cuddles everyone, and curls up
sorry mark for not answering back. hope your feeling less weird today. squishes

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Jill*

*hugs mark* you're up early. you okay?

*hugs jill* how are you feeling now?

*hugs crimson* yeah, it has been really quiet in here. Don't know why... i think everyone is struggling a bit, unfortunately. I hope you are feeling alright. Sorry that you have to start over, but its just a slip up. You can do this! :-)

I'm not good right now. Really fighting my head :-/

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I ****ing Hate feeling like this .
Called my Mum , Got told off for spending so much money and that I need to save up to visit Felicia , I SOOOO want to visit her , I am making a stand , No more frivulous spending , no money on games and alcohol , I hate myself sometimes . Also does ANYONE know how to or if I need a VISA to visit the states?, My life is unravelling and so many people are holding me together on and offline . I need to regain control .RIGHT NOW.
ACK! I'm so angry at myself!

From what I understand you should just need a passport for a short term visit. you would need a temporary visa to get a short term job, go to school or be working on immigrating but for visiting i'm pretty sure it's just a passport you'd need. I can double check..?

I am really trying not to lose it. Really I am trying. I am really emotionally unstable so bad right now at work, but my coworkers don't know I think. Thanks to my messed up family and others I want to self harm so much. But I can't, cause then there would be questions and I have already been in trouble before. Fudge. Don't know what to do now

*sits in the corner and rocks*

*sits with Matt* Sorry useless for anything else right now.

Thanks *hugs back* its okay. I hope it will be all okay. What if its not though?

we can only try to believe it will be. What's happened?

Hi,
I guess I'm not sure what to say...I'm a mess and kinda fit the definition of this thread i guess....

Welcome *hugs if ok* I'm Crimson.

thanks...hi I'm Jay

Crimson could you a million check ?, I'm so nervous.

are hugs okay Jay?

I'm just fine with virtual hugs....thanks for asking

So really want to jump out a window right now...pretty low...

*hugs Jay* Do you know why you're low?
*cuddles Mark* Do you know why you're nervous?
*hugs Matt*

Hi jay * waves*
* waves at everyone*
Hope you all are ok

not really...i was just listening to some tunes and all of a sudden I'm just sitting here looking out the window....
Hi "Dark Asylum". *waves back*