I'm about and can stay that way. PM box open if you need.

Taz: sleep schedule, what's that?! Miel was busy trying to protect me from shadow whilst I wrote my Rv..so I got really annoyied and told him to shove off, and then I realised that sarah was there too trying to put her own thoughts into my writing, so I told her to shove off. I got quite annoyied and said something like I wished they'd all go away, and unfortunatly rosie overheard and thought i meant her and started sobbing. So I was dealing with rosie when sarah decided to come on the VPW and post about the RV updates and she was all grump and depression so she was kind of bitchy and a very upset rosie came on and told her what for.


Mark: *hugs back* hazel sleeping better so far, so hopefully a better night ahead. I'll pass that hug on to rosie but she's asleep now. Sorry that you are having so much of a struggle tonight. Anything we/i can do? Lots of love and prayers coming your way.

Mark, love, I'm on FB right now. So feel free to message me, email me, whatever. :) *huggles* I'm sorry that you're not doing too well, seems like a lot of us aren't... glad the wound wasn't too bad though. Hopefully you can get a better kind of dressing for it shortly. Um, you usually only train at even levels... the warrior trainer in Stormwind is in Old Town I believe. If you haven't gotten training in awhile you might want to do that - it's something you should do before you "ding" even levels. :) Yeah, the quest for the Defias pillagers/looters is REALLY hard... the trick is not to go all the way into Moonbrook but to kill the ones on the outside of it and wait for them to "respawn" (reappear). That's how my level 13 rogue did it... hehe... and my level 18 pally couldn't do it. Go figure. :-/

Anyway.

*cuddles everyone* Sorry for the lack of individual replies... am not feeling too well right now (anxious and really want to cut) and am nervous too because my mum printed off the application package to one of the places I'm going, and I'm going to be taking a look at that tonight. :-S So scared... you have to make at least a 9-month pledge and then it can be up to 12+ months there, at this particular place. But it's free, and it's not TOO far from home.... just a few states away. Heh. :-X

Anyway. So freaking tired. :'(

*hides in the warren to doze*

I just made a R/V thread ,
This is the link
http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...80#post2335180

I think it could be triggerering but if you who are safe would have a look I'd appreciate it , I've never had a R/V thread before , I hope its not to self obsorbed

perfectly safe so gonna read. and that's what they are there for.
EDIT: have read and PM'd *huggles*

*HUGE HUGS for Kat*
Thankyou for PM'ing me and giving me something to mull over . I hope you and Hazell have a good nights sleep :)
Goodnight April *hugs*
Night*Crimson*
Night*Lindsay*
Goodnight the rest of the ward ,

*Leaves hot choccy and Camomille tea on the table*

*climbs out of crate*

*huge hugs for mark* my pleasure sweetheart, I just hope I have managed to be of some help.

I'm off to bed too, shame to waste hazel's good sleep patch. Nightnight ward.*grabs a mug of hot choccy and settles back down in crate*

*huggles/waves at all*

I apologise in advance for the lack of individual replies.
I had a really crap nights sleep last night. Normally I can handle bad nights, but I find it easier when it's not sleeping at all. Last night I just kept waking up. It wasn't because I was cold, or because I wasn't tired or any of the usual culprits. I just would wake up, then take quite a while to get back to sleep. I got out of bed 10 minutes before my alarm went off and decided that with things the way they were going I might as well stay up. *sigh*
I'm going to be all emotional and a pain in the arse today. I think I'll have to apologise to my housemate this morning. Just so that he knows that if I "bite his head off" it probably isn't really him - and the same if I burst into tears.
It would have been so much easier if I had just not slept at all . . .

hi everyone,

sorry i haven't been around lately. been thinking of all of you, i just dont feel like i could say anything helpful right now, so i guess i've been avoiding. didn't want anyone to think that i completely disappeared though b/c i care deeply about all of you. plus there is no need to bring in my own crap here b/c i can't even explain it, so i would just be saying vague things that people wouldn't understand. again i'm so sorry. i'm just in a really bad place.

<3

Laura: *big hugs* I'm sorry you are in such a bad place at the moment. Don't worry about not being able to say anything helpful to us, your presence is more than enough. Please feel free to drop in when you can and just tell us how you are doing, or more if you feel you are able to, because I (I can't speak for the group) care about you and what is happening with you. I guess that all I want to say is that whenever you can drop by and see us, we'll be happy to see you, regardless of how you are doing sweetheart. You are a part of the VPW group, so we care about you. *huggles*

That goes for all of you by the way. We're all part of the VPW group and we do all care about what happens to each other. *offers everyone hugs and safe care packages as well as stuffed animals*

- Anyone think this place is going to be overrun by stuffed animals shortly??!

*cuddles everyone and wonders if her invisibility cloak is in full working condition, oh seems to be*

Sorry I've not really been round these last few days, been busy & in a better place, so tend to come on a bit less :S

Think I might go play the Sims, started playing it again last night :D I love how I go for weeks without playing it then spend weeks/months having to be on it everyday aha!!! Been playing it since I was 13 I think :/ Am 20 now, so a good 7 years. Maybe less/more hm. Just half wish I got it when it first came out, oh wells.

*hugs Hels* - Nice to see you. Good to hear you have been in a better place. You'll have to give me the details of your invisibility cloak ... I could really do with one at the moment lol.

i'm really not in a good place right now...

...am alone and want to cut badly. :'( and can.

updated r/v.

*hugs april* im around if u want to talk.

*hugs kahlia and helen*

Kahlia, it's kinda good to be round here :P *passes you secet details* :P *cuddles lots*

April, try not to cut sweetie.

Laura *cuddles*

April: I'm sorry you aren't in a good place. Please try not to harm sweetheart. *offers cuddles if you can accept them*

Laura: *huggles* How are you doing?

Helen: Thanks so much for the secret details. :-) Hope you are still feeling good. *cuddles you*

Very, very tired. *sigh* I hate broken night's sleep. But I'll stop bitching about it. At least it's a little bit warmer. My fingers are only partly frozen - lol.

I'm okay. Worried about one of my best friends. Never do stop worrying about them really. Just more worried than usual.

Hels, I really know that feeling well sweetheart. Just remember, as hard as it can be, to take some time for yourself as well. *cuddles you*

it was over 90 degrees here... GROSS. haha

*whines* my foot hurts :notsure: