:crying:

*cuddles April tight*

*cuddles Oliver back* I... don't know how I feel. Stunned, I guess. Out of it, definitely. Just... I don't know. It doesn't quite feel real.

And on top of THAT, I'm anxious. DAMN YOU, ANXIETY!!!!!! :crying:

*cuddles April* sorry you feel so anxious, anything to calm you, green tea? something fun to do? sorry i'm not more help

It's okay. I think I'm going to go take a cool-ish shower, then read in bed for awhile. Am reading a lot of books right now & one of which is one that I can lose myself in quite easily... so yeah. Should be good for trying to forget about that news... :( It's too warm for tea but I might try it later if I'm still awake & the apartment is cool enough.

*cuddles all*

ok *cuddles April* i hope the shower and reading help and that you can sleep.

bet its not pathetic whatev reason you're stressed bout wknd oliver <3

*hugs april tight as possible <3*

*cuddles all*

Sorry to hear about your friend April :(

*Hugs April* I'm sorry to hear about your friend too April .

*Hugs everyone else*

Hi Beki * Waves * I'm Mark .

Good morning everyone. *cuddles all*

Got to sleep after reading for about 15 minutes, was exhausted. Jarrod came to bed around 2am. GRRRR. :-X Stupid WoW. Anyway...

Today we're gonna go to a museum in the area, since it's gonna be a horrifically hot & humid day. That should be kinda fun. Anyone else have any plans??

*extra cuddles*

Sorry, am not very talkative as I just got up. :(

*hugs April* museum sounds good, I love museum especially if they have lots of gruesome historical facts, or have loads of stuff about the Tudors!!
I hope you have fun. I'm off to my grandma's 80th bday party, abut 40 people, mostly all over 50 other than me and my sister, thats what I'm stressed about, lots of strange people n a small area. Although I'm driving there, about 1 hour 30 mins down the motorway.
I also spy you hehe *glomps*

Spies Mark *glomps* how are you this morning?

*hugs Hels, Heather, Hiding, and all others who have been in over the night/day for you*

OOhhhh I stayed in bed too long this morning , stupid lack of motivation and general numbness :S

What kind of museum is it April? I Like museums , at least I think I do , haven't been in one for a while. I have no plans heh , I'm going for a walk just for the exercise and so I can put it on my "Daily Diary" for my nurse , I could lie and say I did it and not do it but thats just not me ....

*Hugs Oliver* Have a good time at your grandmas 80th birthday , I hope the drive is ok.

It's a glass museum, but it currently has a show on about medieval glass. :) So I'm looking forward to that... should be nice. Plus, it'll get Jarrod and me away from the computers & a warm apartment for awhile. >_< He did a raid on WoW last night, which is why I said "stupid WoW" - I don't know... it just pissed me off that he was doing that, without me especially, when we had hardly done anything at all yesterday together. :( I guess the quote on my FB profile is right: "Loneliness is not always being alone. It is also lonely to be without love. I am not lonely because no one loves me, I am because I do not love myself." I am so lonely, even when Jarrod's home... I don't know. It's just frustrating. :(

Anyway. Enough whinging about that... I should go & take my meds & get some breakfast, get dressed, etc. :-S I hope that today goes well, as Jarrod's planning on raiding again tonight. :(

Hugs everyone.
Hmm heading to glasgow for the weekend and normally I'm excited but I really can't be bothered at all, got 4 days off and all I want to do is curl up in a ball and hide. =(

hey beki~
my aunt had bells palsy for a short time. (sorry if i seem excited or something just never heard anyone else mention it before)

my aunt has breast cancer that warped into bone cancer.. not sure if it was the chemo that cause the bell's or just coincedence..but she only had it maybe a few weeks.. i think i remember her saying something about it being triggered by the chicken pox virus that we carry in our bodies from childhood??
*shrug* not sure.
anyhow hope you dont struggle too much with it. from what my cousins told me.. it is sorta scarey.. cause well they thought my aunt had had a stroke.

take care hon
Hiding

we did hav plans but wel it to hot outsid to go zoo. i kina sad cuz i waz reeli cited to go zoo, but it ok cuz we hav werk tomoro cuz boss is a big meenie hed.
Sarah

*cuddles everyone*
My cast is going out to eat after the performance today... and I'm so nervous.

OOOhhhhh Have a good time out Felicia! :) *Hugs*

Grr Sarah , I'm sorry you didn't get to go to the zoo but maybe you can go another time soon.

hi guys and girls,

i dont know any of you right now. ive been away for a while. and well...my life has taken a turn for the worst and i just dont care about doing anything. i managed to do some dishes, laundry, and vaccuum last night, then i took care of the kid this morning....i would have preferred to do none of that. but i had to. now, i havent slept all night....im exhausted and simply cant sleep....so im just hanging out on RYL to stay occupied. thanks for letting me share. and nice to meet you guys.