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PapaBear 01-09-2009 04:28 AM

hi all. still here, struggling. very weak and tired. still set up in the middle of the horses' paddock. they know something is wrong, they're oddly quiet and haven't moved more than 10 feet from me since i set up out here.

just typing this is exhausting, i'm going back to sleep.

hugs and love for all

youonlyliveonce 01-09-2009 09:23 AM

hugs shayne
hugs mamamia hope u get the help u need soon well done for pouring ur heart out i know its tough when they dont help.
hugs kahlia thats really good news chick.

cud do with sum hugs really struggling so gonna go bk to sitting in a padded room as im not particularly safe so much happening at once cnt cope

MammaMia 01-09-2009 11:33 AM

*offers cuddles to all*

In so much pain today, the irony of it all >.<

zowie 01-09-2009 12:50 PM

Thanks Rowie :) *Offers cuddles*

*Hugs Helen* Sorry the hospital weren't any help - I remember many times when they were so useless to me, it just makes you feel worse!

*Hugs Kahlia* Glad to hear your arm is become easier to deal with!

*Hugs frenchhorn* Hope you feel better soon

*Offers hugs to Rach* How long have you been waiting for a therapist? Hopefully one will come along soon sweetie.

*Hugs Shayne* It's nice that you have your horses with you, I really hope their presence perks you up.

*Hugs Cheryl* Let us know when you're ready to come out the padded room and we'll be here for you.

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I didn't get a very good sleep last night. Kept waking up and lying in bed wishing I could sleep. Everytime I did doze off though, I kept going back into the same dream.
Still feeling sickly and ill. I swear I've been like this since I had swine flu - I can't eat, I feel nauseas (sp? :P), tired etc. I don't know what's wrong with me, but it just doesn't seem enough to warrant a trip to the docs.

*Leaves hugs and cookies for everyone*
xxx

Kahlia1981 01-09-2009 01:51 PM

*hugs everyone*

shadowedseraph 01-09-2009 03:26 PM

*snuggles everyone* thank you for the hugs i need them at the moment :( what is wrong with me, why can't i retain a normal f*cking mood

MammaMia 01-09-2009 03:54 PM

*hug everyone*

Arwen, I hope you're feeling better soon sweetie.

I'm getting madder as the day goes on, my university haven't emailed me back to let me know whether I've been officaly withdrawn or whetehr I can go back in a few weeks :/ ARRRGH!! Also my WANKER OF A GP hasn't phoned me to see if I'm okay or not. Funny how if my counellor rings/writes to say I'm suicidal, he rings me the same day (usually day after I told her...), however when it lands me in a&e, he takes DAYS to write to tell me to come in *rolls eyes*

SoMuchMore 01-09-2009 04:57 PM

*hugs Kahlia*
*hugs shadowedseraph* sorry your mood is horrible, feel better.
*hugs helen* people can be a pain sometimes, it sucks that you are having a hard time with your university and GP. Hope things start working out.

I wish that i could stay in a good mood for a whole day, i wonder what that would feel like.... Yesterday was ok, until i got home and then my mood just plummeted for no seemingly no reason. and then I just got mad at myself for being so stupid. So there is where i am at now... feeling stupid.

shadowedseraph 01-09-2009 05:12 PM

*hugs MammaMia* your GP sounds like a pain the ass. Hope he calls soon

*Hugs Laura* don't feel stupid i know exactly what that plummeting mood feels like

zowie 01-09-2009 06:31 PM

I still feel really sick, even after a nap. And all I want is a drink.

MammaMia 01-09-2009 06:44 PM

Still no calls or email. Thanks GP. Thanks university.

Oh well, I don't care (I do but I can pretend I don't yeah?)

frenchhorn 01-09-2009 07:58 PM

hugs to everyone

*is just going to sit in the corner for a bit and ty to clear my head*

shadowedseraph 01-09-2009 10:23 PM

*hus everyone before retreating into a corner and rocking* why am i so f*cked up?

Country Girl 02-09-2009 12:34 AM

About a week I guess since the serious search started.....I'm getting impatient...and antsy....I'm afraid that by the time I get in to see the one they want me to see i will have lost my nerve....or something else....
*HUGS* everyone

Kahlia1981 02-09-2009 02:03 AM

*hugs everyone*

I rang the crisis team yesterday to find out what had happened to my request for treatment and was brushed off. They couldn't find my initial request which I put in about three weeks ago then told me that I just have to wait until I can start my six free sessions with a psychologist. I was trying to get help with my medications and so forth but the guy brushed my concerns in that area aside. I'm getting increasingly frustrated by them doing that ..... it makes me mad. I'm trying to ask for help and all they can do is say wait. I have six sessions to become a normal well-adjusted 20-something year old. I can't see it happening especially since it takes me a session or two to even be able to talk because of my lack of trust. And I've been told that I have to look at it the right way and it will cure all my problems. NOT FRICKING LIKELY. I have medication that needs to be looked at because I'm sure my lithium levels aren't right. Not that they care.

MammaMia 02-09-2009 02:20 AM

Oh Kahlia. Mental health professionals all seem one big bunch of wankers and all need a kick up the bum *huggles tight*

Kahlia1981 02-09-2009 07:06 AM

*hugs Helen tightly* ~ Yeah mental health professionals are in line for a kick up the arse...

realflifefaerie 02-09-2009 11:23 AM

*hugs everyone*
I'm back from holiday early, things didn't go according to plan and well, we came home. There's too many to reply individually, sorry

MammaMia 02-09-2009 12:54 PM

*cuddles Kahlia some more and then cudddles Secrets*

Sorry that things didn't go to plan and that you had to come home early :(

zowie 02-09-2009 02:25 PM

*Hugs everyone*
Feeling too bloated and tired to reply to you all.
I was doing the washing up yesterday and a pint glass exploded in my hand (scary!) A shard cut my finger pretty deep, and it was such a shock. I was a real wimp about it, which makes me feel like I wont be able to self harm ever again.
I guess that's a good thing, right?
xx


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