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Biba 25-05-2009 08:08 PM

I dont see the point, i didnt fall sleep till after 6.30am. when i got up at 11, i felt so crap i went back to bed, i got back up and made a second attempt, my mind knows were on my body, it doesnt have to search any more. with that thought i became so sick of that thought within me that i went back to bed.. i was tired (phisically).. and tired of the thoughts that if , carried through by me, will then turn to shame after, and i will then wake with shame and carry it through my day.. i had another nightmare after i fell asleep. I got up at 7pm, my brother came in and jokinly said 'what are you doing.. get back to bed' lol.. he asked me would i look after his sons, while he goes to work.. i said yes.. now il be making more effort tonight..

zowie 25-05-2009 08:15 PM

I will be drinking beer and wine tonight. Hopefully I will pass out.

youonlyliveonce 25-05-2009 08:23 PM

sick and tired of fighting why does it allways have to be so hard might aswell just get wasted and give up .... :(

Biba 25-05-2009 11:49 PM

im while down in me, i cant shake this, everthing is a huge effort, it's like i dont wanna see any one, i dont want them to look/talk to me. im not ansering phone calls, replyn text messages, im finding it all to much, were's it all gonna end... if i had it my way.. id go back to bed, and not get up for days.. and see no one for weeks. . they're to much... back off me !!

Biba 26-05-2009 04:19 AM

my spirit has once again lifted .. its 4.15am.. i have to be up at 7.30am... il be working on this.. till it gets better.

special hugs to 'wildyinsane' and 'secrets' dont be afraid shake me when i need shaking.

realflifefaerie 26-05-2009 08:53 AM

*hugs Lucy* I hope getting up this morning wasnt too painful.

*hugs cheryl* don't give up, one day it'll be worth it.

I still feel rubbish today, I was hoping it would begin to lift. I just want it to go away and the shakes to stop

Kahlia1981 26-05-2009 08:54 AM

*hugs all she can find*
*waves welcomes at the new people*

My wrist got replastered today so I'm struggling to type. Love to all.

youonlyliveonce 26-05-2009 09:40 AM

goes and sits under the table and rocks am absolutely pooing myself today dont wanna do it

Biba 26-05-2009 10:41 AM

it's all good. the centre took my mum for the day. and i get to spend the day with tom, i have everyone dropped off were they should be, and heading out of town for couple of hours.

ravynsoul 26-05-2009 11:05 AM

*hugs all* Welcome to those new here... hopefully you feel at home.
I can't believe how fast time is flying... it's nearly June already... where did the first half of the year go?

zowie 26-05-2009 01:25 PM

Why wont it let me see the next page?

zowie 26-05-2009 01:25 PM

Oh. There it is. :)

shadowedseraph 26-05-2009 02:04 PM

Hey Jade i'm still feeling like ***** warmed over but i still havent cut which for me is a small mirical

youonlyliveonce 26-05-2009 02:38 PM

so failed that exam.

zowie 26-05-2009 03:16 PM

*Hugs Cheryl* Maybe you didn't do as bad as you think you did. And if you didn't do well, is there any chance of a re-take?

My grandad drove me up to a pub with a vacancy so I could apply, but the job's just gone. I left my CV with them, but I'm starting to think I'll never get a job.

Left in the centre 26-05-2009 03:50 PM

hey guys. mind if i join in. on like the 882nd page.
im feeling crap so fancied "checking in"

getting a job is difficult especily at this time of year, keep trying

Long*Past 26-05-2009 04:03 PM

haven't made a check up in a couple days, been super busy, but I'm in Prince Rupert, up north doing my singing thing, and I'm performing today, wish me luck.

MammaMia 26-05-2009 05:37 PM

*leaves cuddles for all those whom want one or few :)*

realflifefaerie 26-05-2009 06:07 PM

*hides in a corner*

I dont want tomorrow, I want sleep and thats it

MammaMia 26-05-2009 06:23 PM

Hugs secrets, want to talk about what's tomorrow??

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