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PrincessVegeta_x 18-09-2008 07:39 PM

Can I Join? Feel kinda bad right now, a safe place is just what I need...

MammaMia 18-09-2008 09:09 PM

Of course you can ^

*dances around to avoid the tears*

Misunderstood. 18-09-2008 09:19 PM


Originally Posted by psychomess (Post 1092192)
another interesting quote you might like--dont know, but here goes! " i refuse to conform to society's standards, i refuse to be normal. i prefer to be myself. so take me as i am or leave me where you found me."

I definitely like that quote.

Catherine xxxx

MammaMia 18-09-2008 10:15 PM

*gets into cupboad and cries*

Kahlia1981 18-09-2008 10:16 PM


Originally Posted by zowie (Post 1092337)
and it's my birthday on saturday!!! weeee! xx

Well zowie . . . Happy early birthday. I hope that you have an enjoyable day and wish you a successful year. *hugs*

- - -
I really need to learn how to sleep. I'm seeing my pdoc today, and for the first time ever I'm terrified he is going to try and admit me to hospital. There are a couple of things I'm going to tell him that make me fear he will head in that direction, however I am still going to tell him because he can't help me if he doesn't know these things . . . right ??

G.D I hope he doesn't try to get me admitted. :notsure: I really hope I'm doing the right thing here.


Kahlia1981 18-09-2008 10:18 PM

Helen are you okay ?? Can you accept some hugs there in your cupboard ??

**hugs you**

MammaMia 18-09-2008 10:36 PM

I can indeed accept hugs :)

*hugs back*

Kahlia1981 18-09-2008 10:45 PM

Glad to hear you can accept hugs Helen.

*hugs again and proffers Helen a box of tissues*

MammaMia 18-09-2008 11:13 PM

*hugs some more*

Oooh tissues

*cries into*

Kahlia1981 18-09-2008 11:15 PM

Helen please allow me to give you a box of tissues.

*gives more hugs*

- - actually while I'm at it I'll also put a rubbish bin outside your cupboard so that you don't have to keep holding onto those used tissues

MammaMia 18-09-2008 11:50 PM

Thank you sweetie.

Sorry for being so lousy at helping tonight.

*hugs you lots*

PrincessVegeta_x 19-09-2008 03:17 AM

I know it's really early but my sleeping is screwed at the moment, so biiiiig hugs for everybody!


How you all doing today?

caiden 19-09-2008 03:27 AM

*curls up in a little box in a deep hole*

caiden 19-09-2008 03:29 AM

" hiding in my world gives me a safe escape from reality and the troubles it brings with it"

i dont feel safe right now. not safe to myself, or safe to be around anybody else. so if you all dont mind, im just gonna curl up here in my little box where i feel safe. just please be careful not to trip over my little box? thanks all.

All I'm Living For 19-09-2008 04:02 AM

*huggles everyone lots*

MammaMia 19-09-2008 04:03 AM


Ooooh I'm on tenterhooks, a friend of mine might be giving birth as we speak *waits*


All I'm Living For 19-09-2008 04:04 AM

how exciting!

MammaMia 19-09-2008 04:06 AM


I just realised my phone is downstairs and thinking about risking my sister's dog barking just to get it...hmmmm he doesnt always bark....

All I'm Living For 19-09-2008 04:08 AM

you cant live without your phone! maybe bribe the dog to stay quiet?

MammaMia 19-09-2008 04:12 AM


Went downstairs and he was awake, so I tried to tell him to get back into bed, hopefully he had now.

It was in my bed :O

So might get a text later...depends if he arrives soon, but if shes not in proper labour yet then it wont be :(

All I'm Living For 19-09-2008 04:16 AM

well think about it this way, he'l come eventually! *cuddles*

MammaMia 19-09-2008 04:23 AM


All I'm Living For 19-09-2008 04:26 AM

i gotta go. you take care hun and i'll talk to you tomorow *huggles lots*

MammaMia 19-09-2008 04:39 AM

Okay darling. xxxxx

zowie 19-09-2008 09:31 AM

*Hugs anyone who wants them*
I'm having a party tonight, woooo! x

Kahlia1981 19-09-2008 11:29 AM

I've made it through another day. . . And so have my friend and my RYL sister even though all three of us have been through hell today. I'm hoping that I manage to get some sleep tonight because another night like the last one is just going to send me to some place from which I will struggle to cope constructively.

