I don't know if they would watch me as much on the open ward. All I know is that I would just quit and go home if they want me to work on some things. I wont be as tempted to leave on the closed ward.

Ah, I see. Hadn't really thought of that. Good point.

Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

Thats all I can cope with right now

*hugs Crimson* you are awesome
*hugs Mark* what's going on?

*sits with mark*
just think, its already almost wednesday there [which i hate you for but nerr :P]

*hugs Heather*

*Hugs Laura* I'm meeting Felicia on Friday :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

*Squishes Heather*

*hugs Crimson* your not horrible at all, your a lovely kind person.

*hugs mark* yay its nearly friday, I bet your super excited.

*hugs Lindsay* I hope the crisis team don't abandon you, although if your one is anything like mine then they probably will abandon you.

*hugs Laura* I hope the inpatient helps when it comes along

*hugs Heather* how are you?

I really, really badly want to OD, I am so close to walking to my local 24hr supermarkt and buying pills right now.

*hugs Mark, Lindsay, Laura, Heather and Oliver*
Yay! 2 more days Mark! I am so excited for you guys!

The crisis teams by you guys seem like they aren't really there for you so much as to gather a paycheck by doing the least amount of work possible by helping only those that don't need it :(

*cuddles Oliver* Please don't. I don't want anything bad to happen to you.

*hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Heather*

*cries*


Being pummeled emotionally this evening... I can't take it

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs DarkAsylum if okay*

*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Crimson*
*hugs Ian*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Matt*
*hugs DarkAsylum*

how are you all?

*Hugs Laura* I feel okay hun , 2 days Until I meet Felicia!!!!!!!!!!!! *Boings about*

*hugs Mark* that's great!

*pops in and leaves hugs*
I love you guys :)

*Hugs Laura* Yes!

*Hugs Felicia* <3

*hugs Matt*
*hugs Oliver*
*offers hugs to Angel*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Felicia*
*hugs Laura*
*hugs Ian*

I am soooooooooo tired this morning. Hopefully my coffee will kick in soon (and if not hopefully my coworkers didn't take my 5 hr energy from the fridge).
How is everyone?