Oliver - I'm getting by. Each day starts so good and then seems to go downhill. I'm just waiting to be good enough for someone.

Kim - see above :) also, glad to hear you're surviving. You should tell me something fascinating about yourself

Heidi- I'm glad your getting by, but sorry things keep going downhill *hugs* by the way I really like the name Heidi, one of my favourite names :)

Oliver, I don't doubt how awful and desperate you feel but I nevertheless need to ask....why tell them you have a date if you are so sure you want to end it all? Why not just do it?

Why thank you, Oliver *hugs* You made me smile

pomegranate- I honestly don't know, I said to myself I wouldn't tell them and I'm angry at myself for telling them, I havn't told them the exact date, just a rough time, but they got it out of me. I feel stupid and angry for telling them though.

Oliver, I adore you and I would be so sad if anything happened to you. You know I'm always here if you need to talk, right?

Thanks Heidi *hugs*

Anytime lovely. I mean it.

same for you and all the lovely wardies, my PM box is always open.

Oliver, glad you're resisting the urges. :) It's difficult, isn't it?

Heidi, I really don't think there's anything fascinating about me. I suck at things like that. I guess the best thing I can think of is I'm a single mum, and a student. I'm **** at saying "I'm good at this" and "ahh, there's this that's fascinating about me" Is that odd?

My niece is getting hassle off her ex again. Little toerag :/

Kim, I think that is fascinating though. You're a really strong person. I admire that!

nor me! I tried watching Haunting in Connecticut once & I cried so much in the first half hour my gf had to switch it off - I didn't sleep for ages. Same when I tried to watch the ring & the girl was called Samara I freaked out & thought the TV was talking to me - it got messy.


*hugs everyone* hope you're all doing well? x

*waves to Kim Hey :)

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heidi*

*Hugs Emma if okay?*

*Hugs Mara*

Hi everyone.

I really need to cut my grass but I just can't get motivated. I'd rather stay on here with you lovely people.

*Hugs Lindsay*If you buy a goat it will eat the grass short :)

I am feeling pretty sodding triggered. Popped Diaz, they took the edge off ,sigh, I really want there to be no fresh injurys on me when Felicia and I meet in 5 days and 22 minutes .

You can do this, Mark.

I'm trying Lindsay hun :) *Hugs* How are you?

*Spots and hugs Heidi*

I'm desperate to get out of this world but know that I can't until my brother has settled down. I'm going to overdose soon to help me to have a break from the world.

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry you feel rough hun *Holds hand*

*hugs Lindsay* I'm so sorry that you're hurting right now.

*hugs Mark* I'm sad that you're hurting to. I wish I could make it all better. Just think, 5 more days!

Homework is stupid and I freaking hate it. I need it to be Thursday already so I will be completely and utterly done.