*Hugs My Wardies*

*hugs back*

*Squishes Heather*

How's everyone doing?

so so, how are you lindsay

I'm not really sure. Don't know where the day has gone. Don't know where my whole life has gone.

I'm better now that I have a few moments away from the kids. I love them to pieces, but being the last day of spring break before they return to school they've been fighting all day long! They need to go to school to get a break from each other and save me from going completely nuts! Also I looked at my house today and wanted to turn around and leave. I've been at my best friend's house this week working on inventory for our business and I swear my husband didn't do a thing around the house all week! It's a mess... a mess I have to face tomorrow after the kids leave for school. *sigh*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Kelly*

*hugs all*

I just came back home.
The 4 days away was fun and I felt good and stable and met friends there.
Then I went to therapy and told my therapist that I wasn't at home for the last 4 days because my sister was stressing me so much. He said that it is normal that siblings are stressing sometimes. I think he has the impression that I always run away and don't try to solve conflicts. Well... that's just not true. Usually I stay at home and try and try and try and then I end up having a break down or whatever and then they say that I should have left before that happened.

*Hugs Laura* Can you explain this to you therapist?

struggling .....ugh.

*Huggles Rosie*

I am moving home so will be afk a while *Leaves cookies and fruit* I WILL be back

*hugs all*

*leaves choc chip cookies and fudge brownies on table*

Nothing feels right right now. I am feeling depressed and despaired (is that even a word?) while out with coworkers and trying to have fun... but I can't. Its so sad that I can't even really hang out with this cute girl coworker I like cause I feel awkward and unhappy. Sigh... at least the evening is young I guess...

*Hugs Matt* OOOOHHH Cookies! ty

I am officially Moved in !

*hugs all*

*hug*

*hugs all*

Just stopping in for a moment... this is the first time I've been online in the past week. Our van broke down and we had to replace the battery and alternator (that was $300 we had to borrow from my father in law). I'm not happy about having to borrow so much money. :(

Now our radiator has a major leak, but as long as we keep an eye on the fluid level it's at least drive-able...

hope to be on again soon... until then I hope everyone is doing well. Miss you all ...

-checks self back in- i think i should be in a real ward maybe but here is good :)