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zowie 12-07-2009 06:03 PM

That's ok Laurawr, glad to hear you're feeling better :)

*Hugs Yodabear* You can sit in here with us, we're a nice bunch.

Kat - that's a good idea, fresh starts are always good.

CrazyHayley 12-07-2009 06:33 PM

*gets angel butt off floor in corner*

I'm still an incarnated angel and I'm still ok.....but.....not quite as elated now. Maybe the realisation and adrenaline have worn off?! Shame 'cos that was such a good feeling. Had a good day yesterday seeing my best mate and her little boy, going to spiritualist church, drinking vodka in the park, spending the night chilling watching '24' on dvd with my partner. I fitted in soo much, on soo little sleep, not a good thing to do when you suffer with M.E. So perhaps thats why I'm not as elated today....I'm recovering from my antics....oh and it doesn't help that 'that time of the month' is imminent.

*goes outside to smoking shelter*

CrazyHayley 12-07-2009 06:42 PM

*sprays self with pretty smelling stuff so as to not stink of fags*

ooh, sorry forgot to give you all huggles before, don't know where my brain is.....

*huggles all in ward*

*goes to water pot plants around the ward whislt she thinks of it*

zowie 12-07-2009 10:03 PM

I'm being good tonight. Just having a couple of wine spritzers, and have managed to make it to shop closing time without buying anymore :) x

Eclectica 12-07-2009 11:24 PM

They've asked me seriously to cut down on alcohol, so I am, just for them <3

Suddenly feeling very... scared? Upset, pained, I think. I think it's cause I hurt my mum... Urgh I didn't mean to. I just can't stand people hugging me for longer than two seconds, like she did. I feel bad for snapping at her.

wildly insane 13-07-2009 12:08 AM

*hugs Kat* cutting down on alcohol can't be bad. I'm sure your mum is okay and she'll understand.

*hugs Arwen* wow that is good, I was good too, one glass of wine, it was one of my favourites as well, I think Dad finished the bottle. Glad you had a nice time with your sister. I coped - well I went to bed.

*hugs Hayley* sounds like you need some sleep hun so that angel butt can kick back into gear :)

*hugs Yodabear* we're here for you

*hugs Laurawr* glad you're feeling better :)

*hugs Shadowedseraph* I just lost it for a while, but I managed to get myself to bed, still fighting. How are you?

*hugs anyone else wanting a hug, hannahbanana, cheryl, vicki, Kahlia, Todlich, Katie, Secrets, Jem, Jazz, Shadowedsoul and I sincerely apologise if I've left anyone out, feel free to slap me*

I'm surviving.

Damnation. 13-07-2009 01:46 AM


Stomach hurts. Been hurting a lot. Keep getting spacey. Haven't been spacey for aaaaaaaaaaaages so bleh, why's my mind suddenly trying to go void again? Have had to keep fighting it off for like three or four days now

~Kaytee~ 13-07-2009 07:03 AM

I emailed my old lecturer about my marks. She said she didn't have my essay and would I mind emailing it again. Thing is.. I never did it. What do I say? :/ Feeling a bit all over the place at the moment and very confused about everything. Think I might hold off on the alcohol lol.

*cuddles todlich* hope your ok :(

glad your surviving hannah, its a start *cuddles*

zowie 13-07-2009 12:13 PM

*Hugs Kat* Well done for cutting down on the alcohol, I know how hard it is, so I'm proud of you :) And I'm sure your mum understands about the hug, she loves you so she's not going to take it too much to heart.

Hana - Well done! That's three of us trying to be good girls :P I know it wont last for me, as soon as I have more money I'll be straight down the offie or the pub! *Hugs back*

Dayna - What have you done before that has stopped the void? If you've gone a long time without being spacey, there must be something you've done to stop it? Keep fighting.

*Hugs Katie* Do you mean you never did the essay or never sent it to her? If you never sent it to her, just send it to her now and keep quiet. If you haven't actually done the essay, I think you're going to have to come clean. If you have a good excuse for not doing it, make sure you tell her.


