Tiiiiiiiiiired , a bit low a bit numb about my Grandma . But I'm coping thanks Helen.

*hugs Mark tightly*

Thanks Helen I needed that *Hugs back*

*Hugs Mark*
*Hugs Helen*

I have to work in a few. Anyway, I'm very shaken up this morning

*Hugs Felicia*

I'm here if anyone needs to talk, any time.

Thankyou Lindsay *Hugs* I may need to talk a LOT late next week after my Grandmas Funeral , up until then I'm trying to stay busy .

*hugs Felicia*
*hugs Mark*

*Hugs lore* How are you?

Hey guys *cuddles* Not been feeling too great recently, and not had time to be in either... Sorry. Had my hair done yesterday to try and make me feel better -

http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...7&d=1289673970

Sorry for not being about, I'll try to be about more next week x

Hey thats pretty cool Sarah , You're Pretty :) *Hugs* Don't be sorry , offline stuff happens to us all and we all feel crap sometimes .

*hugs Ribenalion* (sorry dont know your name)

Mark: I'm confused, because the cats survived. They said they would give them more the next time.... ugh (they also told me not to tell anyone about it) How are you?

It's good that you're cat survived :) *Hugs* I'm tired and going to bed at 7pm heh , I hope to sleep until a reasonable hour tonight.

*Night time Hugs my wardies*

night Mark

Huh. I don't want to hurt anymore and I tried, but letting people within a mile of me just winds up leaving me even more shattered and broken than I was before. No use. Just no use. I just wanted you all to understand. It's not you, it's no one's fault, no one person made me the way I am, and I'll still be here for support but I think it's just easier if I keep to myself from now on. Feelings for me and me only.

Hey everyone *leaves hugs*

*Hugs Lia* I'm always here for you, honey.
*hugs Lore* I'm glad your cats survived. I'm here if you need to talk, my neighbors killed one of my cats once, so I can understand.
*Hugs Mark* Sleep well!
*Hugs Ian* How are you, my dear?

So... I'll be doing homework and stuff all night... fun fun.

im going to bed, but i loves all you guys lots <333
pm/fb always open <3

*huggles all*

Went to my friends wedding yesterday. Was really good. They had stubbie coolers for us all to take home from the reception that said "I stole this from Chris & Zoe's Wedding" with the date lol. Feeling really fragile at the moment. Really, really fragile. Can't stop thinking about doing something incredibly stupid .... Can't really focus too much on anything right now ... Meh.

?? wat r they? *cuddles Kahlia lots*