Thanks big brother. Since being in the wheelchair we just cannot get out as often so I usually only leave the house when I absolutely have to. *sigh* and *glomps*

We are also looking into the NDIS Annie. Hopefully we can get some more support. At this point - aside from the physiotherapist and OT - we only get domestic services. Once a week they have 45 minutes to clean the house, and luckily most of them have been good. As this is provided by Blue Care we pay for them, but at a reduced cost. Respite care and personal care aren't something that we can get from them unfortunately. I'm very glad the last couple of day at placement have been an improvement.

Good news: the OT rang today to say that my MASS/CAECTI application for the wheelchair has been approved meaning we wait for the letter and for it to be ordered, but we're one step closer.

Bad news: I've managed to fall out of my wheelchair three times and during a solo transfer and, as a result, I am in even more agony than usual. I didn't get any university work done today and have been feeling bad. Really, really want to harm myself but... I can't. *sigh*

*safe hugs for everyone*
*leaves hot chocolate, cocoa, tea and coffee on the table*
*disappears inside pillow fort to switch and colour in*

Om Man , From being messed about by the CMHT to "You've got an appointment with a Locum Psych in 5 Hours" Crikey , Anxious.

Gees that's fast Mark. Good luck with it, and hubby and I are here for you if you need a chat. You've got this big brother. *hugs*

Thanks Kahlia Sis, and Hubby <3 I'll let you know what happens , maybe not tonight as it may be too "raw" but maybe tomorrow.

Always here for you big brother. *hugs*

They cancelled a quarter of an hour ago . . . . Diaz I think.

Mark, *huge hugs*

This morning really hasn't started off too well. Waking up in agony, my body playing up, etc and now I've gone and spilled my pain syrup all over myself, the floor and the kitchen bench.

Just going to cry in the corner...

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Safe Hugs Y'all*

-checks in-

I feeling tearful. Seems like I going round in curcles again and can't be helped. Need some to make me no feel so alone and frightened X

How are you not now , Have a little Faith?

How are we all doing ?

How are y'all ?

I cannot control My Anxiety.

So depressed right now and5 having strong thoughts about SI and suicide. Really trying to hang on but honestly not sure it's worth the effort.

Hope everyone else is doing better.

*safe hugs*

It's worth the Effort Kahlia , Sis *Hugs*

Struggling to see the point in anything right now.

You know to get hold of me , Ashley , Hun *Hugs*

I feel like I'm fighting against myself everyday just to stay alive. I don't think I'm strong enough anymore.

How are we all today?

I need to be here just now. I don't feel safe.

*Hugs Ashley*

Hey Folks, How are we all?