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YodaBearInterrupted 04-06-2011 04:47 PM

*gives all in here a hug*

Don't mind me, I am just going to sit here and write and softly cry as I do. I dunno why I feel this way, I just do. Oh well.

ljmeep 04-06-2011 04:57 PM

I know the feeling, hun. Been doing a lot of writing myself, though I can't seem to cry... that's a first for me... tears usually come so easy, but it's like I'm all cried out...

*hugs*

Laura2.0 04-06-2011 05:40 PM

*hugs Mark* sober is good.
*hugs lj* I know the feeling
*hugs YodaBear* and I know that feeling too. I havent been able to cry for weeks even though I really wanted to. Then I was able to but I was in public and had to stop myself. meh

My dad wants to sell 'my' horse. I don't think I can be when I don't have 'my' horse. Don't know what to do.

aklx 04-06-2011 05:58 PM

*lays on floor*

Laura2.0 04-06-2011 06:08 PM

*joins MrsPan*

Cazki 04-06-2011 06:28 PM

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Yodabear*

*Hugs Lj*

I'm sorry im really sorry, please forgive me

Laura2.0 04-06-2011 06:31 PM

*hugs Ian* do you want to talk about what happened?

Doikers 04-06-2011 06:45 PM

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs YodaBear*

*Hugs Laura* I'm sorry ~Hun , Could you tell him you need your horse?

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Ian* Are you Okay?

Laura2.0 04-06-2011 06:46 PM

he knows that I need the horse. He knew it since he sold the other horse we used to have.

ljmeep 05-06-2011 02:11 AM

*returns all the hugs then shuffles over to the nearest sofa and curls up in a ball*

I feel so off it's rediculus... *sigh*

ljmeep 05-06-2011 02:13 AM

so sorry about your horse, Laura. That really sucks. :(

misskitty112 05-06-2011 03:07 AM

*hugs ward*

ljmeep 05-06-2011 03:13 AM

my house is so quiet now... the kids are all sleeping and hubby's at work... kinda leaves me with nothing but my thoughts... kinda scary. Wish I wasn't feeling so off today... :(

even writing doesn't seem to help much right now... it would really help if I could pin point why I'm feeling so off... *sigh*

Laura2.0 05-06-2011 09:55 AM

*hides under the bed*

*hugs all*

Doikers 05-06-2011 09:59 AM

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Laura* *Peeks under the bed* Are you okay hun?

Laura2.0 05-06-2011 10:10 AM

*hugs mark* how are you?

I don't know what to do. Conflicting emotions.
I know the solutions to the conflict, but I'm unable to do it.

My sister and mom saw the scars on my thigh, cause I didn't notice that my shorts moved up a bit when I sat down.

Doikers 05-06-2011 01:13 PM

*Hugs Laura* what did they say Hun?

Doikers 05-06-2011 04:46 PM

I know this isn't possible but I can smell vodka (Or similar) I haven't drunk this month , I have NO spirits in the flat , this is .........unsettling

Louise 05-06-2011 07:21 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 05-06-2011 07:25 PM

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

ljmeep 05-06-2011 07:53 PM

*curls up in corner to read Twilight Breaking Dawn... again*

Louise 05-06-2011 09:11 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2838579)
*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

I am not bad, how are you?

Doikers 05-06-2011 09:28 PM

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Louise* I feel better than yesterday thanks :)

YodaBearInterrupted 05-06-2011 11:20 PM

*hugs everyone*

I can't break this vicious cycle... for a lil while I am good and can do stuff... then BAM all I want to do is nothing and just cry. But I can't do that, so I have to suck it up till later... thats when the monsters come out to play :(

Cazki 05-06-2011 11:34 PM

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Yodabear* Are you ok? I'm here if you want to chat

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Kitty*

*Hugs lj*

YodaBearInterrupted 05-06-2011 11:35 PM

*hugs Atlantica back*

How are you doing?

