*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Sefka*

*Hugs Crimson*

Sorry Hugs are all I have right now......

*cuddles Mark*

*hugs Louise*

*hugs all*

The urge to OD is really really bad, I have the meds in front of me, god I'm so useless really want to, sorry stupid me for taking up space.

NOT Stupid you Oliver , I know how tempting it can be , try and put the pills in a cupboard? Out of Sight may just equal out of Mind a little ?

*sits in my pillow fort focusing on breathing*
I don't know how much more of this I can take...

Not much to say, I just wanted to check in. *Hugs to all*

*Sneaks back to corner to hide*

*hugs Jeff and Alexx*

Well after typing in my blog for an hour (literally) I feel better. Still cranky and a bit on edge but better...

*Hugs Oliver* I'm sorry your not feeling great, you are not useless or stupid. I'm sorry about the situation with your friend.

*Hugs Mark* I wish you all the best for your appointment on Friday

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs MJ*

*Hugs Kahlia* You are certainly not a bad wardie, you cant help not being around. I hope the move goes ok.

*Hugs Alex* I'm sorry your not feeling great

*Hugs Mors Certa*

*Hugs Sefka* im Ian by the way

*Hugs Crimson* I hope your conselling goes ok tomorrow

*Hugs Louise*

I'm not feeling great :-( feel depressed and fed up. Maybe il feel better later on in the morning. I guess i could always kid myself that il be better but i doubt it. Just feel like giving up right now. I'm pathetic i really am.

*cuddles Ian*
you are not pathetic, you're just struggling right now.

*hugs everyone*
Good night/morning my lovely wardies :)

*hugs everyone*

wish i could take everyones pain away and die so ya'll never have anymore!

*hides back in corner*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Alexx*

*Hugs Jeff*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Michelle*

My Psych Appointment is tomorrow , getting more anxious by the minute........ Sorry.

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Lindsay*

I Injured.
I am SO Happy to be engaged to Felicia , never been more happy or excited but at the same time I can't shake feeling sad and low , WTF?

*hugs mark*
*hugs lindsay*
*hugs michelle*
*hugs ian*
*hugs crimson*
*hugs alexx* hope the meds are working now
*hugs Jeff*
*hugs Oliver* how are you?
*hugs louise*

*hugs every one*

I suck :-(

You don't suck MJ.

*hugs*

I so wish I had my own flat. I hate living at home... I like being alone too much :-(

*hugs and balloons for everyone*

MJ, you don't suck - anything in particular that's making you feel like that?

Rhi - I can totally sympathise. My flatmate's fine but not the kind of person I can talk to about anything. Who do you live with?

Mark - all the best for the appointment (is it over yet?)

I did counselling earlier and I'm okay but slightly dazed. Love to everyone xx