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FlyingNy 31-10-2010 04:51 PM

Hey guys *hugs all*

I don't know how I am at the moment. I've found a kind of happiness, although I don't know how long it will last. Nothing happened, I just realised what I have rather than what I don't have, but it's scary. A part of me is clinging to the pain I have had for so long because for the past 3 years it is all I have ever known and life without it is terrifying.

There are also some things I need closure on before I can move on. I need to know what happend. I'd also like a name, just a name, of the man who is just as much related to me as my mother.

Doikers 31-10-2010 05:02 PM

*Hugs Lia* Yey for having a bit of happiness even ifyou don't know where it came from , it sounds like you have developed a very positive attitude :) I hope you get the closure you so want too.

I napped and kept , in my half sleepy state thinking it was night time , I'm back up now and I guess I'll make dinner soon , I've already had someone a knocking on my door :S

misskitty112 31-10-2010 05:53 PM

2 PM and I'm still not out of bed. Is it sad that I almost don't care?

I hope you have a good dinner, Mark, wanna make some for me too? haha :)

Doikers 31-10-2010 05:59 PM

It's not sad Felicia , You are just having a really low time by the sound of it *Huggles* Fancy some spaggetti with mixed fryed up veg and vege sausages? *Hands over a plate of food*

SoMuchMore 31-10-2010 06:03 PM

*hugs mark, lia, helen, and felicia*

*curls up far away*

Doikers 31-10-2010 06:20 PM

*Hugs Laura* What up Hun?

misskitty112 31-10-2010 06:24 PM

That sounds really good, Mark!
Laura, what's up, darlin?

I got out of bed briefly, then decided it was too cold, so I'm cuddled up again until my meeting tonight.

SparkleKitten 31-10-2010 06:26 PM

Hey guys *cuddles*

Got my new glasses today, reactions lenses are awesome! Scared for tomorrow with the rheumatologist. Don't want more jabs, and if I go on my meds like I'm supposed to I'm in trouble from my mum but if not I could have serious bone issues :/ I don't know what to do. Ugh.

Sorry, huggles and my best wishes are all I have right now. Might be back in later *cuddles* x

SoMuchMore 31-10-2010 06:30 PM

I'm really low and can't concentrate on my uni work. I feel like im failing.. at multiple things in life - school, friends, family, work... Can I please just hide away forever? maybe being completely alone would be easier.

SoMuchMore 31-10-2010 06:38 PM

sorry. Im in a bad spot, but its no excuse for being a bad wardie.

*hugs mark* your dinner sounds delicious!

*hugs felicia* I'm sorry you are having a hard time with feeling low as well. it is extremely cold today too = doesn't help. I would go back to bed if i could.

*hugs sarah* glad that your glasses are great! You have to do what is best for your health, no matter what your mom wants.

Doikers 31-10-2010 06:40 PM

*Hugs Sarah* I think you should take meds if you need them even if you Mum gets mad , You have to look after yourself hun .

*Hugs Laura* It woulden't be easier to be totally alone even if it seems it now , I'm sure you're not failing at everything .

I.Want.A.Drink , How is it fair that I can't have one? I didn't pick up a bottle or can or whatever and say to myself ?" ?Right Mark , time to drink yourself asleep for years until you have to have help" So I don't drink , I cut , and I'm seriously considering doing that (again) today . I know , I have a roof over my head and food and the internet, I'm just not happy *Sigh* My Life , revoles around Substance use and S.I. :(:(:(:(

xxjuliexx 31-10-2010 06:49 PM

*curls up* i dont wanna i dont wanna i'm so nervos i feel sick

Doikers 31-10-2010 06:52 PM

It will be fine Julie , can you distract yourself somehow , put on some happy energetic music , or read a book perhaps?

xxjuliexx 31-10-2010 06:55 PM

i have to get the bus to the hospital i could just miss the bus...

nicole94 31-10-2010 07:07 PM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 31-10-2010 07:30 PM

*Hugs Julie*

*Hugs Nicole* How are you this halloween night?

xxjuliexx 31-10-2010 07:31 PM

halloween was yesterday

nicole94 31-10-2010 07:33 PM

*hugs mark* i'm good thanks, you? although i have the most amaazing urge to go to my neighbours house (the crazy one) and trick or treat, i would love to see her face! lol.

nicole94 31-10-2010 07:34 PM

*hugs julie* halloween is today in england :D

xxjuliexx 31-10-2010 08:07 PM

i dont wanna go

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