*snuggles Katch* I'm sorry luv I've got nothing for you... please take care though

:Emoticon(14): doesnt matter :Emoticon(14):
i am sorry i'm no good

Take it easy Katch sweetheart xxx

We'll be here when the words come x

How's your mum and you?

:sad: not good
i'm pathetic i cant even type -

*hugs Katch* You are not pathetic.

*hugs* You're not pathetic because yu can't type. You're not pathetic at all. I'm assuming something major has happened and you cant bring yourself to say it or something. *hugs*

Katch luv, take a breath *snuggles*
You're not pathetic, you're my lovely RYL Auntie...
Hows your mom sweetie?

*hides in her corner, as small as she can, and rocks slightly*
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never gonna be done, good lord , I'm not gonna finish uni, I'll be even more of a loser than I already am.... I can't believe I even entertained the idea that I might be doing alright:crying:
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does no-one I know in RL have any consideration for anyone else's wellbeing anymore??? Do they want me to risk my life just so that they can?? Seriously???

****ING BITCH!!! ARGH! Such a great day till then as well.

?????????????????? who?
hugs xxx

One of my so called mates from up here. It's nothing, honestly, just I'm ****ing tired of it. Because of her I haven't been to sleep before about 3am for the past 2 weeks, trying to keep her safe from stupid people who she keeps lending money to.

It's like, she'll say one thing behind their backs, and then acts as if they're the best people in the world when they're around. Keeping in mind, that these are people that tried to kill her... make sense to keep hanging around with them????? Seriously??

*screams her head off*

PLEASE
MAKE
HER
LEAVE
ME
ALONE

WHY WON'T SHE GET THE ****ING MESSAGE?
STALKING ME ALMOST

*wants to cry*

I can't sleep at night because of her.

[[Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly. ]]

but only if they let us help - you can only do so much - the rest is up to them.

Sorry i have to go - words are really hard for me right now - i cant do it.
hugs though and look after yourself xxx

wish i could help. hugs xxxx

Thanks, Katch. Hope you're doing ok sweetie. I've just realised tonight, that I was destroying myself in the process of trying to help her, and I've almost ****ed up 2 and a half months of not cutting several times this past week and a bit, yet tonight's been the closest I've gotten. I'm just... consumed by it. Anger at her, yet I know, deep down that I've got to let her make her own decisions.
*sigh*

*cuddles everyone*

i draw that, on paper, a lot. i think it's what a lot of us feel often. *hugs* haven't read the last few pages of posts yet so will write more in a bit

hi katch and hana :) sorry to hear you are both having bad days/times.
katch, if you want to talk about it, you know we're all right here.

alexx, im sorry that happened to you. sounds like you have great friends to help you though, please don't be afraid to talk about it to us if you need to. you're not draining hun!

helen, im sorry you are worried about this person. is there soemthing you could do to convince yourself you are safe from her?

ally, hang in there. you can get these papers done, i know you can. not much longer now sweetie and they will be done and handed in and you can rest.
i really want to see some of the stuff you've drawn!

i just spent a sessiion and a half (ie hr and half) talking about my father - something i didn;t even plan on talking about at all! i guess my psychologist knows what she's doing though cos she prompted me into it.
i dunno. there was lots of other stuff i wanted to say. i knew an hour wldnt be long enough....

I just started an "other forms of SH" thread...
don't know what in the world possessed me to do that...
it's like anyone will actually use it.
what was I thinking?

actually amanda there has been a discussion recently in forum and community (i think) about starting an OFOSH thread, so i think lots of people will use it hun :)

yeah... I was the one that started that discussion... but now the "what to post/what not post" in the SI forum mentions that we can post about other forms besides cutting/burning... so why would anyone wanna use my thread?