*Squishes Lindsay Tightly*

Thanks, Mark.

I saw the crisis team but didn't manage to tell them how i'm feeling because they were so focused on doing the review.

PM box always open for you Lindsay hun , Or If you would like I'mm PM you my personal e-mail?

That's ok, Mark. I probably wouldn't bother you but thank you very much for the offer.

How are you doing?

I'm.........here Lindsay *Hugs*

*hugs back*

I wish there was more I could do to support you all. I wish we didn't have to go through so much pain.

*hugs Lindsay Mark and Heather*

*hugs Oliver* How are you today?

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

I don't think I want to live any more. If only my brother wasn't around.

I'm starting my volunteering tomorrow and i'm not sure if i'll be able to keep my face on for the whole time i'm there.

*cuddles everyone who wants*

but yush. you and felicia both is silly peoples mark *tickles more* you'll both love each other loads. and both of you better go on skype with meeeeee :P

<3

*Hugs Heather*

*hugs back*

how you doin

*hugs Mark, Heather and Lindsay*

*hugs all*

I'm at Monis this week, so I probably wont be posting much.

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura* what's monis

*hugs everyone*

I'm sorry to keep complaining but i'm feeling really low. My life means nothing to me. I want to be in a constant state of overdose where it takes me to a world where nothing is real and nothing hurts. I am currently in some sort of limbo between life and death and I have no idea how to start living. I know how to die. I just wish I could do it. If my brother wasn't around I have no doubt that I would be dead by now.

*squishes Lindsay lots* I'm so sorry your feeling so low, I wish I knew what to say to make it better, trouble is I feel pretty much the same.

*hugs Oliver* I'm sorry you're feeling bad too.