Arwen, I'm sure you'll look fablous chick and that you don't have a pregnant belly <3

emo-fairy, how are you honey? Haven't seen you in here for agggggges (Used to be Hells)

*hugs those who'd like one*

Am really finding things hard but don't dare talk

hugs to everyone sorry haven;t been around been having toughie at the moment

Hugs secrets hope you find someone to talk to. here if you need to chat k.

Things are so screwed up at the moment

*hugs everyone*

My sling needed a wash so I'm almost completely back to touch typing.

Think I'm going to hide out in the smoking shelter for a while.

Can hardly be bothered to move. Can only just be arsed to type. \kept going spacey today. Want to hibernate til sept. Urges to cut my neck

*hugs Dayna/Todlich*

*hugs everyone she can find then goes and hides in the smoking shelter*

went to the docotr today to get some test results back. found out the HIV is progressing/mutating far faster than expected. I have virtually no white blood cells left, they've all died off, so I'm to expect to come down with virtually any contagious illness/infection over the next little while. they also figure that if this pattern or progression continues, it will become full-blown AIDS within the next 2 years.

I'm numb. beyond numb actually...

*hugs everyone*

Just to let you know I'm thinking of you

hugs papa bear, sorry its not more, im suck at this type of thing.**** i feel like crap, just want to scream and not stop. everthing was going great. now its all turned to ****. and im so damn angery. i just want to do something badly

*hugs everyone*

<offers hugs to all>

Soryr it's not more. On my way to drunken state. Yay.

ARG!!!!! i give up,why the hell do you always pick fights with me. you came into my room and started one me, then you think im talking to someone online, and when i dont show you, you think im hiding something. just fu!k off. you have just made my day worse, i want to cut shreds out of myself, and i really dont give a *****. mabye i should in future i should just keep things to myself, would be a hell of alot easer. sorry guys for this rant.

*hugs Helen and shadowedsoul*

*hugs Secrets*
*hugs MammaMia*
*hugs shadowed*
*hugs Kahlia*
*hugs everyone else*

I know that I'm quite new to the ward, so you guys don't know me very well at all. But I wanted to say thanks... just knowing that ppl are reading and bothering to give individual hugs is amazing

Does anyone feel like they lose time? Half an hour passed between posts and I don't even remember what I did >_<

*hugs Fallinstar*
*hugs BigBear* ~ I have the same problem

I feel so guilty. My housemate overdosed last night because I didn't wake up when he got the urge to do so. I logically know that it wasn't my fault but it feels like it is.

Katie *cuddles you tight* Love you

Kahlia, it really isn't your fault that they couldn't wake you up and they wouldn't want you to blame yourself *snuggles gently*

*hugs everyone else*

I'm in so much pain lol!! From cuts (boo) and blisters on my feet :S

Helen ~ thank you. My flatmate has told me straight out that it was not my fault that I can't change feeling guilty.

*hugs everyone on the ward*

hmm would it be okay if i just hide out in here. i just be in the corner, you wont even know im here.today is going to be ****, allready feel like cutting. *goes to corner hugs knees rocks*

I'm glad he did!! *cuddles*