I talked to my friend. And to her caretaker, helper, interpreter between the hospital and the rest of us. Nothing is certain, it a matter of wait and see. Today it was better, tomorrow might be a serious challenge.

So, i'm stable. My husband is being a sweetie and picking up some groceries on the way home.

On the seams of store-bought clothes, you know how there are extra threads looped over the raw edges of the fabric? That is called serging. There are serging machines for home use too.

I'm going to go see if serging mud brown linen with boring brown thread will make the proscess of hemming all that stuff, serviettes and place mats, go any faster, especially saving time at the ironing board. 40 pieces, four sides each. There is a method to make it go fast though. Then if it works with the brown, i'll try it with the white.

Thanks for reading that boring bit. Of course I'll check on y'all here when I get up in the morning, my morning that is!

Jess, i know how hard it is. *gives you a comforting hug*

*snuggles Jess*

*huggles

*huggles Susan too*

*huggles Jess, Susan, and Helen*

i'm feeling empty.
numb.
suicidal, basically.

i wish i was invisible and then nobody would miss me and i wouldn't keep feeling guilty.

I was loading the dishes into the dishwasher tonight and found a spider. I wonder if the neighbors heard me shriek?

I'm working on the job, a bit at a time. One thing about working from home, it is always easy to get in some work at odd hours.

*accepts and returns hugs*

Finally back from my trip

YES!!! i'll miss u chloe!! i've missed u for the last 3 weeks..it wouldn't be the same without u in the psych ward :-(

*hugs you lots*

*hugs you* Oh hunni, I'd miss you. I know so many of us in here would miss you.

Been discharged from the hospital. Went out last night but my meds made me feel sick, so I came home early.
I hate my meds. They give me the shakes and make alcohol have a bad effect on me.

*hugs everyone* Just popping in to say hi. I've got an appointment with the psychiatrist in a couple of weeks so I think I'm going to ask for my meds to be upped.

*hugs you two*

Welcome home Zowie :D

*Sending you all loads of hugs*

If anyone needs to chat i'm here :) well i have to go out in a minute but i should be back soonish just gotta go see a friend that don't stop worrying about me, and he wants to see me every day it's kinda annoying but oh well.

xxxEmmaxxx

*runs in and hids in her corner under her blanket and sobs*

I. Just. Feel. ****. :crying:

I'm being melodramatic, I know, but it just all seems too much at the moment, everything is happening at once, all these appointments, all this humiliation, everything :crying:

Love you all.

^ *hugs*



Low.

Zowie, you will get used to the meds and the side effects will not be so bad.

*hugs Zowie and farawayfairy and Ku and Ally*

My worries are at a low level right now, cause today's events haven't clicked into my emotions.

*hugs everyone*

*hugs susan and helen*

just wondering if i can join the vitual psych ward please? as ive just taken an od so not feeling great. hugs to everyone.
throws lots of sweets and chocolates about.

it keeps raining...it doesnt stop...i cant do this...