I had really horrible dreams that were really triggering. Just waking up made me feel better. I don't feel triggered...much...anymore, but can't get those stupid dreams out of my head.
I have to go to the Jobcentre today, but I really really don't want to leave the house on my own...Feeling paranoid about the spies. But I guess I'll have to go if I want money. I think I'll stop into a pub on the way to ask about a job vacancy they have. I've been there twice to ask, but the landlord was never there. Third times a charm right?

*Hugs all round*

~Kaytee~ 13-07-2009 12:18 PM

Yeah I never did it.. it's just.. I had another big essay due the same time and I had forgotten about the essay.. although I did email the person 'looking after me' about it like 2 weeks before it I think but never heard back then forgot about it. I'm not trying to look for excuses or anything, I will admit I never did it. I just.. I've never not done an assignment before :( I guess I will just tell her what happened *sigh*

*hugs arwen* dreams are horrid, glad your feeling better though. Good luck heading out. Third time is definately a charm so I hope there's something for you there. Take care :)

shadowedseraph 13-07-2009 01:26 PM

*hugs zowie* good luck on getting out and i agree third times the charm for that pub :)

*hugs BigBear* be brave and tell her what happened im sure she'll be understanding

*hugs to all others on the ward*

What i want to know is how come i dont feel any better, i've been like this for a month now and its just not happening *curls up in a corner and bangs head into the wall*

zowie 13-07-2009 01:44 PM

**** **** ****. I was meant to go for an interview at the Jobcentre at 11:30 to discuss keeping my JSA. I've missed it. I'm praying they'll let me do it when I go to sign on later, if not I'm going to be turned down for the next two weeks' payments.

shadowedseraph 13-07-2009 03:28 PM

*hugs zowie* keep calm hunny, explain to them how difficult it is to leave the house and how your feeling at the moment and im sure you'll be ok *more hugs*

Eclectica 13-07-2009 04:02 PM

Today... I'm just not here, I don't think. But the good news is I actually slept last night, though I was in a bit of a mild panic attack all night for no reason, I don't think, unless it was about the past few days. I'm still scared n ****.

I've also stopped eating so much. So I'm trying to stop being so unfit.

Strawberry.Bananas 13-07-2009 04:03 PM

*crawls back in and hides under blanket in a dark corner*

zowie 13-07-2009 05:23 PM

Phew. I called them up and explained, and they gave me an appointment at 2:30. I got there in time, had the interview and singed on.
One downside: Went to the pub with the vacancy and she said it was filled at the weekend! Arrrghh! I went there twice to be told the landlord wasn't there, but not to worry as the applications close on the 20th. I feel really paranoid that she just looked at me and said the position was filled because she didn't like the look of me.

CrazyHayley 13-07-2009 06:52 PM

Hey all, sorry but I'm not up to individual replies, but I wanted to partake in a group hug and let you know I am paying attention to whats going on. My day of rest and hoping to reduce my M.E symptoms today didn't go according to plan as my best mate needed me to help her find out what spirit was in her flat -and not an alcoholic one! lol. So thats drained me. Anyhoo, got to visit family tomorrow so hopefully I'll be bag giving hugs and happy and recharged on wed....til then.....


shadowedseraph 13-07-2009 07:08 PM

*hugs Ecelctica* hope you get more sleep soon honey

*hugs vicki* whats up sweetie?

*hugs zowie* glad everything went ok at the js! sorry to hear about the pub, i dont think it was you though.

*joins in crazy haley's group huggle* hope you enjoy time with your family :)


I'm in a s****y mood my voices are back with avengance i can't seem to shake my depression and i want to cut. I think my parents are getting fed up with me

shadowedsoul 13-07-2009 07:56 PM

argh!!!!! ****sake i give up. what the hell is the point. might as well be dead.

Damnation. 13-07-2009 09:13 PM


Originally Posted by zowie (Post 1744381)
Dayna - What have you done before that has stopped the void? If you've gone a long time without being spacey, there must be something you've done to stop it? Keep fighting.

Well when I'm not spacey, I ain't really fighting it. Dunno how to describe it. I only really have to concentrate on fighting it when I do feel spacey. Does that make any sense? :/

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