*hugs everyone*

I hope that everyone is currently doing okay . . . or at least surviving positively.

shadowedseraph 19-09-2008 01:58 PM

Stop the world i want to get off! Can i haves hugs peease anything to stop me using the knives downstairs. Three months free today and i'm so su it hurts

BoundNoMore 19-09-2008 02:51 PM

3 months is quite an achievement Hun!!!
You are strong. YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!
*BIG hugs*

shadowedseraph 19-09-2008 03:01 PM

Thanks :) i'm trying so hard but its painful *cries*

BoundNoMore 19-09-2008 03:12 PM

I understand... I really do.
I am here if you need to talk.
*cuddles more*

shadowedseraph 19-09-2008 03:14 PM

*snuggles* thanks for the hugs i need them. I don't know what's wrong with me, i just seem to be spiralling down into a dark place

BoundNoMore 19-09-2008 03:32 PM

I know the feeling of not knowing what's wrong.
I am so sorry you are spiraling down.
*reach out and takes your hand in mine*
I will more than happy to try and help you in
any way I can... even if it means just being here
to listen to and keep you company.

MammaMia 19-09-2008 03:55 PM

*hugs everyone*

I no longer have false nails and my real nails are killin me :(

Pomegranate 19-09-2008 08:49 PM

Hello All!!! I'm back in the UK after my month travelling :)

Missed this little community loads *hugs*

Hows everyone doing? Anyone care to give me an overview of what I've missed? xxx

MammaMia 19-09-2008 09:20 PM

*juimps on Emma*


BoundNoMore 20-09-2008 01:30 AM

Welcome back Emma :-)

Pomegranate 20-09-2008 09:33 AM

Thanks Amanda :)

MammaMia 20-09-2008 11:53 AM

Oooh I don't get thanked, how rude :p

zowie 20-09-2008 01:13 PM

Having a great bday! x

shadowedseraph 20-09-2008 01:30 PM

Cool Zowie i'm glad your b'day is going well!

*Holds hands with Bound By Thoughts* i need to get a grip but i'm not sure what on :(

MammaMia 20-09-2008 01:30 PM

Yaaaaaaaaay Zowie, have you seen your birthday thread ;)

Happy Birthday <3

Kahlia1981 21-09-2008 12:49 AM

Hello all.

I'm feeling a bit down when I should be happy. I slept about 9 hours for both of the last two nights and shouldn't be tired - but I'm partly guessing that the residual tiredness is caused by the addition of a new medicine into my drug regimen.

My flat looked a bit like it was ravaged by some sort of human whirlwind. Luckily the person who messed most of the rooms up is my niece and only about 3 maybe 4 years old. Because I became fed up with the state of the rooms I have been cleaning since 7:30 am this morning, and am now taking a break over two hours later.

I have some serious study work to do so I guess I'd better get myself moving.

**hugs to all**

Zowie - if you can find it have a listen to "A funny happy birthday song" by . . . Adam sandler I think. I think you'll enjoy it.

zowie 21-09-2008 01:54 PM

Thanks for the bday thread helen, made me smile. Going to the pub later for a couple of bday drinks xx

shadowedseraph 21-09-2008 02:49 PM

*huddles in the corner with a teddy bear* i dont want to be me

MammaMia 21-09-2008 03:15 PM

No problem sweet :) xx

1ofmany 21-09-2008 10:03 PM

Screw it all. thats it totaly pointless **** it **** stuff. I don't get it anymore. Why is there still a part of me fighting...I WANT IT TO STOP

Detour. Derail 21-09-2008 10:09 PM

*wanders in with loadsssss of cuggles for everyone*

Jetforce 22-09-2008 05:05 AM

ty alexx

*drops by with some muffins to ppl then hides back into his dark corner* :-)

Kahlia1981 22-09-2008 05:44 AM

Hi all. {hugs everyone}

I've actually achieved something today . . . but still feel like crap. I am barely holding it together and, to be quite frank, I'm not sure I can see why I should hold on. It feels like there is just no way out of this.

I'm sorry, I shouldn't be blathering on. You all have your own issues to deal with and don't need to hear mine.

*climbs under the bed and starts crying*

Detour. Derail 22-09-2008 10:59 AM

Im back from my break away...but hopefully im here to support this time :]
Im soooo close to being 8 months free (its like a week and a day away!!) so I really wanna help all you guys because you've all helped me so much :]

Kahlia1981...whats up hunny?
Do you want to taslk about it?

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