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Kahlia1981 04-01-2010 01:02 AM

*hugs everyone*

I managed to sleep last night - - with the aid of 8mg of Xanax but hey, what the heck.

~phoenix~ 04-01-2010 01:09 AM

*hugs everyone*



has anyone seen my creativity? it ran out mid bloody poem

SoMuchMore 04-01-2010 05:27 AM

*hugs helen, kahlia, and phoenix* Hope you guys are alright.

*hugs kiera* im sorry your EDs arent gone. Have you talked to anyone about it?

I am going to fail... like i always do

Kahlia1981 04-01-2010 10:09 AM

*hugs everyone*

And now once more unto the breach .... It's just after 7pm and I want to go to sleep but I'm not sure that I'm going to be able to. Damn that drives me nuts. And I'm in a down mood and thinking dangerous thoughts. I just don't know anymore. *sigh*

*curls up in a corner with a teddy bear and a pillow and tries to fall asleep*

MammaMia 04-01-2010 02:16 PM

Sending cuddles to all.

Kahlia, try to keep safe sweetheart. I know I'm a little late in responding to your post. But please *cuddles*

Laura, I'm not okay, but thank you for asking. How you doing? xxx

youonlyliveonce 04-01-2010 02:34 PM

thanks mammia mia. hope ur ok

kahlia please keep safe big hugs xx

MammaMia 04-01-2010 04:45 PM

Why do things always have to get worse before they get better?
Could this stuipd situation get any worse?
Oh my god :'(

SoMuchMore 04-01-2010 07:31 PM

*hugs kahlia* hope the dangerous thoughts go away and that you can sleep.

*hugs helen* I often ask myself the same question about things getting worse... Sorry you are having a bad time. *offers some pillows and blankets for cuddling in*

Too much going on. I need to go back to school... 1 week until i can leave home. Although at school I have to deal with a friend situation that could potentially be very bad.. she is threatening some substance abuse issues. I want to help her but it is reminding me of days where i would try to help people with SI and suicide and it would just trigger me... idk, at the same time... i really like helping/attemptingto help.. so confused..

MammaMia 04-01-2010 07:38 PM

I.can't.cope.with.this.:'(

MammaMia 04-01-2010 07:39 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Fallinstar0317 (Post 2072448)
Too much going on. I need to go back to school... 1 week until i can leave home. Although at school I have to deal with a friend situation that could potentially be very bad.. she is threatening some substance abuse issues. I want to help her but it is reminding me of days where i would try to help people with SI and suicide and it would just trigger me... idk, at the same time... i really like helping/attemptingto help.. so confused..

*cuddles tight* It's hard when you want to help someone but they're triggering you. Try keep safe and just let them know you're there for her if she wants to talk?

Strawberry.Bananas 04-01-2010 07:47 PM

*Hugs everybody*

Helen, what's up hon? x

MammaMia 04-01-2010 07:55 PM

*hugs Vicki*
Can't say on here :(
I'll pm you.

Strawberry.Bananas 04-01-2010 07:56 PM

Ok then...x

Kahlia1981 04-01-2010 10:15 PM

*cuddles everyone*

Yay, I managed to get 5 hours sleep last night. I still woke up feeling as though my mouth was full of sawdust ... I'm still not feeling all that good. The dangerous thoughts are getting stronger and I'm getting concerned that I'm going to start acting on them. My mood is still dropping... *sigh*

Just one question - - - - Does this ever end ??

youonlyliveonce 04-01-2010 10:34 PM

i guess it does well it improves apparently u gota keep working at it.
keep fighting the urges u can do it i believe in u chick big hugs nething we can do

PoisonedApple 04-01-2010 10:56 PM

i dunno... didn't sleep well or much and found out today that my grandmother is worse off than she was, my father got an infection bad enough to get an infected subcutaneous cyst (the cyst is caused by an infection and he let it go long enough that the cyst got infected), and my great uncle has been sick for the last few months (or maybe my father is calling it sick and he's been drunk the whole time like when i was a kid... i didn't ask for clarification)... my grandmothers oncologist wants to talk to my father (this is never good but she refuses surgery on the tumor in her chest that's causing her heart problems)... i don't have enough money or leave time to go see gram, go to the reunion and get my teeth fixed let alone my anniversary too... *
The following content has been hidden - Reason : poss. triggering...
wants to bang head into desk*
i feel like i'm falling apart... or maybe it's being ripped apart.
*screams in futility*

Kahlia1981 05-01-2010 10:30 AM

*gently hugs everyone*

I had an okay day today. I got 5 hours sleep last night but really wanted more. I had an appointment with my employment counsellor, and that went okay. I also went for a couple of walks. Hopefully I'll be able to get some decent sleep tonight. I wouldn't lay any bets on it though. *sigh*

My mood is low but I've been able to pretend that it's not and I don't think anyone IRL is aware of where I'm at. I'm having seriously dangerous thoughts, and my negative controlling voice is very strong. *sigh* Oh to step off the world for a day or two and just be in restful peace.

*curls up in a dark corner with a blanket*

[Awakening] 05-01-2010 01:17 PM

*hugs everyone and offers delicious chocolates*

I'm not feeling good right now. I just want to stop thinking, stop feeling and stop breathing.

*curls up in the corner and attemps to sleep through this life*

Strawberry.Bananas 05-01-2010 03:47 PM

My work got evacuated! ><

So I'm home and warm and Hi! :) x

MammaMia 05-01-2010 04:02 PM

*sends cuddles around everyone*

Wow Vicki, although I already knew that because of facebook lol. *cuddles* Ohh I need to tell you something if you can get on msn?? :D

I'm in a much better state today :D Plus it's snowing again, but oh so cold =(


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