Hey everyone,
Just wanted to let you all know I changed my username.. It's Laura (formerly- fallinstar).

*hugs ian* i'm sorry people were nasty to you hun. You don't deserve that.

*hugs heidi*

*hugs oliver* sounds like it was a hard session :-/ I'm proud of you for telling though. That takes real strength. i'm sure they are worried, but thats not necessarily a bad thing... maybe they will offer some options for extra support.

know how you feel laura =\ ergh

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heidi*

*Hugs Laura* ooooohhhhh New username , I like :)

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Heather*

*pops in and leaves hugs*
I'm on a train back to London :)

hugs everyone

*Hugs Felicia*<3

*Hugs Louise* what is that quoter in your signature Hun , I really like it :)

Hey everyone. I didn't go to my voluntary work today because I feel a sense of dread when I think about it. I will have to go next week though. I'm supposed to phone the crisis team soon but I don't know what to say to them. There is nothing much in my head and because of that they'll think that i'm ok.

*Squishes Lindsay*

*hugs everyone*

So today was going good, still is mostly, but my cell phone took a dive and encountered the blue screen of death. I nearly cried in the store. haha fml?

Is your phone working now?

I've had a confusing day. I feel more and more disconnected from the world. I have made a thread in GSA if anyone wants to know more detail. I'd appreciate some input.

Havent been in here before, hi everyone *waves*

*Sits with hotwater bottle*

Hi, how are you? I'm Lindsay.

The phone works! Well, more correctly, the phone has been replaced! Either way I'm glad that it's sorted out. 3 hours without a phone felt like torture.

Hi there, insidemyhead. I'm Heidi.

hug Louise

Hugs Lindsay

waves insidemyhead

Hugs Heidi

*hugs everyone* I've got my girlfriend's little brother (7) & mum's dog here tonight & I'm exhausted. Not feeling great, but trying to hang in there. Thinking of you guys. much love xx

*hugs all*

I'm going back home tomorrow.

Aww thank you so much, you have made my day and you made me smile :)

*Hugs Heidi*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mara*

*Waves to insidemyhead*

*hugs all*

*hides*

Hey Oliver :) *Gives Oliver a big hug* why you hiding? You ok?

*hugs Ian* I'm not so great, last night was hard, I walked to a bridge and nearly jumped off, but phoned the samaritans and was on the phone to them for over an hour. now I feel really low and really want to do something to end my life, but trying to wait until its time for my plan.

how are you Ian?