*cuddles everyone and looks after you all*

I'm doing really **** tonight. One of my ryl friends has gone and said she's going to kill herself.

*screams* Why does this have to keep happening to all my friends? I can't stand the waiting. I'm havig a **** day as it is. Feel like cutting yet again so close to 3 months...

*cuddles susan and pets* that light will never go away sweetheart, it will always be there.

To everyone else... *spread hugs out for you all* you can pm me if you need to. *hugs*

*hangs a free hugs sign around my neck* free hugs for anyone who wants them! i dont know if i'll be able to give any good advice but i can always try
*huggles and cuddles everyone*

*snuggles up with a teddy and cries* i am rather scared that i may be slipping backwards slowly and there seems like there is nothing i can do... cos all of the things around me are out of my control

*cuddles everyone*

I'M THREE MOTNHS FREEEEEEEE!

Congratulations Helen!

I'm waiting and worrying and doing it for spit and feeling selfish for feeling needy.

*puts games back together. wonders how "sauteed mushroom" color paint looks with a tangerine soda pop (fizzy drink) wash on one wall of it.*
*makes sheer white curtains for the window to go with white trim as a way of apologising for being such a *****

*hugs everyone who wants, needs or is offering*

*goes back to basement pulling trapdoor closed to weep and wonder and wait.*

well done hells hun **hugs** i hope you carry on doing well **wanders off in search of a dream free bed**

Thanks you two =D

*gives you both tons of cuddles*

A recap of my day today (or lack thereof)... went to bed at like 3:30 this morning... and didn't get up until 10:30pm!!!! Ugh... the joys of living with the side affects of depression ><

**looks around** i wish i could sleep

:hugs bound by thoughts

i have days like that 2

Hey manda, i'm just glad you said living with the side affects of depression and not depression with the side affects of living :P *pets*

ive failed myself badly
i promised myself an early night and its nearly 5 am
ffs
i balls it all up
every****!ingtime

Thanks Hun...
*hugs back*
it sucks!!!!

no probs hun
pm me anytime
x

im off
i need sleep:doze:
see ya

;-)

go helen :)
and everyone else who's been free for ANY length of time

*whine*why does EVERY event for the first week of school involve food =\

*hugs Heather*

*hugs back*
my friend from home's sending me her teddy cause she was gonna give it to good will but i said i wished i had mine cause i left it at home by accident so she said she'd sned it to me <3 love her :)

hugs everyone

URRRRRGH it's nearly 6am :(

*snuggles*
go sleep?