*Hugs Lindsay* I bet you're right . I Hate washing too but still somehow force myself to do it.

lol lindsay-organised? me? never. I am the least organised person in the world XD i just spend half my life in the bath, its so relaxing!!
Hmm, i'm thinking about what college course i wanna do next year, and what college i wanna go to. :/

Heh Nicole , you just gee'ed me into having a bath and getting into my PJ bottoms and my Green Hoodie , :P

lol mark.
Anyone got ay suggestions for a good college?

I suppose I'm okayish, Lindsay. I'm struggling a lot. How are you?
Ahhh, Nicole, I haven't even gotten out of my PJs. I will eventually, but I'm not going anywhere, so meh...
*Hugs Mark* The Christmas spirit will come, darling. Don't force it.

I finished my hugeee project that was slowly causing me to go insane. WHOOO! Oh, and I just have one week of uni classes, and then finals left. EXCITING. Now, I really really have to get the rest of my papers done! Eep!

Way to go on finishing your project Felicia :)!!! *Wishes you luck with your other papers*

*yawns* eugh. i'm tired.

Thanks, Mark! I hope I can do it.

Nicole, I'm tired too.

2nd on curveball , wrapped Dads Little Christmas presant and learnt how to tag someone on FB , heh not so productive today , Tomorrow I don't know , I want to sleep soon , feel fed up ......and tomorrow is.....well I won't jinx it until I say tomorrow.

mmm felicia, i dunno wether i should go to be ealy or not :/ i'm also really hungry and wanna binge :(

*Hugs Nicole* Please don't binge , you'll only feel crap afterwards :( *Worries about Nicole*

I know :( It's silly. I'm trying to rationalise it now, cause i've eaten so little today, i still have lots of leftover calories........

Perhaps bed is a good idea , I'm seriously considering it too , you may feel different tomorrow . When I was drinking last week I looked for any excuse to drink more , any justification or rationalisation , like if someone was mean to me online for instance and I told myself it would be the last drink and there was almost always more , the same with self injury , I can rationalise that all the way around the world and back again, I know that these aren't the same as wanting to binge but it's the closest I know personally , so I guess I can relate in the fact that it's self destuctive behaivior *Hugs Nicole*

I know mark *hugs* I just don't know what to do, i either binge eat, or don't eat at all, i can't seem to find a balance :( Right, i'm gonna have a little bit of fruit, thats all. I don't need to binge.
*repeats that last sentence over and over again*

Okay Nicole that sounds sensible :) *Hugs*
I'm going to head off to bed , *Hugs My wardies*

*night time hugs mark*
EUGH. I hate this family! Yeah, of course i ate my sisters advent calendar chocolates, i've only ****ing carefully counted calories and been near starving all day, just to go and ruin it all on a couple of chocolates!
Jeez. I might aswell just dissapear :(

OMFG I SPY APRIL!!!!!!!! *jumps on and squishes as hard as possible!*

*peeks in*

Sorry I've not been around in practically forever. :o

I have no good reason for that but I really do apologize. :( I'll try to be about a bit more often (i.e., at least every day?)... because I've missed you all. Hopefully none of you are angry with me. :(

Update on my end of things: managed to stick training out for my job and have been there a month now. I "kinda sorta" have a caseload now but not completely... although I've totally been able to drive cars that have municipal license plates!! (i.e., the kind that look very official XD makes me feel important, haha) Hehe. I know, kind of silly and all that but it's nice feeling, well, important. :P I don't often feel that way, so yeah. >_<

The reason that I haven't been "online" (i.e., the interwebz) as much as I had been, is because a new expansion for WoW is coming out on Tuesday and I have been really rushing to level characters, blah blah blah, have done pretty well though!! My head feels a bit like exploding from working at one reputation grind for 2 characters for about 8-10 hours total between yesterday (last night) and today (this morning and afternoon). Guhhh. But I got 8 really pretty riding mounts for all that effort. XD (If you want to see what one looks like, go here: http://www.wowpedia.org/File:Cobalt_War_Talbuk.jpg) But anyway. :3

I will try to be around more, but with the new expansion out... well, "try" is the key word. My guildies on both servers I'm really active on will be wanting to do a lot of stuff (new zones and dungeons, etc., etc.) so we'll see. I MISS YOU GUYS, though!!!!

*hugs all*

*squishes Nicole back* XD

Guess I've been missed?... :P

*hugs april* you have been massivley missed! i'm glad you're ok, and are managing your job well :)
Ooh, I suddenly feel so much happier :)