Cazki 05-06-2011 11:37 PM

Thanks :) im so so, are you ok?

YodaBearInterrupted 05-06-2011 11:39 PM

Bouncing around I think. One moment I feel frightened of something, the next I am fine and the such. I dunno what is going on, but its weird

Cazki 05-06-2011 11:42 PM

Oh im sorry its horrible when your mood and that goes up and down. I just wish there was more i could say and do to help. Your a great guy :)

YodaBearInterrupted 05-06-2011 11:47 PM

I certainly hope so... I can never figure that out for myself to be honest. (re your last sentence/comment)

Something just doesn't feel right... and I don't know what it is right now.

*hands you brownies :)*

frenchhorn 05-06-2011 11:59 PM

*hugs all*

I'm back from my orchestral week away.

YodaBearInterrupted 06-06-2011 12:11 AM

*hugs Oliver* (I think thats your name right?)

How did it go?

frenchhorn 06-06-2011 12:15 AM

*hugs Matt* yes Oliver is right.

The week went well, although I'm not doing so well now, seriously suicidal and want to OD
hows you?

Cazki 06-06-2011 12:43 AM

Hey Oliver! :) I'm really sorry that you rnot doing well. *Hugs Oliver*

YodaBearInterrupted 06-06-2011 03:11 AM

*hugs Oliver* I am sorry you feel that way, I also wish right now I could do some SH, but I am trying to resist. I know you can too :)

Doikers 06-06-2011 10:07 AM

*Hugs YodaBear*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver* welcome back :)

Laura2.0 06-06-2011 10:28 AM

*hugs all* sorry I don't have the time to read all the reply properly.

Mark: they asked me 'whats that on your leg' and I did the usual crappy excuses.
'I got caught in a barbed wire fence'. I always say that.

Doikers 06-06-2011 01:19 PM

*Hugs Laura*

dontwantyoutoknow 06-06-2011 02:25 PM

Hey everyone, sorry I've not been around lately. Don't really know where my head's at.

*hugs everyone*

Does anybody want to connect on Tumblr, Facebook or Deviant Art?

I wish there was a way to subscribe to RYL users, so that you can see when they start a thread without having to check their profiles. So wardies, please please PM me a link if you start a thread and need some support. A lot of the time I don't have words and just leave a hug, but I will always listen/read. I don't go through the whole boards much. Any one got a blog or journal they want me to keep up with? Whether on here or elsewhere.

*makes everyone a cuppa*

Doikers 06-06-2011 03:38 PM

*Hugs MJ* If you want to be Facebook friends I'll PM you ?

YodaBearInterrupted 06-06-2011 03:49 PM

I give up. Meh. Its for the best I guess

Doikers 06-06-2011 04:42 PM

Don't give up YodaBear *Huge Hugs*

YodaBearInterrupted 06-06-2011 04:52 PM

*hugs back* I am trying not to, but I would like to. :/

PoisonedApple 06-06-2011 05:57 PM

*hugs everyone then sits in a corner* well **** a duck I meant to come back up to my office and make a thread and reply to people but R is out sick so I have to cover the front all day except my break and lunch... I guess I'll post more at lunchtime.

PS~ *special hugs Mark* good job on your sobriety!

aklx 06-06-2011 05:59 PM

Sosososo ****ing Angry!

Doikers 06-06-2011 06:31 PM

*YodaBear*

*Hugs Crimson* Thank you hun :) I'm sorry you're stuck at the front desk.

*Hugs Mrs Pan* Whats up hun?

YodaBearInterrupted 06-06-2011 06:53 PM

*hugs doikers, crimson and mrs pan*

What's up Mrs Pan?

*sits in the corner* I am going to just cry here, don't know... I guess this will help

Louise 06-06-2011 08:29 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 06-06-2011 08:46 PM

*Hugs Louise*

Louise 06-06-2011 08:47 PM

how are you mark


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