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*hugs Lia*
I don't know you, but I hope you can get better all on your own. You sound like someone who is strong enough.

Okay. I think it's about time I said my goodbyes. I really don't wanna do this :(
When I 'checked in' to the ward, I was Nicole. I was scared. I was a mess, and I didn't trust anyone. I've been here over a year, and have made some absolutley amazing friends, and gotten so much support from you guys. But lately i've found that i'm finding being here hard, and I think it's doing more harm than good. That's why i'm leaving. You guys have been amazing, and have gotten me through so much, you've Sat with me when i'm upset, you've hugged me, and you've reached me in my darkest moments. I will never ever forget my time in the ward, or the people who have helped me in my time here. But I do have to leave.

I really don't have the energy to do individuals, But I want to say an extra special thankyou to Mark and Oliver.
Mark-you're amazing, you helped me so much after I lost Hayley, you've always been there to give me support and I can never thank you enough.
Oliver-Thankyou for being there when I was having issues, and helping me figure out who I really am.
Also I just want to thank Lia, although she posted her goodbyes earlier, for being completley mental. :P
Thankyou to everyone else who has been here throughout my time here,
Around a year ago, a girl called Nicole joined the ward. Tonight, a woman called Charlie is leaving. I will still be around on RYL. And I'm only a PM away if you ever need me. I love you all. <3

One of the hard things of being in the ward is watching people leave, I have just come back and don't even know anyone here anymore. Thankfully, I will be able to sit in the corner and quietly watch for a while. Thank you for letting me be here, I definitely need someplace safe.

*hugs lia and charlie tight* Take care the both of you.

*hugs mark and kahlia* thanks you two. I'm not leaving, I just feel out of place and bad about not offering much support. I'm just so busy with the end of uni, work, getting ready for graduate school, etc... I don't know, i'll stop whining heh.

*waves to mors certa* hi, im laura! If you read my post above, I am sometimes not a huge poster, but I do try to at least show my face (er well.. show my keyboard maybe lol) every few days. Hope you are feeling comfortable in the ward. You can definitely stay here as long as you'd like.

*hugs the other laura (i'm laura btw :-) ), louise, crimson, solo, and everyone else*

Thank you Laura! I really appreciate the hug! ~Hugs ya back~

Not in control ...the voices are ...scared what they might do

Serenity honey, God's voice is louder. Listen to him!

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Charlie* I'll miss you so much Hun.

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Mute Scream Laura*

*Hugs Mors Certa*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Serenity*

Lia and Charlie I will miss you both very much and I hope things will get better for you. *hugs for you both*

Lia n Charlie, I'm prayin for you both. ~Hugs~

Thanks Mark! ~Mornin hugs~

*huggles all*

The bs that has been happening since I got home from the Cairns hospital is still going on. We got our statements from social security and they have only given us rent assistance based on 1/2 our weekly rent costs. And I've had majorly bad news about my shoulder. It's going to require surgery by a specialist that isn't available north of Brisbane. Seriously FML

I hope that everyone is doing well or improving.

Sorry for my lack of individuals.

*leaves safe love and care packages on the table with hugs for anyone who wants or needs them*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Kahlia*

I'm logging on from the Library as I have 90 minutes to kill in town between Meeting Becky and Meeting Hannah :S

*snags a big soft plushie from the pile Kahlia left and sits with it in the closet*

*Hugs Crimson* You alright hun?

Trying not to implode...

The following content has been hidden - Reason : turned into a long r/v type thing so... yeah

I even considered smoking or cutting as options this morning... both things I quit doing years ago... My house was clean, I could walk through it without tripping on people or things, without stress, etc. for the last 3 weeks. Then Mi came back from Fbanks and brought Me with her... sadly Me isn't family and I'd rather have her there and not Mi. Mi started pissing me off and upsetting me last night... D was talking to them and said one thing or another and Mi whispered to Me "yeah Crimson's kind of weird" WTF? and after the kids were sent to bed, G was reading the other 2 a story so quiet that we couldn't even hear her and when Mi went to the bathroom she went "SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" to them so loud she may as well have just yelled "shut the **** up"... It's the kid's house not hers. I woke up this morning went to got get my lunch to put in my work bag, and almost tripped over her face (literally) because even though there is a couch and they both fit on it they decided to spread across the ENTIRE living room floor. They aren't paying rent until they both get jobs, they're only going to pay 400 in rent for 2 people to take up the whole basement when we move... (This is because they want to take a road trip once they save up so D figures keeping them in the basement will keep them from pissing me off or stressing me out and 400 rather than the previously agreed upon 600 will help them GTFO sooner) They are also required to get on food stamps. Since they were gone the end of last month and up until yesterday of this month D realized I was not kidding when I said Mi eats like 3 people. With only her missing from our usual meal planning we had enough (just counting meat based meals) to last the rest of us more than 3 weeks. We had that much meat left over from last month after she went to Fbanks... Based on the average meat price at Costco, that saved us about 250-300$ this last month. Ridiculous, no? And I foresee at least 6 months of this BS before she moves out for her road trip (then another 3-6 months till they run out of money and want to come move back in...)
I actually WANT to CRY but nothing is there...

This song has been stuck in my head for 3 days...

YouTube - The Guild - Do You Wanna Date My Avatar

*gives everyone hugs*

*puts some cookies and brownies on the table*

*sits in a corner and sighs and wonders what to do now*

*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry but I really don't have the focus to read your hidden post , I am thinking of you though :O)

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs YodaBear*