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Scarletdreamer 16-07-2010 02:03 AM

Sorry I've been so quiet the past few days, just have felt that I have nothing to contribute. And there have been about 3.5 pages of posts since I last posted so individual replies are pretty much out of the question. :(

I'm exhausted right now - it's just hit 9pm and I'm thinking of popping off to bed shortly. Had awful nightmares last night that actually woke me up at one point (they hardly ever do that)... so yeah. :( I hate it when that happens.


*cuddles all*

Kahlia1981 16-07-2010 02:20 AM

*cuddles all - especially those who are struggling or feeling low*

Feeling cold. BUT ... my software arrived from Adobe. I should feel excited, and in a way I do, but I don't .... if that makes sense.

But I'm freezing ... *grumble*

I'm sorry I can't give my support at the moment. I feel bad about that. All I can offer is *hugs* to those who can accept and *warm wishes* to absolutely everybody.

Luke (I think it was) - I have an appointment with my psychiatrist in two weeks, but my doc asked me to email him each week with how I was going. Normally he emails back when he makes a request like that to sort of acknowledge/give encouragement and sometimes make changes. I guess that's why I feel a bit ... lost ... in that department. Don't really know. Guess I just feel like I'm struggling with nowhere to turn.

Keep hitting brick walls (metaphorically). *sigh* Have a big email to write and I've been asking my housemat to help me with it since last week. Hoping to corner him about it today. He said he would do it but stuff just keeps popping up.

Sorry, talking too much about myself.

*leaves hugs and safe care packages on the table with some tropical fruits: mangoes, rambutans and lychees etc, and all sorts of no-cal treats for everyone*

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 02:30 AM

Hey all.

April, was wondering when we were going to hear from you. Sorry you're not doing too good right now sweetie. I know how you feel about dreaming, I'm not sleeping right now although it's half two in the morning because I had a nightmare last night. It was horrible, there was a murderer and I was in the same room and he was after me. It was dark and I had to hide and I knew he would kill me if he found me and I felt so scared although it was just a dream and he had already killed everyone else. I got away, but they never caught him and I knew he was still out there, looking for me. Then Ronnie Mitchell from EastEnders was there (which is a nightmare enough it itself) and that was when it got a bit random. Anyway, I don't know why I told you that. As a quote from my favourite musical says 'there is nothing more boring than someone trying to describe their dreams to you'.

Kahlia- Good luck with you appointment Kahlia, I don't really know what else to say right now, so I'll give hugs instead *massive hugs*.


I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 02:52 AM

The wind's really fierce outside and I keep thinking I hear things. My nightmare's still in my head and I know I'm being childish, but I'm scared and in a way it's a comfort that I sound about 5 because then I can go back to a time when I thought everything was right with the world even though my own was so very wrong.

Edit- and now I'm all alone in here, which is not helping. Big creepy ward all to myself.

SoMuchMore 16-07-2010 06:09 AM

*hides in the corner and cries*
sorry, i cant do individuals.. thinking of all of you.

misskitty112 16-07-2010 06:11 AM


Originally Posted by Fallinstar0317 (Post 2404066)
*hides in the corner and cries*
sorry, i cant do individuals.. thinking of all of you.

It's alright. Take care of you.

As for me, I'm just popping in to say goodnight. It's 1 AM and I am going to go reread The Awakening (my go to when I've had a rough time book) and sleep.

Doikers 16-07-2010 10:26 AM

Have fun everyone who is going to London :) Citys make me anxious but I hope you both have a good time.

Good luck with your Dr's appointment today Jessica :)

*Group hugs *

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 11:20 AM

Morning all. Eventully went to bed at around 4am. Mangaged to keep the nightmare away.

*HUgs all*

*Extra cuddles for Laura* What's the matter sweetie?


Doikers 16-07-2010 11:31 AM

*Morning Hugs Lia* I'm glad you slept well and kept the nightmare at bay :)

*Spots Kahlia and Hugs*

Scarletdreamer 16-07-2010 12:00 PM

I spy Mark!! *glomps* Hehe... :) How are you, big bro?

*cuddles Laura* What's up, sweetie??

*cuddles Lia* I'm glad that you managed to keep the nightmare away. I had nightmares again last night, people trying to kill me again - it gets really old as that is basically what all my nightmares are about. :( Scary as hell but somehow I always make it through alive, if not because I wake up before I get killed. :-X Anyway... How are you doing, love? Any plans for today?

*cuddles everyone else that she's stupidly missed* I know there haven't been a ton of posts but I am too tired atm to do individuals... sorry. :-S

I'm going to do bloodwork today. I'm a bit nervous about that, for whatever reason... am not usually nervous, guess I'm afraid they'll find something bad. :-S I don't know. Guhhhh. :( Stupid stupid stupid. But that's really all the plan(s) that I have for today. Maybe I'll play WoW a lot, maybe I'll try to find some jobs to apply to (I'm terrified of doing so, though!!), maybe I'll do an epic paper journal entry (am getting good at those >_<). I don't know. And I will probably exercise in some way, shape, or form, and eat healthily. Blah.

Am so exhausted. Per usual of course. :( ARGH.

*extra cuddles for those who needs them, then goes & hides in the warren*

Doikers 16-07-2010 12:07 PM

April Hi!!*Hugs* I'm ok just about(Makes a nice change) , waiting for my Dad to pop by this lunchtime , I am just noodling about on my computer , listening to The Bathroom girl on youtube and Flyleaf / Dixie Chicks (Weird combo) on my stereo .
I'm sure your bloods will be fine , and exersising and eating well is good ( if tiresome from time to time) :) DAD's HERE

xxjuliexx 16-07-2010 12:22 PM

night all

Doikers 16-07-2010 12:31 PM

Night Julie :)

shadowedsoul 16-07-2010 01:07 PM

Hmm =\

Doikers 16-07-2010 01:42 PM

Hi Jill * Hugs* Good Hmm or Bad Hmm?

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 01:52 PM

*Hugs Jill* You alright sweetie?


shadowedsoul 16-07-2010 02:02 PM

Thanks mark it's a bad hmm. Hugs lia back no not really (shrugs shoulders) don't know how to explain. to much stuff going around my head.

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 02:09 PM

Explain on your own terms. You don't have to at all if you don't want, but we're all here for you sweet.

shadowedsoul 16-07-2010 02:21 PM

Thanks Hun. Just feel very low today, kind of want to give up. Hmm =\ it's 2.30 here and I'm still inky pj don't really feel like going for a shower,just want to go back to bed and just stay there.

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 02:34 PM

Well you're not allowed I'm afraid. We'd all miss you here and you must have something to hold on for as you have done all this time. If you give up now, everything you have done so far would be for nothing. So please hold on Jill, we're all here and you'll never be alone. *Hugs*


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