so ugly today.

:/

Helen you are very brave. You're still here and that speaks volumes about how brave you are to have got through so many battles. Hope all goes well with the docs. And don't be worried about uni, it's never as bad as you think it'll be.

zowie wow congratulations!!! :-D Well done you.

And Eclectic*a well done!

Hope everyone is doing ok. It's been a weird day for me in my head but at least it's nearly over.

*Sets up camp huddled in a corner*

Okay. OMG. I have just done it :) My sister came with me. I had to tell a few little white lies about how a certain someone found out and got my family involved, but it has happened that way in the past. Anyway being re-referred back to a place I've been to before (it's uaually for SEVERE mental health problems apprantly) and they're going to phone me (joy to the world)...anyway I swear to god, if they say one or two things that was said last time, I will hit the roof but I know my sister won't leave it at that....but anyway, got to give it a try, might lead into something good i.e. good help that WORKS!!!

Helen ~ well done
Arwen ~ well done
Everyone else ~ well done for anything you've done that you've questioned or fought for

I'm losing my two best friends ..... still have hopes of moving to be with one of them though.

How come you are losing two best friends honey? In what sense are you losing them? *squishes if you can accept them*

I
HATE
LIARS
:@

*hugs Hells*
Whats up sweetie????

*hugs Kahlia* How do you feel like you are loosing them?

I. Need. A blade. Or pills. Or alcohol. Or all ****ing three together