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shadowedseraph 31-07-2007 10:07 PM

*hugs Newlife* its oh hon, is there anything we can do?

Roxas 01-08-2007 12:17 AM

*peeks in*
Umm... can I check in for the rest of the summer?
I'm going to be worse when the exam results come out next week...

MammaMia 01-08-2007 12:18 AM

*checks in and grabs a blanket*

*sighs* Things have been tough and I want to see my friends but nobody seems to want to see me, I wanna be on my hols already!!! *wraps self in blanket*. Have had a BAD headache today :(

Sugar and Spice 01-08-2007 12:40 AM

*hugs Dance!dance!4eva and hands her some aspirin to quell the headache*
Are you okay hun?

MammaMia 01-08-2007 01:47 AM

Thanks hun =) *hugs back*. I think I'm ok but I dunno, just feeling a range of emotions. I'm fed up with this headahce, had it for about 12 hours or so now. Happy, just in general. Tired because my sleeping is madness at the moment & its almost 2AM. Annoyed I missed the start of a repeated program. Excited about going on holiday & seeing someone. Bit sad that my friend who says she'll meet me, keeps failing me at the last moment. Stressed with all these emotions & trying to relax after some rough few months & on account of it being summer hols. God I wish I was in Wales now *well sometimes*. Confusing eh? How about you?

l.e.g.o 01-08-2007 09:21 AM

i'm very sorry for everything but at the moment im finding everything very hard-i'd like to apologise for being a burden on everyone and im very very sorry

i hope everyone is ok

*curls up*

charcoalchild 01-08-2007 11:43 AM


*Hates being alive*

Sugar and Spice 01-08-2007 12:10 PM

*hugs charcoalchild* want to talk about it hun?

*offers Jo a blanket and wraps her up* you aren't a burden, you don't need to apologise for anything. How are things today?

Hope you got a decent amount of sleep Dance!4eva. It does sound confusing with all those emotions flying around!

l.e.g.o 01-08-2007 01:27 PM

thanks-i just feel that is all i'll ever be to anybody

i feel kind of odd today

you ok?

*hugs anyone who needs it*

hugs help

MammaMia 01-08-2007 03:59 PM


Originally Posted by Tortured Beauty (Post 190757)
Hope you got a decent amount of sleep Dance!4eva. It does sound confusing with all those emotions flying around!

Well I went offline after 5am, eventually fell asleep & then didn't wake up til 3.30pm woooooooooooops :blush:

tierra04 01-08-2007 04:23 PM

*Offers hugs to anyone who wants one*
Thought I'd check myself in here for a few days, just until I make the decision to go back to the real hospital.
*Finds a nice spot to curl up in*

Hope you all are doing okay.
It sucks feeling unsafe.

~*Rainbow*~ 01-08-2007 05:48 PM

*checks is*


My BF WAS cheating on me
I've lost my place at college
And i dont know if my work can keep me on

plus after all this ****ing time
i give up and i ****ing SI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

MammaMia 01-08-2007 06:48 PM

*hugs you so tightly, not good any of that :( *

lovemeplzsumone 01-08-2007 07:00 PM

kisses and hugs 2 everyone because we can xxxx

l.e.g.o 01-08-2007 08:54 PM

*hugs everyone*

i want to curl up and cry but i cant

i feel so odd

i dont like this feeling


MammaMia 01-08-2007 11:07 PM

I feel ok today but feel like I should be happier or something hmmm.

tierra04 02-08-2007 03:25 AM

Just checking in to make sure everyone is okay, and to let you all know I'm still hanging on. I don't want to be here anymore. I quit my job today, which means it's now time to start dealing with my problems. I don't like feeling this way. I'm scared, and careless, and I don't like it. . .

*hugs you all*

l.e.g.o 02-08-2007 08:37 AM

i feel so ill

i need someone to hurt me-im in need of someone physically hurting me at the moment-i cant do it so...

im very sorry

feeling very triggered and being ill doesnt help

im very sorry

head is hurting so much

*curls up in a ball*

emily.disenchanted 02-08-2007 11:36 AM

*hugs Newlife*

MammaMia 02-08-2007 06:51 PM

My headache has returned, big style

l.e.g.o 02-08-2007 07:50 PM

i'm really sorry-i think the counsellor is trying to contact me-i dont want to answer my phone

im so scared

how is everyone


TheSuffererComplex 03-08-2007 12:44 AM

hey everyone. Just checking in right now. Sorry for my lack of activity, I've been veeeery busy. I'm around now... so, yea.

