Jeff I've PM'd you, was long waffle that didn't want to block up the ward with. I hope you get a chance to read it before you go. Good luck with the treatment. *snuggles*

*is sad that jeff is going :crying:but pleased that he's getting treatment :thumbup: *

*goes outside to smoking shelter to have BIG fag and long hard think*

*support for jeff*

*group hug*

We'll miss you Jeff

*says a prayer for her bro*
*weeps*

My unemployment situation is starting to wear. My husband made a rude comment about it this morning. I don't know what to do about it.

*sobs*

*hugs Susan*

Thanks Helen.
I am crying because I am so very worried about Jeff. When he was going in, I was at the bead store getting a charm for my bracelet so I can remember to pray for him while he's gone inpatient. He really likes trains and train museums and so do I, so I got a charm that is a 1800's type locomotive.

*clings to everyone and weeps*

It's okay to be worried hun. But you know this will help him, well I hope it does :) You'll have us to lean on.

I do miss Emma :( I feel like I haven't spoken to her in ages it's werid.

People have diisapeeared..

Amanda? Hana? Emma? Emma? Ally? Alexx? Jem? Jess?

How you guys doing?

This is an automated message: Jess is away right now and not available to answer calls. She is busy self-destructing. Thank you and have a nice day.

Jessssssssss!

This is an automated message: Jess is away right now and not available to answer calls. She is busy self-destructing. Thank you and have a nice day.

I know it is for the best. I just have a big soft heart and that is okay.
I am going to need you. For me, i'm going to be restless, kinda squirrely, for the next few days, till the 27th. Then it is, i hope and god willing, PARTY!

Here, and not happy about it :crying:
*hunts for the tissues* I'm sorry I missed you Jeff and that you're in such a bad place at the moment... I love you*massive hugs*
*heads to her linen closet with the tissues*

*hugs ally*
Jeff is taking care of himself.
And I may be a short stuff, but my shoulders are broad and I have a big heart. I can't take his place. I'll just be me and help however I can though.

*hugs all*

Blondie-mum, you're great just as you are :-D
*cuddles up to her RYL-mum with a blanket and her stuffed lamb*

Maybe I'd be better dead.
I don't know though.
What on earth do I want?

*hugs you* i dont know what i can say to help you but i'm here if you want to talk or need a cuddle or anything *offers cuddles*

*takes cuddles and gives you some aswell*

It's odd I feel this way.
Because I dont feel sucidical.
Even though I'm thinking about it.
As in doing it.
*shrugs*

I've upset Jess.
Bad Hells.

I would REALLY love to see my best friend right now.
I haven't heard from her for 18 days or so.
It's real hard not having her in this country.

When am I gonna be ok again?
Never probably

*gives hugs to everyone who wants and needs them*

I really want to sit and cry, and to hurt myself so badly that I never recover.

I'd like to ask for hugs if anyone has any to spare. And possibly a nice shoulder to cry on.

Kahlia