Aw Crimson, I'm sorry about all of that. Sounds like a right mess... wish I had advice or something other than just *cuddles* but I'll add in some *extra cuddles* so maybe that'll help a bit? Also, whinge/rant all you need to, that's what we're here for. :) God knows I whinge/rant enough, hah. :-X And it's okay, you don't need to worry about anyone but yourself for the time being... focus on getting through each day, etc., and remember - take it a day at a time. *snuggles*
*glomps Oliver, Jill, & Mark, as I spy them!!* :)
26-07-2010 08:35 PM
it's just so frustrating... she's almost twice my age and has more experience i should not have to deal with this crap. and i swear if my mil can't run me to the electric at lunch and we get shut off i'm gonna lose it...
26-07-2010 08:38 PM
*hides in the warren*
26-07-2010 08:40 PM
Originally Posted by Scarletdreamer
Ohh and Felicia I'm sorry that you & your fiancé are "taking a break." :( That doesn't make any sense to me... but anyway, will keep you in my thoughts. How are you holding up?? *gentle cuddles*
He's bad with saying what he wants. I know this is his way of saying it's over, he just thinks by making it seem temporary it wont hurt me as much.
I just want this after show depression to go away and everything to be normal. If my fiance doesn't want to come back, I just want to deal with only that... This is too much.
*hugs to everyone in the thread* I'll do individuals one day... I promise.
26-07-2010 09:13 PM
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You did not put a time down that you were leaving today so I don’t know. Please let Crimson know so that she can cover for you if needed. Are you planning on coming back?
From: Sent: Monday, July 26, 2010 11:51 AM To: Cc: Subject: RE: this afternoon
Talk to S, she knows when I am leaving and for how long. S needs to determine what you will be covering.
From: Sent: Monday, July 26, 2010 11:14 AM To: Subject: this afternoon
When do you need to leave for your meeting? What all do you think you’ll need me to cover?
can you slap someone with email? cuz i think my boss just email slapped R lol
26-07-2010 09:47 PM
Lol, that's great, Crimson. :P *huggles*
Aw Felicia, I'm sorry. :( But if he won't come straight out & tell you, or if he won't stay with you, then was he the "right one" in the first place anyway? Just wondering/asking/pondering... hopefully that doesn't make it worse. :-S *hugs gently*
*cuddles Hels & hides with her* What's up, sweetie?
26-07-2010 09:50 PM
Was struggling with OD thoughts, seem to have quietened down but there are still there. Really missing my best friend, it's so quiet...
26-07-2010 09:51 PM
26-07-2010 09:54 PM
*hugs helen* we are here for you
26-07-2010 09:55 PM
*hugs april, crimson, mark, nicole, helen, felicia, louise, and everyone else that posted on pages before this one*
Sorry, not a long post i know.
*goes back to studying for graduate school exams*
26-07-2010 09:56 PM
*hugs Laura* good luck with the exam
26-07-2010 10:00 PM
26-07-2010 10:04 PM
*notes that the ward is turning into the hugs thread then goes back in to hiding*
26-07-2010 10:09 PM
Ugh SO triggered.......sorry I'm not doing replies , I'm pre-drained for my psych Dr appointment in 3 days or so , been taking Diaz everyday , thats not good or usual for me
26-07-2010 10:13 PM
*hugs mark* we are here for you anytime you need to talk
26-07-2010 10:21 PM
Guhh so frustrated!! I was in the shower after Jarrod took his run, and he said, "Well, if you don't come with me on runs, maybe you could take showers while I'm gone, so we have more time together in the evenings?" to which I replied (probably not too tactfully >_<), "It's not like we really spend time together anymore anyway." And then he left the room... But what I said is true. At least, to me. We don't spend time together anymore. In the same room, sure - like right now. He's playing his bass, I'm typing on here, but we're not really talking. Even he commented in the shower, "Do we have anything to talk about?" ..............
dark faery princess
26-07-2010 10:24 PM
Hey, sorry to crash...
Just wanted to send a message to Nicole. I just wanted to say that I'm really sorry about what happened on the bpd thread. I really shouldn't have started an argument over the top of you; I was kinda trying to stick up for u, but I think it all got a bit out of hand, so I'm really sorry about that. There are many issues on the BPD thread at the moment, and I'm really sorry I dragged your name into it.
Personally, after everything I doubt I'm going to go in there much any more, so if part of the reason is cos of me, then don't let that hold you back!
Again, I'm sorry I dragged you into something that really had nothing to do with you. If you ever wanna chat about BPD stuff, but dont wanna go back to the thread, then feel free to PM me.
26-07-2010 10:27 PM
hi...nicole? this is what i posted on the thread...
Nicole hun...its not your fault. Please keep posting, we are a friendly bunch. Its just that not so long ago someone badly lied to us on here and its messed things up quite a bit. You have done nothing wrong hun and I would love for you to stay with us xx
Please pm me if you ever wnat/need to chat...please? xxxx
26-07-2010 10:36 PM
(to the above posts)
thanks for taking the time to come and find me in here, i could see you were trying to stick up for me and im not annoyed with you, i just feel like maybe it was a bad idea posting, its just i dont really understand what BPD is at the moment, or what the hells going on in my head, but obviously i had pretty bad timing! thanks again, i will PM you if i need to. x
26-07-2010 11:03 PM
*hides in the warren after sending a hug to Nicole*
Suppertime methinks... although I'm not sure what we're having. >_<