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Doikers 23-09-2010 08:11 PM

Well I just took a Diazepam , I SO need today to be over , I have an appointment with Kat who is covering for my nurse tomorrow , I think it might help to speak to someone in person and I like Kat .
Tomorrow after my Dad finishes work he is picking me up and taking me back to my parents where I am seeing my Uncle and Aunt and cousin who are coming over from California , I've never met my cousin , he is 3 or 4 and was born in the states .So anyway I might be a bit less on the ward over the weekend as I'm away but will try to get on as much as I can .

*Hugs for Helen*

*Hugs Louise* Whats up Louise?

Scarletdreamer 23-09-2010 08:21 PM

Hels, you can feel free to PM me or whatever. I wish I could help you though, think I have an idea of what's going on but (obviously) not sure. Sending cuddles your way, love!!

Laura, you can PM me too, if it would help. Just to get it out, you know? *hugs gently*

Lia, you can PM me if you don't want to tell the whole ward yet... just to see how it feels telling someone something. I don't know, that might sound stupid, but I know you've felt comfortable telling me stuff before so... well, just a thought. *gentle hugs*

*hugs Shadow13* Hi, we've not "officially" met yet, I'm April. :) I'm sorry to hear that you've cut, but at least you're looking after them... :( But as Nicole said, just look at it in blips in the road to recovery (well, had to rephrase it a bit so I wouldn't be stealing it, now, didn't I? :P). Glad you're posting here, though, it's good to get out how you feel somewhere, and this is a very supportive and friendly place to be posting. :)

Erm so to all who've asked how I am... meh, not the best, not the worst, kinda in the middle. Really tired but not as bad as I've been before this time of day. Reason being? - my NP cut out my morning dose of Neurontin (gabapentin) in the hopes that it wouldn't make me so sleeeeeeepy come afternoon. I think it might be working, but I don't know for sure. Bleh.

I'm cranky though. And I hate it when I get cranky. >:( It really sucks FEELING this way and ACTING this way because I tend to snap at people, or vow not to speak to them if I've felt that they've slighted me in the least. I mean, my mum annoyed me earlier today and now I'm (stupidly and YES I CAN SEE that it's stupidly, heh) vowing that I'm not going to talk to her next phone call I make to my parents. But of course I will talk with her, it's just stupid being the way I am being right now. Childish (in the bad sense of the word), even. ARGH!!!! :'(

Okies, I'll shut up now...

SoMuchMore 23-09-2010 08:25 PM

*hugs mark* hope you have fun with your family!

*hugs helen* don't worry about it at all. I'm always around if you want to talk. I wont think its whining i promise.

*hugs louise* you alright?

*hugs april* sorry that you are feeling cranky. It happens to everyone sometimes though. Glad that you are okay-ish. Hope that the reduction of meds helps with the tiredness. I hate being tired all the time.

*hugs everyone else*

I might PM someone later.. idk yet. Have to go to class first.

Louise 23-09-2010 08:27 PM

feeling low and a bit unsafe.

FlyingNy 23-09-2010 08:30 PM

Thanks April, but it's what I already told you that time. I'm trying to decide if I'm ready to announce this to the whole ward or not. I don't know what I want out of it. Somone else to know I guess. Someone to take me seriously, believe me.

Oh, and on the lol side of life, I had a dream about the music teacher last night. She was teaching my psychology lesson (???) and my friend Emma was in love with her. I began to freak out about something unknown and got really upset in the lesson. I covered my face and tried to block out what Emma was saying and then I opened my eyes and my music teacher was standing right next to me and she was being so nice and asking what was wrong and if I was OK, it wasn't a bad dream but now I'm really scared of her for some reason...

Louise 23-09-2010 08:31 PM

we are here for you lia

Doikers 23-09-2010 08:37 PM

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Laura*

FlyingNy 23-09-2010 08:41 PM

Thanks Lousie. Same goes for you. Try and keep yourself safe. *Hugs*

*Hugs Mark*

MammaMia 23-09-2010 08:42 PM

*hugs everyone*

April & Laura, I'll PM you both now. Thank you x

Doikers 23-09-2010 08:45 PM

Oh, I need the darkness
The sweetness
The sadness
The weakness
Oh, I need this

I'm heading to bed in a few.

Goodnight Wardies *Hugs*

In the words of Paramore " Somehow everythings gonna fall right into place"
I'm hanging on to those words tonight.

FlyingNy 23-09-2010 08:46 PM

*Hugs Helen* I think I know what's going on. Am I right? I'm here for you if you reckon a third party would help.

*Hugs Mark* night night. I hope you're alright :S

Kahlia1981 23-09-2010 09:08 PM

*hugs all*

Mark: Glad I could offer something that might be useful. By the way, I hope your friend is doing okay. *hugs*

April: The arm in question is the one I had surgery on to "fix". We had to gut our computers to transplant them into new cases to fix some overheating problems and in the process I put my arm through movements and angles that have left me in extreme pain. I couldn't sleep last night (without sleeping pills and extreme pain meds) because of the pain and still woke exceptionally early. *huggles*

Sorry for the lack of individuals. I feel like a bad wardie. :-(

MammaMia 23-09-2010 09:18 PM

Lia, could you PM me sweetheart what you thinks going on? I can tell you via PM whether you're right or not. I wasn't sure if you were able to handle a PM from me explain it all, hence me not including you.

Mark, please stay safe. I hope you sleep well.

Kahlia, you're not a bad wardie! *cuddles tightly*

shadowedsoul 23-09-2010 09:21 PM

Huggles all, argh I really had enough. Argh just argh!!!

MammaMia 23-09-2010 09:24 PM

You're not the only one Jill. But it won't always be this bad.

shadow13 23-09-2010 10:12 PM

*sits by new friends as tears run down face* Why won't they stop? I don't want to cry anymore today. hugs please? :crying:

FlyingNy 23-09-2010 10:20 PM

*Hugs shadow13 tightly.* I'm Lia. Do you have a name you want us to call you, or would you rather be shadow13? You don't have to give your real name if you're worried about being 'found'. Do you want to share what's bothing you? We're a nice bunch for the most part and won't eat you or anything :)

*Hugs Jill* Sorry you're feeling so low. Is there anything we can do to help?


xx

shadowedsoul 23-09-2010 10:49 PM

big bear hugs for shadow13. hello names jill are you okay?
hugs lia, i know what would help, but im not even going there. sorry

SparkleKitten 23-09-2010 10:56 PM

Haven't felt this bad in a long time. Feel terrible. Not even overly sure why either :(

FlyingNy 23-09-2010 11:18 PM

*Hugs Sarah* I'm sorry you're feeling so low. I know it's especaially frustrating when you don't even know why.

I'm also sorry for my earlier post and making you all worry then I never even said what it was and everything. I will one day. Maybe soon. Sorry.


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