so watcha doing? i should probably try sleep soon

I'm eating and waiting for my houseing support worker to show , he is 25 mins late hmmmm

*uses invisiblity powers to eat mark's food*

OH! Where did my food go !?

*still invisible giggles*

*curls up* must sleep now

Sweet dreams Julie :)

it's nearly midnight lol

*hugs marks heaps*

*Huggles Julie*

thxs *waves bk and leaves some hugs for julie, mark and whoever else is on*

I want to die so badly, I can't cope with life any more. I have a set day and plan and nothing is going to change my mind. My OT and support worker know but they don't really know what to do. I can't wait any longer. :crying:

*sends Mark cuddles wherever he is right now* I hope they help... they are of the extra-special encouraging variety. :) I'm sorry that you got so anxious... :( that makes me sad, I wish I could help you more. Anxiety is awful... I'm learning to control mine but it's still not easy AT ALL to cope with it. I wish I could be there for a proper support... maybe someday we'll meet. :)

*sends encouraging cuddles out to JK and Hels since they seemed to need them the last time they posted* Once again, am sorry it's not more... :(

I'm doing meh. Played WoW for awhile this morning, that's where I disappeared to, and got my pally to level 74, yey!! Spent 54 gold (in game of course, lol) on training... gotta love the high level stuff!! lol. :-/ I can't wait til she's at 80... our guildies are so helpful, they'll help her get geared etc. So that will be good... :)

The heat's STILL broken and our hot water heater was making funny "whoomping" noises... not good... ugh. Sometimes I wish we lived elsewhere but that's not a possibility at this point in time. Oh well. At least we're allowed to have pets, and at least we've enough room for everything we have.

I'm going to get my hair cut today; it's going to be the short version. I'm a wee bit nervous about that!!! as I've never had hair that short, but as I said before, it's unruly and long right now and ugly too... so hopefully getting it cut shorter will make me look prettier... hey, at least I can hope, right?! :'(

*hides in shame*

Lindsay, hon, life WILL get better... it just takes time... please don't kill yourself. We would miss you so much and so would people IRL. :( *cuddles if that's okay?*

*Hugs Lindsay* Please please don't , times WILL get better , like April said it just takes time . Please tell someone , your support worker maybe does they know you have a date set ? Maybe then they could take this more seriously *Comforting Hugs if Ok*

April *Hugs* I think that shorter haircut will totally suit you :).

*cuddles everyone*

Don't do anything Lindsay. :( Nor you April.

I actual could cry for hours. Worried deathly sick about both of my best friends. Need to hear from the other one to stop worrying, or for it to calm down. Worried about another friend. Let alone deal with my own stuff :(

I spy a Hels and a Mark!! :D

I feel like ****. I really do.

:'(

Could I be held? *feels stupid for asking*

*hides in shame* :'(

updated r/v thread................... pathetic stupid sorry bitch that i am.

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