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*gives all in here a hug*
Don't mind me, I am just going to sit here and write and softly cry as I do. I dunno why I feel this way, I just do. Oh well. |
I know the feeling, hun. Been doing a lot of writing myself, though I can't seem to cry... that's a first for me... tears usually come so easy, but it's like I'm all cried out...
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*hugs Mark* sober is good.
*hugs lj* I know the feeling *hugs YodaBear* and I know that feeling too. I havent been able to cry for weeks even though I really wanted to. Then I was able to but I was in public and had to stop myself. meh My dad wants to sell 'my' horse. I don't think I can be when I don't have 'my' horse. Don't know what to do. |
*lays on floor*
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*joins MrsPan*
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*Hugs Mark*
*Hugs Laura* *Hugs Yodabear* *Hugs Lj* I'm sorry im really sorry, please forgive me |
*hugs Ian* do you want to talk about what happened?
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*Hugs Kelly*
*Hugs YodaBear* *Hugs Laura* I'm sorry ~Hun , Could you tell him you need your horse? *Hugs Mrs Pan* *Hugs Ian* Are you Okay? |
he knows that I need the horse. He knew it since he sold the other horse we used to have.
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*returns all the hugs then shuffles over to the nearest sofa and curls up in a ball*
I feel so off it's rediculus... *sigh* |
so sorry about your horse, Laura. That really sucks. :(
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*hugs ward*
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my house is so quiet now... the kids are all sleeping and hubby's at work... kinda leaves me with nothing but my thoughts... kinda scary. Wish I wasn't feeling so off today... :(
even writing doesn't seem to help much right now... it would really help if I could pin point why I'm feeling so off... *sigh* |
*hides under the bed*
*hugs all* |
*Hugs Kelly*
*Hugs Felicia* *Hugs Laura* *Peeks under the bed* Are you okay hun? |
*hugs mark* how are you?
I don't know what to do. Conflicting emotions. I know the solutions to the conflict, but I'm unable to do it. My sister and mom saw the scars on my thigh, cause I didn't notice that my shorts moved up a bit when I sat down. |
*Hugs Laura* what did they say Hun?
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I know this isn't possible but I can smell vodka (Or similar) I haven't drunk this month , I have NO spirits in the flat , this is .........unsettling
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hugs everyone
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*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?
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*curls up in corner to read Twilight Breaking Dawn... again*
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Quote:
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*Hugs Kelly*
*Hugs Louise* I feel better than yesterday thanks :) |
*hugs everyone*
I can't break this vicious cycle... for a lil while I am good and can do stuff... then BAM all I want to do is nothing and just cry. But I can't do that, so I have to suck it up till later... thats when the monsters come out to play :( |
*Hugs Mark*
*Hugs Laura* *Hugs Yodabear* Are you ok? I'm here if you want to chat *Hugs Louise* *Hugs Kitty* *Hugs lj* |
*hugs Atlantica back*
How are you doing? |
Thanks :) im so so, are you ok?
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Bouncing around I think. One moment I feel frightened of something, the next I am fine and the such. I dunno what is going on, but its weird
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Oh im sorry its horrible when your mood and that goes up and down. I just wish there was more i could say and do to help. Your a great guy :)
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I certainly hope so... I can never figure that out for myself to be honest. (re your last sentence/comment)
Something just doesn't feel right... and I don't know what it is right now. *hands you brownies :)* |
*hugs all*
I'm back from my orchestral week away. |
*hugs Oliver* (I think thats your name right?)
How did it go? |
*hugs Matt* yes Oliver is right.
The week went well, although I'm not doing so well now, seriously suicidal and want to OD hows you? |
Hey Oliver! :) I'm really sorry that you rnot doing well. *Hugs Oliver*
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*hugs Oliver* I am sorry you feel that way, I also wish right now I could do some SH, but I am trying to resist. I know you can too :)
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*Hugs YodaBear*
*Hugs Ian* *Hugs Oliver* welcome back :) |
*hugs all* sorry I don't have the time to read all the reply properly.
Mark: they asked me 'whats that on your leg' and I did the usual crappy excuses. 'I got caught in a barbed wire fence'. I always say that. |
*Hugs Laura*
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Hey everyone, sorry I've not been around lately. Don't really know where my head's at.
*hugs everyone* Does anybody want to connect on Tumblr, Facebook or Deviant Art? I wish there was a way to subscribe to RYL users, so that you can see when they start a thread without having to check their profiles. So wardies, please please PM me a link if you start a thread and need some support. A lot of the time I don't have words and just leave a hug, but I will always listen/read. I don't go through the whole boards much. Any one got a blog or journal they want me to keep up with? Whether on here or elsewhere. *makes everyone a cuppa* |
*Hugs MJ* If you want to be Facebook friends I'll PM you ?
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I give up. Meh. Its for the best I guess
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Don't give up YodaBear *Huge Hugs*
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*hugs back* I am trying not to, but I would like to. :/
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*hugs everyone then sits in a corner* well **** a duck I meant to come back up to my office and make a thread and reply to people but R is out sick so I have to cover the front all day except my break and lunch... I guess I'll post more at lunchtime.
PS~ *special hugs Mark* good job on your sobriety! |
Sosososo ****ing Angry!
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*YodaBear*
*Hugs Crimson* Thank you hun :) I'm sorry you're stuck at the front desk. *Hugs Mrs Pan* Whats up hun? |
*hugs doikers, crimson and mrs pan*
What's up Mrs Pan? *sits in the corner* I am going to just cry here, don't know... I guess this will help |
hugs everyone
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*Hugs Louise*
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how are you mark
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