you guys were very busy while i was gone!
*hugs and squishes to everyone who would like them*
zowie i am not sure that beth was telling you the truth i think sometimes she might get confused, please don't hurt yourself you don't deserve that, are you under the care of a dr or team? (sorry i can't remember) but i would tell them about what happened no-one will punish you but i think you may just need some extra care right now xx

*leaves hugs for everyone*

I feel so ****ing sick!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRR STOP IT NOW PLEASE? Least my stomach has settled down *fingers crossed*

At this rate, I'm beginning to wonder if I'm gonna be better by Sunday. I hope so, gotta work and then finish early to leave with Mand yay :)

Oh & Zowie, when you do speak to the police, maybe you could explain about Beth or have someone like your EIP explain? I dunno? *many huggles sweetie*

Seeing my care co-ordinator today in half an hour. Will talk to him about what happened. x

think thats a good idea *hugs* good luck hun let us know how it goes xx

It didn't go very well. I told him how I feel really suicidal at the moment and he just didn't seem to care. I don't think people believe me, and that's just making me feel even worse.
I want to die.

I believe you hun *snuggles*

Thanks Helen.
How was your holiday?

I want to OD. Dad's not here, might look for my meds.

hun please don't do that *hugs*
i can't believe he didn't care that is just crap, sorry people like that who call themselves professionals just really get me mad!

That reminds me, i really pushed a yellow light yesterday. Wonder if the automatic cameras were set off? Nevermind, my husband tells me that what i thought were cameras for running red lights, aren't.

Zowie, i'm sorry to hear you are having such a difficult time.

Brother, you have no idea how relieved and happy I am that you faced down your demons.

*cuddles everyone*

Bloody hell.
Im all backwards.
Just drank a cup of coffee...
now I want to sleep.

It's no problem sweetheart :)
My holiday was amazing...I really must write a post before I leave again on Sat night :p

Please don't OD, tis not worth it :(

I'm trying to phone EIP but they're not gonna help. Might end up in A&E the way things are going at the moment.

*pokes her head out of her corner*

Jess, have fun luv, it's good to see you excited about something.

Chloe, I'm sorry you're feeling so lousy and then have to deal with these folks. Good luck sweetie.

Helen, sorry you're feeling sick hun, not fun :-(

Zowie, I agree with everyone else... Seems to me Beth is once again trying to distroy you anyway she can... But I think explaining to the cops or having someone else help to with that is a good idea.

*hugs everyone then returns to her corner and huddles there miserably, wishing to die*

I hate this! It's always poping in my head... Pills, my blade, both... I won't do it though the urges are so strong... But gosh, I wish they'd go away :crying:

Huggles both of you.

I hope A&E help Zowie...

*cuddles Ally* We're still holding remember. I hope you can keep fighting against the urges and eventually they'll see you're not giving in

I'm feeling a little better. Just a bit upset atm :( x

*cudleseveyrone*

movie was awesome! now... it's 2:16am. my friend is asleep but me... i havbe a headche and am woried cause my hadn hasnt even tstarted to close... and i think... well...

Aww, Helen, yeah, I remember, but thanks for reminding me :-)

*cuddles up to her Uncle Jeff and laughs a bit at his sanity joke*
lol I needed that :-D

Zowie I hope A&E helps luv, *cuddles*

Jess, hunni, if it's healing leave it be hun, please? It's been my experience that what you are considering can often make it worse*snuggles* love you sweetie

*returns to her corner for a nap*

it's nto helaing though. there are steri-strips.. buterfuly strips on it but i'm allergic to them so it's red and puffy cus eof that. it's wepign alwasy. and it's not clsoign. at al. >.< shud just do it gain.

cupbard.. is safe.

heheh Ally I love you <3

Jess, please leave it alone? xx