tierra04 03-08-2007 03:35 AM

Just wanted to check in with everyone. I have tomorrow off, so I'll be on the forums for a while. *hugs all*

charcoalchild 03-08-2007 03:48 AM

Hey tierra, how you doin? Hugzzzz for you and everyone who needs and wants

Im pretty crap. I have to go out tomorrow.. pets need food and i have to go to pet store to buy it.. im scared i'll have a panic attack..
saw the guy who used to abuse me in town yest.. now im seeing him everywhere (even though he isnt reely there..)

eeksa need help.

l.e.g.o 03-08-2007 09:37 AM

how is everyone doing?

l.e.g.o 03-08-2007 02:33 PM

someone hurt me please someone hit me hard someone kill me

im in such a rubbish place im so worthless

i wish i was dead

id be better off dead

im a waste of space

*curls up*

Sugar and Spice 03-08-2007 08:27 PM

*hugs Jo* You are not worthless hun!

l.e.g.o 03-08-2007 08:40 PM

i am worthless

i cant cope with everyday life

im sorry

i want someone to hurt me physically-its all i deserve

Sugar and Spice 03-08-2007 08:46 PM

Just because you are struggling at the moment doesn't mean that you are worthless. If that were true, we wouldn't be here to speak with you.
What's causing you problems atm hun? x

l.e.g.o 03-08-2007 08:53 PM

i cant cope with life too many things going on and the sudden realisation tha my relationship might be rubbish

im very sorry

MammaMia 03-08-2007 10:22 PM

*curls up* I miss my dad and normally when we know he wont be coming home, I dont usually care hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Auburn Shadow 05-08-2007 01:35 AM

Could I get some hugs or something? Not feeling too good at the moment. Sorry I haven't been around for a while

TheSuffererComplex 05-08-2007 07:03 AM

*hugs hiceskater*

I'm gonna be busy tommorw and i'll be camping until next sunday, so sorry that I won't be around people :(

pea soup 05-08-2007 09:43 AM

*stares into space*

Sugar and Spice 05-08-2007 05:27 PM

*hugs all those in need*
Hope you are all doing ok.

Just checking myself out, holiday should be enough to give me the boost I need.

tierra04 05-08-2007 07:43 PM

*curls up and sighs*
Sorry I've not been around in a couple days. . .busy weekend, not one that really helped things too much. I hate not knowing what to do.
*hugs all that need them*

l.e.g.o 05-08-2007 07:49 PM

*hugs people*

i dont know what the hell is wrong with me

MammaMia 06-08-2007 12:22 AM

Guh *hugs everyone* I'm going on hols so will check in next on thurs =)

charcoalchild 06-08-2007 05:01 AM

Checks in.
Thinks of all the self destructive things she can do to herself.

I honestly think that i am dying.

My head is - just broked.

down*in*the*dumps 06-08-2007 06:02 PM

ive been feeling so down. i just want to smash every bone in my body so i dont have to put up with every day life. i have been having flashbacks of anthony again. its like his face is on some random guy, and ill just stop and i cant breathe because im so scared hes coming to get me again. its kinda dumb cause he lives like 12 hours drive away, but it seems so real. ill be somewhere totally safe and quiet, and ill have this sudden urge to slash my skin till theres none left. im so scared ill cut again and i want to but i really really dont at the same time. i need to be gone for a while if you know what i mean...
i wish i could do it and have it all be over

~KemicalRain~ 06-08-2007 08:12 PM

hey just checking i am feeling like i am going to break down

l.e.g.o 06-08-2007 09:01 PM

*hugs everyone and offers blankets etc*

i need to hide

~KemicalRain~ 06-08-2007 09:08 PM

hey new life do you need a hug *steals blanket*

l.e.g.o 06-08-2007 09:14 PM

yeah please

you can have a blanket its ok

~KemicalRain~ 06-08-2007 09:16 PM

*hugs* o you want to talk bout your problems

l.e.g.o 06-08-2007 09:39 PM

no ill be ok *hugs back*

im sorry-you ok?

*curls up*

~*forever_broken*~ 07-08-2007 04:44 AM

*runs to the bathroom and vomits*
Sorry...too drunk...bad counseling session...very drunk...feel like ****...
*grabs basin and blanket and cuddles up in the corner and sobs*
Sorry...so sorry...

~KemicalRain~ 07-08-2007 09:52 AM

*throws self in to psych ward head first* wow it was lucky i knew where that mattress was lol

l.e.g.o 07-08-2007 10:29 AM

dont try to hurt yourself

*curls up and hides*

why does stuff feel bad

~KemicalRain~ 07-08-2007 10:30 AM

just all the world doesnt want me to follow my dream and its the only thing i do well *sits on the matress* sorry i was trying to land on the bed

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