*Hugs Kahlia tightly back*

*holds Dayna and removes any dangerous items from within reach*

*Clings to*

*continues holding Dayna*

Sorry it took so long to respond, things haven't been brilliant here ....

Tis alright *hugs back*. I'd stay around to talk with you a bit more, but I have to go in five mins x_O

Dayna, I just hope that you are feeling a little better, and if not, that you are able to find a way of feeling a bit better. *hugs you tightly*

hmm..........curls into a tight ball in the corner of the room, puts a blanket over my head. hmm not coming out of here. cant do this really cant. too much pressure. crys my eyes out.

Hi everyone *Hugs all*

Welll today was realy fun (not). I was discharged for the psyc unit and then stuffed around by social security. I had a major panic attack at school tonight. That wasn't fun. The hard part was was that my head was coming up with new ways to SI with the art tools we were using. I new it was eithr give up and leave or so somthing stupid. So I ended up leaving early and getting one of my classmates to drop me home. I am soooo tired.

While I was one the ward I didn't inform my family as they react wierd. Like the illness is theres. Well they can have it if they want. When my mum found out she cracked a mickey at me. I realy didn't ned that. But she gave me a lift to the local shopping centre to get my medication. I find it so hard to talk about my illness with them as they always change the subject. It seems there is no pleasing them.

Sorry bout the rant just needed it out, although it hasn't changed my mood.

Hope everyone is good or atleast things are improving to your favour.

*Hugs and chocolate biscuits for all*

*hugs everyone*

Nicole - I know what you mean about telling your parents, mine only know about half the story and we have never ever spoken about si or my previous suicide attempts. I am always here if you need an ear to bend *hugs*

*cuddles Kahlia and Danya* how you both doing now?

*hugs Helen* excellent news on making it to nine months

*hugs shadowedsoul*

I'm in my usual I hate Mondays mood but I am 2 weeks free today and working on keeping it that way. Soooo tired today.

*leaves hugs and mini eggs for everyone*

Giving up now - had enough now-
loan still hasnt come through
being made homeless on wednesday
have no job
no money
nothing

I have two choices
live on the streets
or
go back to scotland

if i got back to scotland i lose my partner for good, not only that but i will lose everything i have fought(sp?) for down here like my freedom and getting finally clear of everything!!!

But i have no house
no where to stay
no friends to stay with
no money to get anywhere to stay
the council wont help me because i have no connections to the area!
i dont know what to do!!!
im scared and alone
and all i want to do is cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hugs to every one in here.
so very tired and washed out need to lay down in here for a bit.

*hugs Kat* how are you?

*hugs Dayna" are you feeling any better?

*hugs FreeSpirit**hugs MaryAnne**hugs Helen*

*hugs Nicole* I can't tell my parents anything, they don't understand, hope you're feeling less triggered though

*hugs Nikki* good luck finding somewhere to stay, doesn't your boyfriend have some friends you could stay with? sorry probably not helpful, hope you are ok

*hugs Shadowed Soul* remember if you ever want to chat feel free to send me a message

*hugs Jade if she's around* and everybody else who's hiding in the corners.

late for work...

sorry that sounds particularly rubbish *big hugs and squishes to everybody* I hope a ray of sunshine isn't far away, please keep fighting. *leaves a vast array of dvds and pizza and cake and tea*

*Big hugs for Helen* Congratulations on making it to nine months hun, that's a huge acheivment!!

*Hugs Nicole, Dayna, Kahlia, Kat, Mary Anne, Nikki, wildly insane (sorry babe, forgot your name again! I really do suck at names, takes me ages to remember them!)*
*Hugs anyone else that I've missed*
Hope the people who haven't checked in recently are okay. And hope everyone is keeping up the good fight. xxxx

Oh, and I'm 132 hours free of smoking :D x

Congrats arwen

Keep it up!!!

still no loan still no credit card!!!
i have got a job interview tomorrow in birmingham but that doesnt help becasue i might not have anywhere to stay!!!

Help i dont know what to do anymore!!!

My partners mates all live with their folks so its hard to find somewhere!!!! eeep!!!1

Thanks Jem :) It's pretty hard, but I'm really trying!

Thank you sweetie, hope you're staying strong :D

Thank you babe :D

*hugs Mary Anne* Thank you sweetie and congratulations on your two weeks :D

*big hugs for Arwen* Thank you babe!!!!! Almost double number months ;)

YAAAAAAY although you're much more than this now..

I don't know how to help other than massive squishes *massive squishes for you*

*hold on tight to Helens Squishes* Thanks Helen - i've been down to my Chruch and im hoping they still believe in the Sanctuary thingy - im hoping my credit card will be through tomorrow cause at least then i can put myself up in a hotel!!!!